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Jin felt as if his heart had skipped a beat at those words.
He couldn't bear it—they were too gentle for the anger he had been holding inside.
Gathering himself, he pushed aside his frustration and wrapped his arms around Smart.
One hand rested on his head, lightly stroking his hair.
"Those heartbeats… they belong only to you," he whispered softly.
Hmm, I knew he'd soften the moment I mentioned it," Smart thought, taking a deep breath, feeling pampered in Jin's arms.
Why do I feel like I've been longing for this hug? We hugged just a few hours ago…
Is this even normal? he wondered, moving his hands around Jin's waist.
Damn, that's it, Ren thought. He really knows how to soften Jin…
Should I try this tactic too?
Hmm… better not! Leo likes me just the way I am.
"Why did you lie to me?" Jin whispered.
"Lie to you? When? You asked, and I lied to you?" Smart continued, acting nonchalant.
"I just didn't tell you I left the house again," he added, standing confidently, as if he truly wasn't lying.
Damn… he even knows how to manipulate his way out of a situation, Jin thought, clenching his teeth tightly.
"Okay, then… should we wait for a kiss or just leave?" Leo started teasing Jin.
Jin raised his eyes to them and signaled for them to disappear.
"Okay, okay," Leo said in a low voice. "We'll leave you two alone!"
Jin waited patiently for them to leave. As soon as he saw the car vanish into the darkness, he grabbed Smart forcefully, spun him around, and pressed him against the car.
Smart looked into his eyes, quietly enjoying the sight of Jin in that state.
He savored the way Jin was losing control because of him.
Jin placed a hand firmly on Smart's face, speaking in an irritated voice.
"Do you want to drive me crazy and make me lose control?
What exactly are you trying to achieve with this behavior?
I'll ask you one more time—why did you lie to me?
You told me you were at home!
Did you tell me that?"
Damn… he's more furious than I expected. I need to calm him down again, Smart thought, his gaze never leaving Jin's eyes.
"I wasn't lying when I said I was at home.
But Ren called me and asked me to go into the city for a drive… that's it.
If you don't believe me, ask Ren."
"Ren? You think Ren would tell me the truth?" Jin said, slamming his hand against the car.
"Why didn't you answer your phone?" he asked again.
"I had it on silent in my bag and didn't see it.
I usually keep my phone on silent," Smart smiled.
Jin touched his chin and stared him in the eyes.
"Silent? From now on, I don't want your phone on silent anymore. Got it?
Smart just nodded, saying nothing.
Jin moved closer to Smart's face but didn't touch him.
He took a deep breath and met Smart's eyes again.
That's it, Smart thought. Now he'll probably try to kiss me…
How could he possibly resist me? I'm just too damn sexy!
"Why the hell do you smell like alcohol and cigarettes? Where have you been?"
Smart hadn't even thought about this part and struggled to come up with an answer. Then an idea popped into his head, and he spoke in a half-whisper, hoping Jin would believe him:
"We grabbed a beer on the way and stopped somewhere."
"A beer? While you were in the car? Are you serious?"
"How can you drink alcohol while driving?
Are you trying to drive me crazy?!" Jin yelled, his voice louder than before.
Smart didn't answer.
He chose to stay silent, not wanting his words to provoke Jin any further.
Jin took a deep breath.
"Go on… tell me, what are you gonna say about that cigarette smell?"
"Cigarettes? I swear I haven't smoked. The smell is just on me because Ren's been smoking almost the whole time," Smart replied, twitching his lips slightly as if enjoying the attention.
"Then you know that saying?"
"What saying?" Smart asked, curious and a bit surprised.
"Believe and check," Jin whispered, lowering his gaze toward Smart's lips.
"What do you mean by that?" Smart asked, studying Jin's actions carefully.
Jin smiled, as if something mischievous was on his mind.
He gently placed a finger on Smart's lips, moving it softly over them.
"Open your mouth… and exhale now. I want to feel it," he whispered.
