Main zyada bolti nahi. Shayad isliye kyunki jab bhi bolne ki koshish ki, meri baat complete hone se pehle hi decision ho chuka hota tha.
Bhai kahin bhi ja sakte hain. Late aa sakte hain. Doston ke saath trip plan kar sakte hain. Aur main? Agar 7 baje ke baad bahar reh jaun, toh phone pe 10 missed calls.
"Log kya kahenge?"
Ye sentence meri zindagi ka background music ban chuka hai.
Ek baar mujhe ek competition me participate karna tha. Maine himmat karke bola bhi. Papa ne seedha kaha, "Padhai pe dhyan do. Ye sab faltu cheezein hain." Maine phir haan kar di. Jaise hamesha karti hoon.
Kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai shayad problem mujh me hi hai. Shayad main utni important nahi hoon jitne mere bhai hain.
Mere paas koi best friend nahi. Kyunki jise bhi thoda close feel karti hoon, ghar wale usme bhi problem nikal dete hain. Dheere dheere maine logon ko apni life me aane dena hi kam kar diya.
Par andar hi andar… main thak chuki hoon.
Aur us din… jab maine pehli baar "nahi" kaha… ghar me jo hua, uske liye main bilkul ready nahi thi.