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Chapter 34 - UNSPOKEN HEARTS

 "Unspoken Hearts"

The moonlight filtered gently through the trees as Nora and Lena stepped away from the cabin, their footsteps slow, their silence thoughtful.

They stopped near the wooden railing, just out of earshot from the others, their breaths visible in the cool night air.

Nora leaned against the rail, arms crossed.

"I know she's hurting," she whispered, eyes gazing into the distance.

"That was hard for her.

You could hear it in her voice… how much she didn't want to say those words."

Lena nodded, wrapping her arms around herself.

"Yeah," she murmured.

"Amelia's strong, stronger than we give her credit for.

But even strong people break a little when they have to choose peace over love."

Nora's brow creased.

"She loves one of them… I just can't tell who.

She's too good at hiding it.

Or maybe she's trying to convince herself that it doesn't matter anymore."

Lena turned to look at her.

"But it does. It matters a lot."

Nora sighed.

"She did it for the group.

For all of us.

Because she didn't want to be the reason we fractured completely."

Lena's voice lowered, more serious now.

"I saw it in her eyes, Nora. That choice… it wasn't freedom. It was a sacrifice."

Nora looked at her, eyebrows raised.

"You think she didn't mean it?"

Lena shook her head slowly.

"No… I think she meant every word.

But I also think there's one person in this whole triangle she doesn't want to let go of."

Nora's heart sank just a little.

"Eli… or Harrison?"

Lena hesitated. Then softly:

"I don't know.

But her eyes were screaming it while her voice stayed calm.

There's love there, she just buried it under duty."

They stood in silence again, the kind that wasn't empty, just full of unspoken understanding.

Lena finally added:

"She's choosing all of us over her heart.

So now… maybe it's time we help carry some of that weight for her."

Nora nodded, swallowing hard.

"Support her.

Watch over her.

And maybe… just maybe… help her find her way back to whatever, or whoever, her heart wants."

 Holding On and Letting Go

The rain had started again, a gentle rhythm on the cabin's roof like a lullaby for the broken-hearted.

Amelia sat curled up by the wide window, knees drawn to her chest, a blanket wrapped loosely around her shoulders.

Her eyes were on the trees outside, but her thoughts were far away, somewhere between Eli's letters and Harrison's kiss.

She hadn't cried yet.

Not really.

She had spoken clearly, made her decision, and walked away before her resolve cracked.

But now, in the quiet of dusk, the weight settled on her shoulders like stones.

The door creaked open.

Nora entered quietly, followed by Lena.

Neither of them said anything at first.

They just sat down beside her, one on each side, like bookends holding the final page in place.

Amelia didn't turn to look at them.

"I thought it would feel better once I said it. But it doesn't."

"Nora reached for her hand, holding it gently.

"Because it's not easy, Amelia. Choosing to let go never is."

Lena added softly,

"Especially when you're letting go of something that meant everything."

There was silence.

Then Amelia exhaled shakily, the tears finally sliding down her cheeks.

"I didn't want to hurt either of them.

I didn't want to hurt you guys.

I didn't want to… break what we've built.

But now it feels like I've broken myself instead."

Nora leaned her head against Amelia's shoulder.

"You didn't break anything. You held us together."

Lena nodded.

"But maybe… just maybe… It's okay to admit you're hurting too. You don't have to carry it alone."

Amelia finally looked at them. Her voice cracked as she whispered,

"How do you choose between a past that feels unfinished and a present that's quietly been waiting for you?"

The question hung in the air.

No one had the answer. But they didn't need to.

Nora squeezed her hand.

"You don't have to choose today. Just feel. Just heal."

Lena added with a sad smile,

"And we'll be right here, for all the holding on… and all the letting go."

The three of them stayed there, wrapped in quiet understanding as the rain whispered against the glass,

each drop a soft echo of love, loss, and the promise of healing.

Eli's Perspective – What If She Chose Me?

Eli sat on the front porch steps of the cabin, a half-finished cup of coffee cooling beside him, untouched.

The laughter from last night's game had faded into a strange quiet, one that didn't sit well in his chest.

He stared at the mist rising from the damp grass, but all he could see was Amelia, standing in the middle of the living room, voice steady, eyes burning with everything she wasn't saying.

