Krysta's POV
I felt grateful that Nathan seemed distracted today. Something was clearly bothering him, but I had my own struggles to face. Today marked Lance's birthday, and the weight of grief always hit me harder on this date.
I never understood why Valerie and I couldn't form the same bond that Lance and I shared. The decade between our ages probably played a role, but Valerie spent most of her time with friends or fantasizing about becoming a Luna someday. She had no patience for her little sister tagging along with her crowd. Honestly, at my young age, makeup and boys held no appeal for me anyway.
Lance and Nathan offered much better company, leading adventures through the forest and creating harmless trouble wherever we went. Unlike Valerie, Lance never complained when I followed him and his friends around. I still feel sadness on the birthdays of Valerie and my parents, but nothing compares to the ache I experience when remembering Lance.