Smart's body shivered, not from fear, but from the emotions that gesture stirred.
The feeling of those words sounded so damn sexy…
Jin continued to caress his lips.
"So… am I going to wait much longer? Will you open your mouth, or should I do it for you?
Why won't you open it yourself? Let's see if you can handle this, Smart thought, keeping a single word to himself.
He took a deep breath and began exhaling gently toward Jin's lips and nose, thinking,
Thank goodness Ren didn't let me smoke tonight.
Jin inhaled all the warm air Smart was exhaling, making the moment feel even more intense than controlled.
Jin's eyes sparked with fire, and a wild desire seemed to reach into his very bones.
He gently touched Smart's face and smiled softly.
"Why do you have to be so irresistible?"
Smart noticed that Jin had almost completely softened, and he pushed the teasing even further.
He placed his thumb on Jin's lips and, locking eyes with him, whispered in a voice that was pure torture to Jin's ears,
"Maybe you should use your lips… if you're still not convinced about the control you just had."
Jin heard the words but couldn't tell whether he'd heard them right.
He just stared, frozen, completely overwhelmed by the rush of sensations flooding through him.
Smart knew Jin was no longer angry; he was aroused, struggling with the waves of emotion surging through him.
Time to take control, Smart thought.
Leaning back against the car, he slowly shifted his legs, drawing Jin closer. He slid his hands around Jin's waist and pulled him in, guiding him gently between his thighs and holding him there, pressed firmly against his body.
He looked straight into Jin's eyes and whispered in an irresistible voice,
"Do I have to wait long for your next move of control?"
Jin was going crazy from the seductive gesture, completely unable to react.
Smart removed one hand from Jin's waist and slid it up behind his neck. He gently ran his fingers through Jin's hair and whispered softly, releasing a warm breath.
"Then I guess I'll have to do the checking myself… to prove to you that I'm not lying," he murmured, sliding his hand along Jin's neck and pulling him closer, until their faces were only inches apart.
Smart's lips didn't wait for a second—they attacked Jin's mouth hungrily, as if he hadn't eaten in days.
It was a kiss completely under Smart's control, and he was savoring every moment.
His lips explored every inch of Jin's, never stopping.
He wrapped both hands around Jin's neck, pulling him closer, pressing him against his body, feeling every deep breath he took.
Then he shifted slightly, drawing Jin closer between his thighs, creating an intense and sensual tension between them.
Jin reacted immediately, with the same intensity and force.
His lips obeyed the wildness of Smart's, creating a sensation that sent shivers up to his head.
The feelings inside him were growing, becoming deeper and hotter—so much that he almost lost himself in that moment.
He wrapped his arms around Smart's waist, holding him even tighter to feel Smart's body pressed against his own.
His hands didn't just caress; from overwhelming pleasure, they gripped so tightly that they caused Smart a slight, delicious pain.
Jin kissed him with full passion, murmuring over Smart's lips every moment without breaking away:
"You drive my entire being crazy!"
Smart pulled his lips back slightly—not to stop, but to make Jin's anticipation even more unbearable.
"Are you enjoying this… what's happening?" he murmured, breathing heavily.
Jin looked him straight in the eyes.
"As much as I hope this control lasts a little longer," he replied.
"Now it's time for a more detailed, deeper check," Smart whispered, letting his emotions take over.
Jin just stared, unsure what Smart meant.
For him, every move was a surprise, and he had no idea what would happen until it actually did.
He was experiencing emotions stronger than ever before, a feeling that seemed to reach deep into his very soul.
Smart didn't take his eyes off Jin. Slowly, he stuck out his tongue, teasingly licked his own lips, then slid it back in gently, accompanied by a sly, elegant, and seductive smile.
He traced a finger along the lower part of Jin's lips, and a soft, warm voice escaped from him, coming from his lips close to Jin's face:
""Tell me… how can I make you completely lose it… tremble to your core?" he whispered, lightly biting his own lip.
