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“The Last Time I Loved You”

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Chapter 1 - “The Last Time I Loved You”

Liam never believed in timing.

He believed in effort.

"If two people love each other, they'll make it work," he used to say.

Then he met Isla.

It was an ordinary Tuesday at a train station in Manchester. The 7:40 train was delayed. People were annoyed. Phones in hands. Eyes tired.

Except hers.

She was standing near the edge of the platform, headphones on, eyes closed, as if the world didn't exist. The wind played with her hair, and for a second, Liam forgot he was late for work.

When the train finally arrived, she stumbled slightly. He caught her arm.

"Careful," he said.

She removed one earbud. "Thanks."

That one word.

Soft. Unfiltered. Real.

That was how it started.

---

They didn't fall in love immediately.

They fell in rhythm.

Same train every morning. Same silent glances. Same unspoken curiosity.

Until one day, she sat next to him.

"You always pretend not to look at me," she said.

He smirked. "You always pretend not to notice."

Her name was Isla Morgan.

She loved black coffee, rainy evenings, and books that made her cry. She didn't believe in fairy tales, but she believed in feelings.

Liam loved certainty. Plans. Stability.

Isla loved freedom.

That was their first difference.

---

Months passed.

Train rides turned into coffee dates. Coffee dates turned into long walks. Long walks turned into late-night conversations about childhood fears and future dreams.

He learned she hated loud arguments because her parents used to scream at each other.

She learned he overworked himself because he was terrified of becoming "average."

They didn't just love each other.

They understood each other.

And understanding is rarer than love.

One winter night, lying under a dim yellow lamp in Liam's apartment, Isla traced circles on his chest and whispered,

"What if one day we stop choosing each other?

Liam held her closer. "Then I'll choose you twice."

She smiled.

But love is not protected from reality.

--

A job offer came.

For Isla.

Paris.

A publishing house. Her dream career. The opportunity she had chased since she was nineteen.

"It's only for a year," she said.

Liam forced a smile. "That's amazing."

But inside, he felt something crack

Long distance.

Different cities. Different lives.

Different versions of themselves.

The night before she left, they didn't argue. They didn't cry dramatically.

They just held each other in silence.

At the airport, she asked softly,

"Tell me to stay."

He looked at her boarding pass. At her hopeful eyes. At the fear hidden behind her bravery.

If he said stay, she would.

And she would resent him later.

So he shook his head.

"Go become who you're meant to be."

She kissed him like it was the last time.

Maybe it was.

---

The first few months were easy.

Video calls. "I miss you." Messages at 3 a.m. Pictures of sunsets from different countries.

Then slowly…

Calls became shorter.

Texts became delayed.

"I'm busy."

"Talk later."

Time zones created distance. But ego built walls.

One night, during a video call, Isla looked tired.

"You feel far," she said.

"I'm right here."

"No… you're not."

Silence.

He wanted to say he was scared she was changing. That he felt replaced by her new world. That every party photo without him felt like betrayal.

Instead, he said nothing.

And sometimes, silence says everything.

---

The break didn't happen with a scream.

It happened with exhaustion.

"We're trying too hard," she whispered during their last call.

Liam nodded slowly.

Neither of them said "I don't love you."

They just stopped fighting for it.

And that hurt more.

--

Two years later.

Manchester.

Same train station.

Different people.

Liam was promoted. Better job. Better apartment. Better clothes.

But not better heart.

He saw her again on a random afternoon.

Isla.

Standing near the ticket machine.

For a second, the world paused.

She looked older. Not in age — in experience.

Their eyes met.

And everything came rushing back.

"Hi," she said softly.

"Hi."

Small talk felt unnatural between two people

who once knew each other's nightmares.

They walked outside together.

"I moved back," she said. "Paris wasn't forever."

He nodded. "I heard your book did well."

She smiled. "It did."

There was pride in her voice.

And distance.

They stood there, memories floating between them like ghosts.

"Are you happy?" he finally asked.

She thought for a long moment.

"Yes," she said. "But not in the same way."

He understood.

She wasn't the girl from the train anymore.

And he wasn't the boy who believed effort fixed everything.

"I waited," he admitted quietly.

She looked at him — eyes soft, almost apologetic.

"I know."

"Why didn't you come back?"

She smiled sadly.

"Because we loved each other at the wrong time."

Timing.

The one thing Liam never believed in.

Until now.

A taxi arrived for her.

She opened the door, then paused.

"I'll always be grateful it was you," she said.

Not "I still love you."

Not "Let's try again."

Just gratitude.

Sometimes love doesn't fail.

It simply finishes.

The taxi drove away.

And for the first time, Liam didn't run after it.

He stood there, feeling the ache — but also the peace.

Some people are chapters.

Not the whole story.

And maybe…

The last time he loved her

was the first time he truly let her go.