Who am I…" I spoke—wondering. I had no mouth. Mouth? What is that, I wondered. Wonder… but what is wonder? I thought. What is thought? A thousand things came to my mind.
"Ah. Ah. Ahhh—" I tried screaming. I tried, yet I had no mouth, no body.
Why… why was I? What was I?
Elias Jude. Keith Elias Jude.
The name came into my already non-existent mind. Yes… my name is—was—Elias.
Memories flooded into me, foreign yet familiar. Were they my own? Something else? Someone else? I knew not. But I thought: they must be mine.
Why? I don't know.
Interesting. I felt amusement.
I was a guy prepping for NEET in India.
I was crossing the road in traffic after buying groceries for home… and then suddenly everything went black.
Huh.
I wonder—there was a void in my memories here.
Hoho. I must say this is interesting.
What is this predicament? I, a normal guy, became a nonexistent existence.
My memories of what happened aren't here.
I want to be out of here, I thought.
thought - thought -thought— but what is a thought ?
Suddenly an intense desire came "I want to be out, out, out, out, OUT"! I screamed.
I could not help but feel this desire of being out as if it was my only purpose in existence every bit of my existence was screaming
Out ,but out of what ?
Huh.
I blinked.
I was standing in a field—yet I knew my true existence was still in that place.
I was here, but not truly here.
This place… I thought as I looked around. A small hill, surrounded by forest.
I felt sensations—touch, taste, smell, sound, sight. Delightful.
Yet—yet—YET—yet—
I thought internally: I am still in there, in that abyss. The me here is not me, yet I am me. I am here, yet truly I remain in that abyss.
A slight migraine hit.
"Ahh, fuck this," I screamed, finally sitting on a nearby rock.
Pondering what just happened for some time
"Ah fuck this " I cursed feeling a migraine in my this body
This body , is not mine I know this it's mine my face, my height, hair
BUT
I know, I'm still there trapped I can feel myself in there I can see it the abyss at the same time, I am also seeing this place
Elias took a deep sigh
"Well… I guess I should look around." pondering it will not bring anything ,