With that same finger, he tugged gently but firmly on Jin's lower lip, savoring the small, startled reaction it caused.
Jin felt something stir within him from that move, from those so provocative words. It was clear—he couldn't hold back any longer.
Smart's actions were so merciless, and he couldn't let them end there.
Jin slowly reached his hand toward Smart's face, gently sliding it down to his jaw and squeezing lightly.
At that moment, a soft moan escaped Smart's lips.
It completely drove Jin wild.
Jin lifted his gaze back to Smart's eyes.
"Then… do it again," Jin murmured softly, his voice trembling with excitement.
His eyes clearly revealed the immense desire he felt for Smart in that moment.
Smart noticed this, but he had no strength to stop.
"He was already lost in that fire, a fire that couldn't be put out."
Smart's eyes were shining with pleasure,
like a mirror reflecting all the excitement that had taken over!
He let out a low, breathy sound.
"Should I take it further, or just a little… how do you want it?"
"What is he doing?" Jin thought, quickly shifting his gaze.
His body trembled from the intensity of the feelings coursing through him.
"I can feel that I won't be able to resist much longer!
Fuck… I'm in so deep.
I need to pull him into the car and lose myself completely!
I want to feel every inch, enjoy every moment without stopping for hours,
to make knees shake with pleasure… this torture has gone on long enough."
Jin's trembles ran through Smart's body, sending waves of pleasure that grew stronger with every second.
They were both lost in a sensation that logic couldn't control. Their heavy breathing became even deeper, more urgent.
Slowly, Smart slid his tongue out again, teasing, pushing Jin toward breaking every limit.
His patience was fading, and control was slipping quickly.
As soon as the tip of Smart's tongue appeared, Jin attacked it with his own, devouring it, letting out soft sounds and gasping for air. Their tongues intertwined in a dance that neither could stop.
"Smart… I can't wait any longer," Jin whispered, his words barely audible, taking a small step back—not to run away, but just to give himself a little space.
He needed to release some of the tension, otherwise he would lose control and pull Smart back, pressing him against the car, tugging and holding him tight. His hands were ready to express every desire he had dreamed of during these months.
In that moment, all he wanted was to strip Smart from the waist down with his hands, and press himself against him, experiencing the multiplied pleasure!
Smart immediately felt Jin's weight shift, and before he could take another step, he reached out, grabbed him by the neck, and pulled him close again.
He looked deep into Jin's eyes and spoke in a low, urgent voice, his breath coming fast:
"Don't you dare move… when have I ever let you escape my lips?
Keep kissing me," Smart murmured, letting out a growl that stole every bit of control from Jin.
Jin froze, shocked by the intensity of the move he hadn't expected, but he couldn't stop himself from enjoying it as he watched Smart like that. He leaned in slowly, pressing his lips near Smart's ear and whispered softly…
"You asked for it! Now I'm telling you—no one can stop me!" Jin said, sticking out his tongue and brushing lightly against Smart's ear.
His excitement had reached its peak, and he no longer had the strength to pull away. Smart shivered all over, completely caught in the moment. Jin pressed him even closer against the car and continued kissing him with passion, leaving Smart almost breathless.
Every inch of his mouth throbbed with pain and pleasure at the same time, yet he didn't want to stop.
"Don't even think about stopping," Smart murmured, his voice muffled with pleasure.
Jin wanted to hear that, knowing exactly how much Smart was melting in that moment.
"I won't stop, even if you asked me to," Jin said firmly, gently biting Smart's neck.
Smart surrendered completely, unable to pull away from the sensation.
He let himself be carried away by every wave of the moment, as if every part of his body was moving in rhythm with that shiver.
He placed a hand lightly on Jin's throat, giving it a gentle squeeze.
Jin couldn't fully understand the outburst of Smart's desire, but he enjoyed it so much that a murmur of excitement slipped unexpectedly from his lips.
