I gained conscious. Found myself laying beside Xiao Lin and Qing Xue Ye sleeping on my hands down there.
She also awakened as i moved. I asked her,
When will Xiao Lin wake up?
She holden my hand tightly and hesitantly said,
He won't but I gave you the medicine you're not poisoned now.
My mind became blank as I heard her. My heart squeezing my tears. I thrown her hand. Grabbed her throat,
Why... Why did you done that to me. I can't live like that. I can't see him die like that. Fuck.. I can't... Why you did that. Kill me Xue Ye. Please kill me. I can't take anymore. I can't see him like that. It's like i am burning alive.
It felt like i am about to tear my hairs. My head kept spinning. I looked at Xiao Lin. Reached for his hand's. But i didn't got the courage to touch him. I can't bare that. Why him? My heart shattering into pieces but Qing Xue Ye hugged me from behind. Tried to calm me. But I let go of her. I couldn't bare to see that state.
I again begged her and kneeled front of her in tears.
Anything? Please Xue Ye, I can't live with this burden. Kill me or save him.
She came down Hugged me tight softly said,
Nothing left. You have to let go of him and move on?
Move on? Where? This man took my punishment and now on death door. Where he don't even know me clearly. Neither I had to be there instead of him.
Her eyes widened in shock. As she asked with curiosity,
Why he led himself there for you. And Who is he?
Moon tribe's Moon prince.
My tears falling continuous by the thought of him. For a lowlife like me he did that much sacrifice. He sacrificed his life. Some where's crown prince died for a mere official. For a mere chief general? While His own world throwing him up and he want's this idiot to live instead of him.
My heart aching as I can't breath. I want to die before him. I can't see this.
After a while Official's came for taking me. But Xue Ye send them off.
Medical Valley even treats criminal. You can't take them in the middle of a treatment.
I were hiding beneath, hearing everything.
She came to the room and said me to be grounded in medical hall.
He have Six days to live after taking this poison. One day already passed. You should stay here with him until his last breath.
As she left my hope of dying before him broke. I madly gone to him kept calling out his name.
But no response.
I stayed three days beside his bed. Not leaving, Not drinking, Sleeping beside him.
On the fifth day a man came from moon tribe with a massage.
As I heard i rushed there. His best friend Houming Chang.
Bowed to me,
My general.
I teasingly repeated,
Heh, General.
He asked with teary eyes,
You're highness, what's up with you too. I heard about Xiao Lin. I can't see him in that state but he awared me, He could do anything for you. Here, it's his memory book he left for you. Said when He will be gone... but I should give you now. I thought that will be a relief for you to watch him even a little bit after reading it.
As he gave me with trembling hand and i took it quickly. I signed him to go back quickly. As he left I started to reading it.
My heart felt pierced as I read further. My breath skipping little by little. I can't bare anymore. I am not that weak but I became one for him. He is my weakness.
I rushed toward his bed. Kept screaming his name,
Xiao Lin. Open you're eyes. I am dying to see you're smile. Look at me. I can't bare see you like that.
As my scream's becoming louder, Xue Ye came. Grabbed me and inserted a needle. I started to seeing dark everywhere flopped in bed.
Next day I woke up.
A sudden realization came it's already sixth day I can't let him die, never. I have to do something.
I searched for maids reaching to Xue Ye. But they were in front of a grave.
It's Qing Xue Ye cemetery. My eyes froze in that moment. I can't believe. It's not true, just yesterday Xue Ye was there. Never... how?
One maid came forward sobbing said,
Miss Qing absorbed you're poisonous blood and it's the sixth day.
They handled me a message from Xue Ye for me. It's,
"I Love You".
My soul about to leave my body. My tears weren't waters anymore. I started to falling blood tears as my eyes becoming dark. My head stopped working everything became dark to me. I see nothing.