Luna's voice was a blank statement devoid of emotion but just carried the expression of truth as she tilted her head, lowering onto her folded knees, hands becoming the only place for her face to rest, closing her eyes as she told the truth to the man whom she had met for the first time.
'What am I hoping for from a stranger?' Hate missed that. Overbearing emotions, she noticed how in some corner her weak self was still alive, maybe just trying to appear as one with nothing but the vague hope of being heard by a stranger and at that from a beast who didn't flinch while killing people.
It was funny and yet lonely how her heart still hoped to be heard.
'How stupid am I.'
"...Hey."
Then came a voice from that same man, but this time not soft but more like commanding, firm, and something that usually made her flinch, but today it just made her slowly lift her eyes. The eyes, which were hollow, lifted to find that face scarred, with right silver eyes, black raven hair, sharp jawline.
The close plea may not be the most handsome man there is, but like a beast just a few inches away from her, looking straight into her eyes as Javrian declared.
"You are mine... Luna."
thump thump
"Huh?", There, seated while looking towards that man, whose hand slowly stretched, holding her chin as she blinked. Maybe due to having nothing on hers, already too much withered, she doesn't have the petals to follow the wind, so she could just stand still, unmoving as that man slowly neared her.
She just parted her lips, her mouth trying to voice out her words and doubt with pupil reflexing his face nearing, warm breath brushing over her face as she wasn't able to speak or more like wasn't allowed to as he pressed his own on hers.
And the moment both of their lips met.
Something changed around the world.... the ground from where Luna had bloomed and withered trembled.
It was as if the whole world that was revolving around everyone shifted directly towards her.
She felt this too...
What is happening?
She—I—blinked.
It was as if she (I) got some identity... as if I became the main center of this world.
A withered Luna who should have vanished with time suddenly became the center of that time.
I don't understand.
'Ah, no, wait' I wanted to speak up, let my words be heard under the pain as he seems to bite my lips.
No, wait, it is not his teeth.
'Why are his lips so rough?'
The mere realization of such texture, something I felt for the first time, this closeness unlike any other made me confused if every man's lips were this rough?
What am I doing?
I could feel a strange sensation throughout my body, the wetness within my leg, the weight of him pressing me down while not letting me protest... nor that I felt my body could even if it wanted.
My hand was holding his hair like they belonged to me... like a fool not knowing their places.
I felt that same thing bulged rubbing over my abdomen as he seems to rub his lower body on me, igniting a memory that brought out that painful day of my life.
I don't want to remember it, yet I did like this stubborn mind making me recall Victor, the man whom once I decided to spend my life while thinking of him as my life partner throwing me on bed.
I don't know if this is how mating happened, but I cried all night, there was no good sensation I felt alive while he seemed to hate every bit of my cries... saying how I deserved it all.
I told him, it wasn't my fault that my Uncle using me destroyed and overtook his family's more than half assets, begged him we both will earn all of it back as life partners
But he didn't stop... knowing well that I was in pain, he kept going.
Just like how right now, this beast.
'N-no, what am I even thinking?' And then I realized how I was again being a fool to remember that pain of night where I didn't even see Victor's face, just tears and my face buried within the pillow, but at least this beast... the man was gentle enough to at least let me see, not just feel the wrenching pain of that night.
I was prepared to feel the tearing sensation, the roughness of a man while prepared to cry like I did, knowing how I will not be able to stop it given the one inflicting it was someone far stronger, muscular and beastlier than Victor.
Maybe I will... not even survive today.
'!'
"Hieek—!" Suddenly my mouth which I don't know was freed when let out a strange wince as I felt my right chest, specially the peak which a moment ago under the gown was poking against its fabric being suddenly sucked inside something wet, rough with left one gently touched by a finger, pressing it like trying to bury within the mound.
"Wh-what are you—" I looked or tried to see down, to stop him... even though I knew just like last time, pain will only increase as I plead, yet I reflexively did only to see moonlight falling on my bare body.
'M-my clothes?', I didn't feel when they vanished but I saw two twitching peaks of mine covering my sight to look lower at the black hair I could see through the gap of those fat clusters—at least it was what I heard from Victor as he denied to even look at them.
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My heart seems to freeze, as like a lion using its tongue while looking at its prey on the other side of the pond, my trembling pupil met that man through the gaps I could muster with his tongue out while those big rough hands holding my thighs apart...
'Wh-wait', I don't know what he was doing down there, it was confusing as I felt strange specially that place was wet now, reflecting moonlight like surface of lake due to milky white skin painted due to spill, so I tried to stop him.
"Annghh!" My eyes shot open, pupil trembled strangely as I felt something just vanish from within my belly, lower than waist as his sharp tongue touched my skin, the skin that seemed to have the wetness of my own shame, my eyes let out tears.
Strange as they didn't belong to pain.
"Mmmphh!" I swiftly clasped my both palms on my mouth, covering them as felt my whole soul being sucked down, the remaining bit of fluttering of my heart which was evidence for me being alive skipped and lips became wet due to sudden loose of saliva, I can't explain came how...
But before I could understand what he did, my mind went blank... maybe due to fatigue or emotions surging at once, I felt my vision blurred.
Soon enough, the ceiling above slowly transitioned to black while my hand as if guided by something born from within found its place on his hair, clenching it tightly to hold.
As I lost consciousness, the only things I could feel was holding the fur of a lion, drinking water from the pond while the water itself silenced.
'!'
"Aahh!"
My eyes shot open, the rest I was succumbing crushed as felt strange pain below my belly as felt his teeth on my skin.
I don't know where he bit, but it felt strangely painfully nice... something I never felt before and couldn't in future as his voice reached me like a threat.
"HM? Why have I never tasted something this sweet before?"