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Chapter 13 - THE AFFECTIONATE SIDE

"BEFORE WE CONTINUE"

"Wait, before we continue, let's take a break", Angel #1 said, Theodore chuckled nervously and closed the book, "You mentioned something about wanting to know how to live with this love in peace", Angel #1 added.

Theodore nodded, "Well, I'm sorry to break it to you but there is no way where you can love somebody you can't have in peace, there is no such way", Angel #2 said with a strong tone, Theodore sighed and caressed his sideburns, "Okay so, you're telling me that I'll never find peace as long as I love her?". Theodore asked.

Angel #1 nodded, "When you have love for somebody, you grow affection for that person, you begin to have a need to see that person, to touch, kiss and spend time with that person", Angel #1 said. Before Theodore speaks, Angel #2 jumps in, "And sometimes it's the littlest things, like a phonecall, how are you gonna be at peace when you can't do those things with her?", Angel #2 said.

Theodore looked at them with confusion, "You're right, I've written about wanting to be affectionate with her, even though I knew that I couldn't", he said, Angel #1 stood up against the wall, "Let's hear it", Angel #1 said.

Theodore opened the book again but this time with less enthusiasm, he began to read.

 

"CAN HAVE ALL OF ME"

I'm confident and comfortable in my skin around you, I keep myself clean and present myself with seduction to you, I dedicate my love and affection to you, if you haven't noticed, I'm about to make it known.

You bring out the light in me, you dim the devil in me, you push me towards the best things and you save me from my own demons, for all that you can have all of me in every imaginable way.

I'm rough around the edges but I can get smooth for you, I move around for distraction but I can stay down for your attention, there's this different kind of energy around you and it's like an unearthly aura, so beautiful and strong.

You can have all of me, my time, love, sex, attention, conversation, compliments, commitment and so much more. I've got your name on my heart, mind and soul, might as well have all of me all to yourself.

 

"SEE NO WRONG"

You talk like an Angel, you bring my mind peace as if you're a piece of my soul, you excite me without doing too much, just the sound of your voice and a piece of your attention, maybe I'm just a fool in love but I see no wrong when it comes to you.

I wanna figure this out but I'm a lost soul, everything I do doesn't materialize, I keep looking forward to new things but it's starting to feel like I'm that guy who will always have a shadow of the past.

You're in my dreams as if we ain't been out of each other's lives for almost 2 years, you're in my mind as if you're part of my every train of thought and I hate the fact that this distance doesn't make this love lose meaning in my heart.

I wanna figure it out but I'm a lost soul, everywhere I go, I end up on your name.

 

"TOUCH YOU"

I wanna have you closer, standing in between my feet and not an inch away from my lips, I wanna inhale your fragrance and feel your skin, I wanna caress your face and I wanna put my lips on your lips, I miss the taste of your kisses.

I wanna share time with you, I wanna look into your eyes and listen to your voice as you share your thoughts, I wanna lay my head on your thighs while you rub my head, I wanna fall asleep next to you and wake up next to you.

I need us to share one more moment that'll begin the rest of our journey, I don't wanna give this body and my love to anybody else, I ain't talking about anything I don't need, I wanna touch you and hold you in my arms until we doze off.

My nights would end with a smile, your nights would end with a kiss on your forehead and cheek, your nightmares would stop and my mornings would begin like the luckiest man's days when he spends his life with the girl of his dreams.

Is there peace where you aren't involved, is there really love and a happy ever after where your name isn't involved, is there a such thing as a new beginning where your face will never be in my mind ever again? Or am I just being delusional once again?

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