My grandfather is my life

In my whole family.I love my grandfather very much that much that No one could love for his/her parents also . In my family I am elder one in my all brothers and sisters and my grandfather is was also elder in her brother and sister.he also loved me very much that he never loved her children also ,but in My tenth class he had leaven us and the worst moment and day my life is that day that he had leaven us .I could not expect and dream also that had happen that day . after sometime I think "No" I have to move on.but sometime I really missed him and cry 😭. after 5 days my board exam started.I gave my best but I think I could not give good result to my family that they aspects from me.and in between the gap of holidays.I want to go somewhere but my parents could not allowed me.I cried for two days but my parents could not feel my emotion in that time.I really miss my grandfather because whenever my brother & sister go to my Village in holidays or vacation my daadu always ask where is she?? by asking my name! And said his minds never seems to come and then call us and argued to my mother, why couldn't you sent him? My mother always said now she is in bigger class he had to study but my dadu always says" paach cheh din mein kahun collecter naa he rhi hai" in this toon he said and one day there was a fair in my village my father give me 50 rupees at that time 50 rupees are more than enough I was really happy but I could not spend it. I stay that money with me as my grandfather last thing but after sometime I spend them and things I will ask another thing to my grandfather that I will always stay with me as my life end. But I don't know that moment happened and.....