I was just thinking about the about the novel in the dream My father looked at my mother and asked, "Why haven't Have you given her the pocket money yet?" She turned her head away, looking undeniably guilty, and mumbled, "I just forgot." My father then immediately gave me the pocket money, even adding extra as an apology.
My father isn't inherently partial, but he's very busy expanding his business and is unaware of my mother's favoritism. My mother is partial toward me, and for a long time, I didn't know why, especially since she seemed to love all the other children so much. One I thought I was not her biological child But after that dream I finally understood it is because she almost died when I was born and blamed me for it, and also my birth was an unplanned accident. My mother have complicated feelings; I can't say she hates me, but when she has to choose between me and her other children, she always favors the others.
The "real daughter," Fu Hui, knows this and constantly competes with me, even taking my pocket money for different reason such as this time for a bag. Once, my father bought us both bracelets, and Fu Hui said to my mother "mom I like the both liked both", my mother ask me to give them to Fu Hui , promising to get me another one later—a promise that was never kept.
Afternoon the truth behind the partiality I feel a sense of relief now . I will never to the things in my dream such as not studying bunking classes to grab my parents' attention. Because I know the there is no problem with me and according to dream My mother also stopped paying attention to me after the fake daughter, Su Ai, came back, other reason which is the main reason is that she thought I become a gangster and I am not presentable she never thought to correct me she just ignore me and my father became even busier with his business, thanks to the help of The Su family. My father's business become smooth .And what he know about me from my mother he also become disappointed in me.
My relationship with my two brothers has also deteriorated. They used to take me out, but now they only take the "white lotus" sister. The previous sister was a "green tea" who took my things while using kind words. The new sister is more manipulative. The Fu Yu clearly remembers a Scene from the dream where the white lotus sister would play the victim, often pretending she slipped and then say no, it wasn't the second sister's fault, which no one believed, and this happened repeatedly. Everyone thinks I am hostile towards her. So they start taking me less with them it's like they are family and I am the outsider same with the parents and brother after thinking about all this I took a Deep breath now it doesn't matter what matters I have to improve myself at least never become a person like I was in my dream.