Gavin's POV
"Gavin."
Julia's voice cut through the heavy silence, but I couldn't bring myself to meet her eyes. My hands shook uncontrollably, my chest burned with shame so intense it felt like acid eating through my ribs. Maybe I deserved to burn for what I'd just done.
"God, Julia, I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I never should have touched you."
I moved around the kitchen like a caged animal, one hand raking through my hair while the other clenched into a fist. Air wouldn't come. My heart hammered against my ribs like it wanted to tear itself free from the monster I'd become. When I glanced up and caught sight of her fixing her nightgown strap, something inside me nearly shattered. The way her breast disappeared back beneath that silky material, the perfect curve, the way it moved, that stiff peak still visible through the delicate lace.
If I stayed another second, I'd lose whatever control I had left.
So I bolted.