"I care about all of us. I don't want to hurt anyone… so I've decided to let go of both."

The words had cracked something in him.

She hadn't even looked at him when she said it.

Not properly. And that, somehow, hurt more than if she had cried in his arms.

He ran a hand through his hair.

How many times had he almost told her?

How many letters had he written and hidden away because he was too afraid of changing the one good thing he had, her friendship?

"You waited too long," he muttered to himself.

The porch creaked behind him, but he didn't turn.

He already knew who it was.

Kai.

"Want company?" Kai asked, sitting beside him anyway.

Eli didn't respond.

For a while, they just sat in silence.

The sky was beginning to clear, sunlight slipping through the trees like shy apologies.

Kai finally said,

"She's hurting too, you know."

"I know," Eli murmured.

"I saw it in her eyes.

She looked like she was trying to choose peace for everyone... but broke her own heart to do it."

Kai hesitated. "Do you still love her?"

Eli gave a humorless laugh.

"I don't think I ever stopped.

I just buried it under friendship.

I thought, maybe one day, when things were right, I'd tell her.

But now… she's letting go of both of us. And I don't know if that means forever."

There was another long pause.

Kai leaned back on his elbows.

"You know… she used to talk about you in her sleep."

Eli blinked. "What?"

"In college. When she dozed off after study sessions, I'd hear her say your name.

Once she whispered, 'Don't leave again, Eli.'

I thought it was about some memory or something. But maybe it was always you."

Eli swallowed hard.

"Then why does it feel like I've already lost her?"

Kai shrugged.

"Because you're finally feeling what she felt, every time she waited for you to say something, and you didn't."

That hit Eli right in the gut.

He stared out into the distance, where the trees swayed gently, mocking how still he felt inside.

"I still want to fight for her."

"Then fight.

But not for your pride.

Fight to be her peace. Because that girl has carried too much silence for too long."

Eli nodded slowly, fingers curling tightly around the coffee mug as if it could anchor him.

This wasn't the end.

Not yet.

Harrison's Perspective – A Love Not Let Go

Harrison stood by the lake, skipping stones like he used to when they were sixteen.

Only back then, Amelia would be beside him, teasing his awful technique, bumping her shoulder against his, both of them laughing like the world could never break them.

Now, the silence bit deeper than the cold morning air.

"I've decided to let go of both."

He heard her voice echo in his head over and over again, like a line from a song he couldn't turn off.

He dropped another stone, but this one sank without even a ripple.

Just like him.

Everything inside him felt like it was sinking.

Amelia.

The one who made things brighter.

The one he left behind without a proper goodbye.

He hadn't planned on falling again, but being back, around her, sharing late-night walks and the warmth of her smile, it all came back.

All those years apart hadn't changed how his heart still bent toward her.

Being near her again had made something resurface… something raw and painfully real.

And now, she was choosing peace over love.

Peace over him.

A twig snapped behind him. He didn't turn.

It was probably Kai. Or Nora, checking in like always.

But the footsteps didn't move.

Eventually, Lena's voice floated to him, soft but firm.

"You okay?"

"No," he admitted.

The wind tugged at his shirt, at his memories.

"I don't get it," he said quietly.

"We were getting closer. I could feel it.

Then suddenly she's backing away like I don't mean anything."

"She's not backing away because she doesn't care," Lena replied gently.

"She's doing it because she does. You and Eli... this whole thing's tearing her apart."

He turned finally, eyes sharp. "I never asked her to choose between us."

"I know.

But maybe she felt she had to. Maybe that's the only way she could keep the group together."

Harrison bit his bottom lip.

"What if I don't want to be just friends?" he asked.

His voice cracked a little. "What if I want the version of us we never got to be?"

Lena was quiet for a beat.

"Then you have to be patient, Harrison," she said.

"Don't push.

Don't chase.

Be her calm.

Because she's always been everyone's peace, and now she needs someone to be hers."

He looked back at the lake, where the sky was beginning to reflect in soft gold across the rippling surface.

"I never stopped loving her, you know."

"I know," Lena said. "She does too. That's why she's scared."

He nodded slowly.

He'd give her space.

But he wasn't walking away again.

Not this time.

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