jay's POV
I was definitely was not in the mood of facing them all after all this mess.
I slightly jerked forward as the car stopped.
Percy nudged me , to get out and face them.
I looked at him.
I was definitely not gonna cry over the king of ulupong .
I had made up my mind .No more crying .
Percy gave me a soft smile that says that everything is gonna be alright.
I pushed the door , forcing myself to get off the car.
I saw so many cars outside.
what the hell!!!!!!!!!
I past through the door and saw everyone's faces.
every single persons head snapped towards me and it lit a little.
"where the hell you were" my biological mom asked me furiously.
she was staring me with her brows attach.
i thought of ignoring it , not wanting to cause any scene .
but no , universe had other plans.
she grabbed my hand so hard that her nails were digging, peeling my skin off.
i was struggling to pill my hands back but her grip was tight.
"just leave me alone"i snapped.
"what the hell do you think you are , huh. we were all worried about you, and you give me this attitude"she shouted.
"dont fucking tell me what to do and not, you dont have that right on me. stay on your limits okay. and i can go wherever i want. you know what i can just take my guardianship back and give it percy. I have that capabilities. And dont you dare say you all were worried about me! I HAD ENOUGHH NOW, NO MORE LIES" I spat back , keeping my voice cold as ice-cream.
"you have no shame and what lies are you even talking about?"she asked with feigning innocence.
I laughed
"wow so do i have to point them out , you want that okay, why not ! sure"
"I was fucking 3 years old when i got the mark on my back , your first husband JIM caused that. He put iron on my back because i was not able to pour a single cup of tea, at 3 . Then because of him i am having that fucking trauma, and because of that trauma i lost my brother. Then came your next series of husbands , who abused me through hell. They threatened me not tell you about them abusing me. Then your lack of affection and then you wont me meet my biologcal mother , why! because of the fucking ego of yours. And the thing is im illegimate child.And there are so many more things going in my life that i cant put that into words" my voice cold as ice, that it could melt the blade.
"do you how hard is it to remember those bits of past of stabbing my own brother, i stabbed him mercilessly and here i expect him to forgive me when i was not aware of the truth, how i feel that i lost my older brother {aries is not dead guyss, she means she lost him as her brother } . AND that fucking engagement i am forced into ; where the boy im supposed to marry is not even the person i LIKE .AND YET you all expect me to be a good child listening to your tantrums your fucking orders" my voice cracked as i let those words out that had been suppressed for so long.
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