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"Who the hell were you with, Nani?"
Sky's voice was sharp, his grip tight as he dragged Nani into their apartment.
"I'm talking to you. Who the fuck were you with, huh? Are you deaf?"
He yanked Nani closer, his breath-thick with cigarettes and vodka-fanning against Nani's face.
Nani's gaze flickered to Sky's lips, which were still moving, still yelling
I want to kiss him.
Nani wasn't thinking straight he wasn't listening anymore. His body is betraying him, heat pooling in his stomach. Sky's hands gripping him, his breath, his entire presence it turned Nani on.
This was exactly why he didn't want Sky near him.
Sky was toxic. Dangerous. Mad. But the things he made Nani feel... the way his body reacted... he couldn't understand it.
"When I ask a question, you answer," Sky growled, his lips dangerously close. He pinned Nani's wrists above his head, his body pressing flush against him.
'How the hell did we end up like this?'
Nani thought as his eyes darted to Sky's lips so full, so pink.
He clenched his thighs together, praying his growing arousal wouldn't show.
"If you don't answer me," Sky whispered, his voice laced with wicked amusement, "I'll fuck it out of you. And I won't stop no matter how much you beg."
Nani swallowed hard.
Sky's hardening length twitched against him, his darkened eyes full of lust.
"You feel that, don't you?" Sky smirked, rolling his hips just enough for Nani to shudder. "I'm going to bury it so deep inside you... You won't be able to stand for days." Sky said as his hand slipped under Nani's shirt lifting it up enough for him to see Nani's nipple.
"Just as I thought," he muttered before taking a nipple into his mouth, sucking harshly.
"Haa~ Haa-!"
Nani gasped, his breath coming fast, his thoughts spiraling.
"Sky'... st~~op," he whimpered, looking down at the sight of Sky's mouth on him.
"Hmmm".
Nani moaned.
Seeing Sky sucking his chest only made whatever Nani was feeling worse
"You've missed my touch haven't you?" Sky taunted, lifting his head, amusement glinting in his eyes.
"I have not-"
Nani's words were swallowed by Sky's lips crashing into his.
Sky's mouth hot, his tongue smooth as it slid in, dominating, claiming.
"Mmh-"
Nani moaned against him, and that sound it made Sky groan, deep and primal.
One of Sky's hands slipped into Nani's shorts, fingers curling around his length, rubbing slow, deliberate strokes.
"Hnngh-"
Nani's arms wrapped around Sky's neck, his body trembling.
"Keep that up," Sky murmured against his lips, "and I won't be able to stop myself from devouring you."
He pulled back just enough for Nani to breathe before biting at his neck, sucking bruises onto his skin.
"Stop not where people can see," Nani protested weakly, his resolve crumbling.
"I want everyone to know I own you," Sky growled before sliding two fingers inside Nani.
"O-Oh, shit" Sky groaned. "You're so fucking tight."
His breath was hot against Nani's ear as he thrust his fingers in and out, his free hand gripping Nani's waist to hold him up.
"Aah~"
Nani whined, his knees going weak.
Sky smirked. "The person you were with... Can they do this to you?"
Nani gasped as Sky fucked him with his fingers, curling them deep.
"I'm not even using my cock, and look at you a fucking mess. Imagine if I did."
"Ah- Fuck!"
Nani's whole body shuddered as he came, his release coating Sky's hand.
Sky pulled back suddenly, as if Nani had become something filthy.
"Who were you with?" he asked coldly.
"Win," Nani murmured, his voice barely audible.
Sky's entire body tensed. His expression darkened.
"Which Win?"
"Win from high school," Nani said, shifting uncomfortably.
"Don't tell me it's Win Sirawit."
Nani hesitated, then nodded. "Yes... That Win."
Sky's jaw clenched.
Nani wanted to end this conversation. He wanted to wash away Sky's touch. He wanted to cry.
"Can I go now?" he asked, voice small.
Sky wasn't done.
"What were you doing with him? Are you guys dating? Has he fucked you yet?"
Nani flinched.
"What do you take me for?" His vision blurred.
"You already did it once don't think I'd let it happen again"
"Fuck."
Sky raked a hand through his hair, looking frustrated-angry.
"What the hell are you talking about, Sky?" Nani's voice cracked. "I don't understand... What did I do?"
"Stop pretending to be innocent!" Sky snapped. "Shit I can't stand you. I fucking told you to stay away from that son of a bitch"
His words sliced through Nani like a blade.
Sky stepped closer, voice low, dangerous.
"I don't want to see you near him. Ever again do you hear me?"
Nani exhaled shakily, exhausted.
"We're not in high school anymore, Sky, and I'm not under your family anymore" he said, his voice trembling but firm. "Leave me alone. You don't own me. I can be friends with whoever the fuck I want. I'm so tired of you trying to control me!"
"Shut. Up."
Sky's voice was a snarl before he crashed his lips onto Nani's again, hard, desperate.
But this time-
Nani didn't kiss him back.
He shoved Sky away, breath ragged.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Nani's voice cracked with anger, frustration. Pain.
"One minute I'm nothing to you, the next you're kissing me?!"
He didn't wait for an answer. He turned, bolting to his room, slamming the door shut.
His heart was racing, his emotions a tangled mess.
He can't seem to understand what Sky was thinking.
One moment, he touched him like he was precious.
The next, he treated him like he was nothing.
Nani slid down against the door, gripping his head.
"He has done more than enough to hurt me. I won't let him hurt me anymore."
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🌸And that's a wrap for Chapter 4!
See you tomorrow for Chapter 5-same time, same place.
I love you all so much, and I seriously want to hear your thoughts on this chapter. Drop a comment, share your theories, scream with me!
Now, just a little heads-up:
This book?
It's going to be one hell of a ride.
We're talking chaos.
Grey characters. Red flags. Yellow flags. Purple flags. Nearly-black flags. Black flags.
It's going to be a wild mess-and I'm loving every bit of it.
I admit it-I love toxic. I love men who are a little unhinged (as long as it's fictional and they're crazy about me, of course).