"CONFLICTED"
Theodore smiled to himself, "Yeah, I think that wraps up the parts where I wanna get affectionate with her", he said. Angel #1 came closer to Angel #2, "You've got purest intentions for this girl, you've penned these emotions, desires and thoughts so beautifully, how does she feel about all of this?", Angel #2 asked.
"I've learnt that she only reads and says nothing regarding what I write for her, so I just keep it all to myself and then I let everything unfold naturally", Theodore said, Angel #3 intervened, "Doesn't any of this make you feel conflicted? Because I mean, you can't do all of these beautiful things with her and you also can't stop writing about her, so doesn't that put you in a conflicted space?", Angel #3 asked.
"Conflicted, confused, sick, frustrated, tired and lost. Those are the words that would describe the way I feel about everything that's going on with me right now", Angel #3 joined the pair and they surrounded Theodore, "This is the part where you flip through those pages and find the words to describe your emotions", Angel #2 said.
Theodore flipped the page with a little bit of hesitation, "I already written that part, I can just read", he said, "Go for it, we're listening", Angel #1 said.
Theodore cleared his throat and then he began to read..
"LOVE HATE POEM "
Love turns into resentment when
It starts hurting you instead of helping you,
Like the bad seeds to a fruitful plant,
It ends up being a toxic plant to everything.
All I am is a young man, who is utterly in love
With a young lady that he cannot have.
Nothing else works,
Nobody else gets me,
Nobody cares about me like she does..
Just last night,
She was the only one to reach out after my long day.
Love turns into a drug,
When it makes you feel good sometimes,
Love turns into resentment,
Especially when you can't have who you love.
"DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME"
Do you remember the first time our lips touched, do you remember how I taught you the habit of kissing until you got used to it, do you remember the morning you ran to me halfway to the door, just to greet me and hug me, do you remember how excited and in love you were?
Don't be quick to erase me and all the best memories we shared in our sacred moments, do you remember when we would walk to the cabs holding hands? Everybody was looking at us crazy but we were in our perfect world like every other day, I just know that we were one of the best thing to come out of 2023.
Do you remember the first time you came over? You were nervous about what was about to go down, told me that you don't ever make sounds, we did it and you were making the sweetest love sounds, could've sworn that I was just the person to give your heart it's rightful affection.
Don't be quick to erase me and all the sweet memories we shared in all our sacred moments, do you remember us walking through the stores, window shopping at your favourite stores, do you remember?
We got so much history..