I quickly tried to cover Nova's mouth, She had an odd habit of shipping people together just because they talked. She called herself a master of shipping people together because every time she did, those two people would always end up together.
I merely just thought it was a coincidence, most of the time. Like she even ship my brother and Theo together like I got the chemistry but like they would never do that and if they did, yeah... You don't want to know what I would do.
I had no choice but to drag her out to make her play other games so she wouldn't do this to me. Bye now it was around 8:00 at night. It wasn't late at all but now I was starting to think Knox was here was my brother here too. And surely enough I saw them walking to the exit. A smile crept up onto my face.
I glance my friends, they're busy debating over whatever they're debating about so I thought they wouldn't mind if I crept up for a little while and said goodbye to little birdie one last time.
So when he had almost exited the arcade I grabbed him aside. He was shot for a moment probably thinking that he was getting attacked only to find out I just want you to say goodbye to him.
"Bye!" I did a dad wave and proceeded to finally leave this poor child alone for the night.
He blinked for a couple seconds as I left his site clearly in shock of what just happened.
"Where did you go." Questioned Theo patting my back.
"No place important just had to do something first." He brushed my weird actions aside and continue to live cuz what else could he do.
Soon enough we're back at the at the line with the mini tick is Nova and it had they picked out a lot of stuff. After all these days activities we finally went outside and we're ready to leave.
Look what we got it's a lot
"You know what we should come back here more often because I really enjoyed beating your guys's butts in these games."
stop bragging Nova
Yeah like when me and this guy here finally beat you, you're going to have to do something for us because we are not beating you and we get nothing at the same time that is unfair on a whole another level. I know wining is actually getting a lot but like we need more than just winning." I said.
I burst out laughing .
"Fine sure the day ever comes that you beat me in a game I will plan your guys weddings."Nova said jokingly and we brushed it off as if it was nothing, moving on with our lives.
We walked the streets together and so we finally had to split at a respectable spots, Nova and Theo Winter on ways leaving me alone to up their streets by myself heading home. I was hating when I was alone it's not because I feel lonely it was just because I was left with my mind, My mind that never stop running, some might say having a photographic memory was one of the best things to have because you could easily remember everything but that was also the worst thing about having it, you could easily remember everything, you could never forget never forget, never forget the pain that you felt never forget the horrible experiences that you went through.
Some people don't understand when I tell them that I hate it they're always like "why would you hate it like you could remember everything for a test If I had that it would be awesome." Sure having photographic memory has its perks but it also has its down size it's not always about being able to remember the answers for a test just because you really didn't want no I'm talking about and bring every single paint light felt every emotion that was bad everything that made me want to cry.
Remembering the moments where I had to keep my composure even when I feel like I was falling apart even when I felt like I wasn't enough the moments what I wanted to end it all because I didn't feel like I was enough like what I was doing didn't mean anything that I would never accomplish anything.
But hey that's just life but never know the bad side of things until they experience it otherwise it's just great to them.
But I love it sometimes I can remember the moments that I'm happy very clearly like oh man's ever particular boys smiling is hard out because you got a purple plushie, hmmm, yeah those moments I look forward to a lot actually I just never want to forget those unlike my other memories.
As I walk the streets I could feel my fingertips solidifying from the cold night air, not a second later I placed them in my jacket. I was on a street with no one in sight, dim light illuminating it, I could practically see my breath. I gazed on at the stars but at that moment I could only think about one star.
Sign.
"Why can I never get you out my mind...?"
"... little bird"