Freya's Pov :
Parties were never my thing.It's too loud,too bright and too crowded with people who knew how to have fun.Unlike me.
Who definitely doesn't know how to have fun.For me,having fun is burying my nose in my fav book,dancing to my fav rock music when i am home alone,watching movie's and anime's,enjoying the silence and admiring the nature.
Yup,definitely far from a party person.
I stand in the corner of the mansion's living room,where Ryker left me 30 minutes ago.
When Ryker said he would take me to have fun tonight,i definitely wasn't expecting the fun to be a party.
But of course,my boyfriend is a people's person.His definition of fun is completely opposite to mine.So here we are,at the party,in the middle of who know's where.
"I will go and say hi to the guy's okay?Dont go anywhere,wait for me."Is what he said before he left,with a peck on my cheek.
But the thing is it's already been half an hour and i am starting to feel out of my skin in the middle of this crowded room.
I look around searching for Ryker,like a lost kid in the supermarket who is looking for her mom.
Where is he?I don't see him in this room.
He said he would be right back.He didn't forget about me did he?
My heart aches at the thought.
He has always been ignorant and careless when it came to our relationship but he wouldn't be this ignorant right?
He know's i have social anxiety.Not to mention that the group of boy's on my right keep glancing at me strangely.
A few minutes pass by and from the corner of my eyes i see a boy from that group approaching me with a drink.My back straighten's in nervousness.
Hell with the anxiety,i will go look for Ryker.Eventually,i force myself to start walking.
More like shoving myself among the crowd to get to the other side of the room where Ryker went.Every time i push by someone,i apologise but i hate how soft and weak my voice sound's even to my own ear.
Reaching the hallway,i look for him in the open room's but turn away with no luck.
Just as i am debating weather to call him or not,a voice reaches my ear.
A groan?Is someone hurt?
Turning towards the close room where the sound came from,i hesitate to open the door.
Will it be okay to intrude like this?But what if someone need's help?I clearly heard someone groan and it sounded painful.
A few more goran's come and i push away my hesitation and slowly push open the door.
But the scene inside creaked my whole world.
The groan's were not from any stranger.It was from Ryker.But he isn't alone.
He is pressing a girl against the wall,his hand's roaming on her body,his lip's locked with her's like she is the only person that matter's.
I stand frozen on my place.I can't even look away from the scene.
It hurt's.Everything hurt's.My heart,my chest,my head everything.I don't even feel the tear's until they blurr my eyes.
Gosh,how could i not recognise his voice?He is busy cheating on me while i waited for him outside like an idiot,just because he asked me to stay put.
How could i be so stupid?I should have seen this coming.How could a person like him be loyal to me,who is this bland and boring?
A sob escapes my lip's and Ryker look's up.For a moment,i swear he looked guilty.But that look vanishes as soon as it came.
He pushes the girl away and hold's his hands up.,his eyes widening in shock."Freya wait-i swear it's not what it look's like baby.I-"
Before he can say another word,my body moves on it's own and my hand land's a hard slap on his face.
The sound echo's in the empty room and i realise that it's real.It's not a dream.
It hurt's but it hurt's more to see that he doesn't even try to stop me as i run out.I want to go away from him.I don't want to face him at all at this moment.So i just keep running,not caring to apologise to whoever i push on my way.
Apology can go to hell along with that prick.It hurt's like a bitch.
Even when the cold air of outside hit's my face,i keep running like my life depends on it.
And before i realise it,i am already surrounded by large tree's and darkness.The light of the mansion completely disappeared out of sight and i realise that i have left the mansion grounds.
I blink hard at the surrounding darkness and the sudden cold air that makes my hair's stand.
Shit,please tell me i did not do the idiocy of running into a forest at night when i don't even know the way around here?
Did i come to the wrong way?Which way did i come from again?
I look around and fail to recognise anything or find any spark of the mansion's light in the distance.
It's like the mansion completely vanished.
Where the hell even am i?Oh god i don't know this place,i just came because Ryker brought me.
What should i do now?Sure i can't call him for help?
The thought is dismissed as soon as it came.There's no way i am calling him for help when i caught him cheating on me not even an hour ago ago.
Not to forget that i slapped him.With his egoistic personality,there's no way he will help me after getting that slap.
A twig snap's behind me and i freeze completely,a shiver going down my spine.
I-is it any animal?Bear?Fox?or..wolf?
No it can't be right?The mansion shouldn't be far from here.How can there be such wild animal's near a living property?
I shouldn't get scared so much.It might be nothing..or..Ryker maybe..?Would he come to find me?
I gulp down the nervousness and straighten my back as i slowly turn around.
Completely opposite to my thought,three men stumble out of the dark instead of Ryker.They sway on their step's,laughing like fool's and looking drunk.
My heart jump's up to my throat when their eyes fall on me and a wicked smile spreads on their face.
"Who do we have here?Seem's like someone found our secret place brother's."One of them say's,his gaze far from friendly as it roam's over my body.
"Seems like a lost lamb to me.What do they say again?Ah finders keepers~"Another one say's,rubbing his hand's with a gross smile that makes me a shiver go through my body.
"I-i am sorry.I didn't mean to disturb anyone.I will just get going."I say and turn around,walking to the opposite direction,not caring if i am going the right way or the wrong way as long as i can get away from them.
Their presence is screaming danger in capital letter's.
My heart thump's wildly when a hand fall's on my shoulder,stopping me from going forward.
"Now now,the fun hasn't even started,where do you think you are going baby?"