Shreya--
I am confused now... I think Tanmay's energy so messed up. Same he passed on me. I told my family that it's just a old friends talk but drama started.
Shreya -Papa, I don't think we are compatible for marriage. Our way of thinking is different.
My mom interrupted, as she's so impatient from moment they left.
Mom- You're way of thinking is always different from every boys, what's new? Tanmay is definitely good for you. Stop making excuses Shreya.
She's so irritated. So upset. It's always been like this. My mom. Sometimes I think what if for atleast once, she try to understand me before complaining, am I that much of irresponsible for anything... It's just not compatible...I have valid reason. I can't just choose as she shows.
Mirali ( my elder sister) - Mom, calm down, Shreya is adult now. She knows what is good and suitable for her. Don't make fuss about little things. When there will be time everything will happen.
Mom- Mirali, she's just so stubborn, nothing impress her. We never had hard time when you got married. Or for your brother. Because you both know the reality of world. We can't just reject rishtas because of height, compatibility, face cut, astrology etc..
Mirali- Mom, please. It could have been easier for brother but--not for me.You always said, I am first elder sister, I must marry to rich husband, You exactly know what I have sacrificed to become the perfect daughter in law.It took my career. Now I have babies. So many things happened, nobody there to support me. Why must Shreya also suffer that. She's independent. Let her choose what she likes. Please.
Mom- Aren't you happy mirali ? Aren't you settled? You ever need to think twice to before you buy anything?How can you speak to your mother like that ?
Mirali - So in the end, everything is about money. You're son-in law...well I don't want to start mom. But Shreya will choose whatever she likes, I won't allow you to force her. Atleast if you couldn't support her dreams of badminton, least you can do not to interfere with her choice for marriage.
I never seen my sister this angry. I know there's problem going on with her household, it's like everyday story, but deep down, she's this sad and I as a sister never noticed, I felt guilty but all thanks to my mom, mom and sister always talk , but communication of all house members with me is least. I don't know the exact reason ( don't worry I am not adopted) but it always like age gap, my focus always on badminton and study.
Papa- Enough you both. Mirali... Don't talk to your mom like that. And something is bothering her, why didn't you discussed with me yet? And Shreya go to your room. I understand.
( That's thing. They solve it by themselves. Never include me anywhere.)
Shreya - I want to....
Papa- No. Mirali's matter is personal. We as a parents are more responsible for that. Not you. Go.
( I don't know is it correct way how family handle matters or not. But I respect my father. He always said, less you share your problems, more you able to find good solution. And never gather extra people who're not related to problems directly. If matter is out of hand then go for suitable person advice. And it's never me.)
I lie in my bed. And I am thinking...
My mother is right partially... it's been year I started to meet boys. I really come up with ridiculous excuses, but reality is..I never clicked with anyone. They say you need to start to talk and spend time..then you might click. What if I don't... There will be another drama that you wasted my this months etc. I am person of intuition. I know that feeling. I can recognise. I don't change my mind continuously, if I like someone or something, it's for forever. If I don't like it won't change no matter what. Missing is missing. I can sense people's intentions with me with one gaze. Men are easy to read. If they are not clear about goals, they will keep praising you on first meetings instead of showing the roadmap of future. I mean they are clearly into your looks, it's physical and scary. Narcissistic men will talk about his achievements, his property etc, but not about the relationship they are getting into. People's thoughts are scattered. Emotional understanding is no joke. Incapable man will talk about how pitiful he is, new relationship requires hope, opportunities to improve together, growth, happiness and lots of dreams. ( Sorry for asking very basic fundamentals, as nowadays that's harder. People can achieve anything and become billionaire rather than talk to someone honestly, investing sincerely)
I got out of my room, to get fill my water bottle....and I overheard the conversation of my mom and papa..
As my sister already left.
Mom - Mahesh, are we not good parents, today when mirali was angry about how we didn't supported Shreya's badminton dream.. my chest aches.
Papa- You know it. What doctor said. Even we started to give her nonveg food, her ankle is not able to withstand that injuries after accident. In this country it's already hard for sports player, with heart that sensitive, yes I am selfish father. I will not allow her to suffer.
Mom- it's fine we are bad and restrictions in her eyes. But she's so sensitive. My child is ....oh god Shreya...with my this medical condition...I want her to marry soon, so after us , we are in relief that he will take care for her.
Papa- it's fine Meena, it will happen don't worry..
Mom- she's so innocent, not like her elder siblings..I am so worried about her...
I walked off... And get back to my room. Everything I heard so many times. My injury... They love me...they think I am more fragile then my siblings... But in real, I am strongest. For badminton, I really don't have guilt as I know my limit. Those reoccurring injuries not something you can avoid. I kept playing as hobby.But now finding husband is worrisome mission.Leaving my current comfort is nightmare for me. And to live with someone who don't care about you... My survival is in danger. But maybe this is life..you always can't get what you want, In next two years I will climb above 30 of age, Regrets after this age feel less, so I thought of something ...and I dialled Tanmay ...I hope he didn't change his phone number.
Tanmay- Hello,
Shreya- Hii..
Tanmay - what's the deal, are you missing me?
Shreya - wanna play badminton this weekend?
Tanmay- But why me...? I don't like seeing people who rejected me ..or I don't like people to meet...
Shreya- it's not only me there...so many games and you said me that your life is boring... So if you want to come... Be there by 8 AM ..if you don't then sleep..who cares...
Tanmay- ( was about to say something and I cut the call and send him the address).
Let's meet Mr. Tanmay.