A man is walking In a busy street towards his apartment building, his headphones in as he would hum to the song he was playing while smiling to himself in relief. This is our main character.
First Person POV:
Hi the names Ryan i'm a South African man who migrated to America to pursue the good old American dream of wealth, power, women. I've been living in America for about a decade now I'm nearly 30, single and ready to mingle with my TV screen.
Now some of you might be wondering did I actually accomplish the American dream and the answer is a big fat no, right now I'm living in a town filled with racists rednecks a bit far from the city.
To be completely honest with you my life has been a living hell ever since I came to this town. They treat me as if I'm a ticking time bomb ready to explode at any moment they whisper things about me that I wouldn't say to the worst person, some dudes in this town have tried to literally shoot me down while saying things like "I don't like people like you around my house" just replace the word people with the hard r.
Now after experiencing all this you might be asking why the fuck am I still in this town then? That's because Im filthy broke and couldn't afford to move out until today which is why I'm humming to myself joyfully as I just got a promotion in my job and I'm being moved to a new location that's in the city.
I would continue walking with a smile on my face while thinking about the multitude of opportunities this promotion could give me. Suddenly as I was crossing the road a truck would come speeding in my direction as the driver would stick their head of the window and would laugh crazily as they would shout maniacally and with twisted glee.
"ATLEAST BEFORE I GO TO JAIL, IM GETTING RID OF ONE MORE OF THESE COTTON PICKING COONS FROM THIS EARTH"
Before I could even turn and run the maniac would speed up and would ram the car into me with no mercy as my body would go flying, blood pouring out of my mouth and with multiple of my internal organs probably squished as my body would land on the ground with a massive thud.
I would look up at the sky, my body getting colder and colder as I would scream inside my head.
'FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK, FUCK YOU FUCK YOU YOU MOTHERLESS BASTARD
My body would get colder and colder as a single tear would flow from my eye.
'Why? WHY ME , after fucking everything I've endured the one time in my life where I have hope that everything is gonna get better THIS SHIT FUCKING HAPPENS, WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST KILL ME EARLIER THEN, WHY DID YOU LET ME HAVE HOPE HUH GOD!? AFTER THE COUNTLESS CHANCES YOU HAD TO KILL ME YOU DECIDED NOW WAS THE RIGHT TIME! '
My Body would respond to my emotions almost as if In its final moments it wanted to rebel, streams of tears would fall from my eyes as I would finally accept the fact that I I'm gonna die as the plot of my favorite movie would suddenly come to my mind as I would think of Black Panther.
'Maybe Killmonger was right about what he said to the Wakandans, God if you're listening to this if Reincarnation exists put me in the MCU'
As I was about to close my eyes, I would see that a swarm of civilians would surround my body some looked at me with sadness and pity while most acted like they were sad but deep within their eyes I could see that they thought I deserved to die, and they were happy.
'I guess the world was never gray it was always black and white it just depended on the person on what those colour represented, I fucking hate these Bastards'
My eyes would finally close the injuries successfully killing me.
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A/N: This chapter was never really supposed to be this long but I felt it was necessary to convey Ryan's emotions so that later on in the story if I get that far his motivations and the things he does make more sense to.
I hope you like the chapter, If you've got some constructive criticism just tell me I'll try to improve later on.
Also I just wanted to add this for fun, I was originally gonna give him a traditional Xhosa name but decided against for a multitude of reasons thank you for the chapter tho yall