5. "INTERLUDE 002"
'Life goes on, so should you', isn't that what they always say after the end of the relationship? At this time, one of us had decided to move on while the other was picking up pieces of a broken heart and that phase just brought me down to my lowest. While she was living her life, I was struggling to wrap my mind around it and the one thing that I've always struggled with is change.
6. "GIMME SOME TIME"
Yeah damn right, I shouldn't be worrying about her anymore nor should I give a fuck about who she's in love with, she's just a girl "falling in love" again & again but really it's just infatuation all over again.
I hate seeing the changes, she's falling in love with somebody who isn't me, got me tripping over an old breakup, now she's kissing somebody else.. Damn these thoughts aren't good for me.
If it was ever love, we wouldn't be communicating as exes now, she wouldn't be wasting her time with these fools and I wouldn't be in a moment of isolation. I'm not perfect but I'm perfect for her, she's gonna keep "falling in love", tryna replace me and forget about me, all she gotta do is to bring her ass back here.
I guess these days exes don't really go separate ways, I mean a few nights ago she was telling me I can talk about what's on my mind and that she's here to listen. But give me some time 'cause I'm tired of living in the past.
7. "ONE MORE LOVE"
I've been known to be the guy that just wanna get into girls' panties and then he moves along, I've done some wild things that I'd never tell anybody about but all of that lies in the past. I know that I said that I'll never love again but now there's only one more love that I'm willing to open up to.
A love of a girl that's not nonchalant, a love of a girl that really wants to be with me, a love of a girl that will fall for me and fail to see herself with anybody else, that's the only kind of love I'm willing to open up to.
I'm tired of indulging in empty lust, I need to feel something real and something that will feed my soul, instead of chasing skirts that will keep me in the dark and I'm only getting older, I can't be 22 with no idea of what it is to love and to be loved.
I can't let my sexual appetite control my decisions, I've gotta make space for something that I'll call mine, I want a love of a girl that is good for me and spiritually aligned.
I can only open up to one more love.