Smart smiled softly, letting out a warm breath over Jin's skin, and whispered,
"I can't hold back… I want to wrap not just one hand, but both, a little tighter around your beautiful neck! Ah, damn, this desire is stronger than me right now… Is that okay? Will you let me steal a little of your breath, just for a few seconds?"
Jin remained speechless, his heart pounding wildly—he simply met Smart's gaze and nodded, giving him permission to continue and act however he wished.
"I want to hear your moans right now!" Smart spoke again.
Jin was completely stunned, unable to react. He just stared into Smart's eyes, losing all sense of logic.
Smart wrapped both hands around Jin's neck, pressing a little harder for a few seconds.
An even hotter moan escaped from Jin's soul, tangled with ragged breaths, without breaking his gaze from Smart's eyes.
Smart smiled softly and slowly slid his tongue toward Jin's neck, lightly licking it.
One hand slowly slid down toward Jin's hips, not fully touching them, before moving back up around his waist.
Jin felt as if every cell in his body had been awakened even more strongly by that teasing, provocative touch. Smart had become so undeniably sexy in that moment.
Oh god… I love this transformation of his right now. I want to see him act like this every time we're intimate !!!Really !no !I want more
I want to see him even hungrier for me… Jin thought, unable to stop himself from getting lost in the desire.
He couldn't hold back any longer.
"Smart," he said in a deep, husky voice, "I'm dying to make love to you! This feeling is so torturous… I can't bear it even for another moment. Be mine!"
Smart heard him, and inside he felt like he was about to explode. "I want to… I want to make love to you…" — but the words didn't come out.
Smart's face now clearly showed that desire had completely taken over him, leaving him unable to do anything else.
He grabbed Jin's wrists and squeezed them tightly, breathing heavily.
He couldn't speak.
His actions said more than words ever could.
Jin felt it immediately; this was the third time Smart had done this.
"Why the hell do I like this move so much…?" he thought, a shiver of excitement running through his body.
Smart probably didn't even realize what he was doing, completely overwhelmed by desire and pleasure that electrified his body in full, uncontrollable arousal.
"Just the thought of Smart surrendering entirely to pleasure, letting himself go under it…
My wrists might not survive his strength when he reaches that magical climax.
He might destroy my wrists… but I can't wait for that moment!
I want these wrists to be broken by the pleasure I give him!!!"
"Smart—" Jin spoke, his voice still unsteady with emotion.
More breath than sound slipped past his lips, rough and uneven.
"Smart… hhh… let's stop."
Smart heard him, but he couldn't restrain himself. His body was burning with heat, desire overwhelming every other sensation. He reached up to his own neck, tugging his shirt down slightly as sweat clung to his skin. Then he pulled Jin closer, between his legs, and whispered hoarsely,
"I can't stop… damn it, keep kissing me."
Those words nearly broke Jin. His mind was on the verge of shutting down; he couldn't resist anymore. He grabbed Smart's face with one hand and pulled him into a fierce kiss. In a sudden, impulsive motion, he lifted Smart up.
Smart reacted instantly, wrapping his legs around Jin's waist and throwing his arms around his neck, clinging to him tightly. Jin moved forward and laid Smart down against the front of the car. Smart lay back against the cool metal, while Jin positioned himself over him, their bodies pressed close together.
Smart leaned toward Jin's ear, as if determined to drive him even more insane, and whispered,
"How I wish I could get inside your head right now…"
Jin held him firmly, met his gaze, and murmured,
"You'd better not. You'd be scared."
Then he bit down hard on Smart's lower lip.
After another round of kisses mixed with sharp bites, Smart couldn't take it anymore. His hands slid back to Jin's wrists, gripping them even tighter.
Jin… I…" he whispered, trembling, unable to finish the sentence.
That was when Jin came back to himself. Feeling the strength in his wrists, he stopped everything, pulled Smart tightly against him, and wrapped him in a firm embrace.
"Calm down… I stopped."
"Once their breathing had slowed and the heat between them had settled—just a little—Smart finally spoke.
Jin-"What makes you resist so much?"
Jin smiled softly, his eyes dark with desire.
"You… when I hear you say it—'Take me, make me yours'—I won't be able to hold back for even a second. I want it to happen… only when you're ready, completely ready to give yourself to me, with no rush, no regrets, no holding back."
"Smart just looked into his eyes."
"Now stop talking and hug me… because if I crash my lips into yours, I won't pull back anymore."-Jin took a deep breath, pressing a soft kiss to his forehead, holding him close as if he never wanted to let go.
"Then why did you bring me back here?" Smart asked.
"Hm… I thought this would be the perfect place to punish you," Jin replied with a soft smile, brushing his lips gently against Smart's neck.
"A place with no escape," he added, leaning closer over his body.
Smart chuckled softly and pulled back just enough to meet his gaze.
"And what kind of punishment were you planning?"
Jin's eyes darkened as he held his stare.
"I won't tell you now. I'll save it for next time. You'll probably mess up again anyway."
"Me? I don't make mistakes," Smart said confidently, though he avoided Jin's eyes.
"You're the one who keeps misunderstanding me."
"Damn… when will I be able to have this person completely under my control?" Jin thought.
"Come on, let's watch the stars," Smart said
In this place, we've watched the sunrise, the sunset… and now, let's steal a few moments with the stars too."
Jin slowly shifted, sliding down from on top of him, and lay down beside Smart. Now they were both lying on their backs, side by side, staring up at the endless sky above them.
"Smart," Jin called softly, reaching for his hand.
"Promise me you won't lie to me again."
Smart turned his head and met Jin's gaze.
Damn it… that's impossible.
I have to lie to you. Harmless lies, I swear, he thought.
"Hm… okay. I promise," he said at last, lowering his eyes before turning back to the stars."*
Jin knew it was only a promise—a fragile one, meant to last just for this magical moment they were sharing.
But Smart's eyes spoke everything; no words were needed.
Jin had asked only to see how Smart would respond.
Damn… I wish you could keep this promise forever.
I know I'm not innocent either—I'm lying too.
Uh can we ever break down these walls built from lies?
Jin thought in silence, torturing himself with these questions.
They stayed lying there, their eyes fixed on the sky.
Smart's gaze was focused on the dark sky, full of tiny sparkling stars.
Jin held his hand tightly and turned his head just enough to see Smart in profile.
"Do you like what you see?"
Smart smiled softly without turning his head.
"What I love most," he said, "is looking up at those tiny points of light—the stars.
When I watch them, I can't stop. I get lost in them and forget everything around me."
"Everything?" Jin's voice was low and troubled
.
Smart turned his head to look at Jin.
"Yeah, everything."
He stayed quiet for a moment, his gaze fixed on Jin's eyes.
Jin didn't speak. He just tilted his head toward the sky and kept staring at the stars.
He felt the weight of those words, but he didn't let Smart see it.
"Jin?" Smart called softly.
"Yes… tell me," Jin replied, staying still.
Smart took his hand and pulled him closer, pressing Jin right against him.
Now Jin's face was just above Smart's, blocking his view of the stars.
Jin stared into his eyes, his heart nearly leaping out of his chest.
Oh God… this face is driving me completely insane, he thought, shifting his gaze between Smart's eyes and his lips.
Smart raised his hand and gently traced a star on Jin's lips with his index finger.
I forget everything… except the stars.
He tilted his head slightly and pressed a soft, tender kiss to Jin's lips.
Jin shivered all over in that moment.
Smart's gentle sweetness was melting him completely, yet he still couldn't understand it.
Their lips met, soft and light, while their eyes locked.
The feeling that rose between them couldn't be described or spoken.
For a moment, their breaths paused, and the sound of their hearts beating filled the quiet.
It was only a soft, tender brush of lips—but it made their hearts restless, screaming from within.
Jin rested his head on Smart's chest and began counting the beats of his heart.
How much I want to dive inside that heart! Jin thought, pressing himself closer against Smart's chest
Smart took a deep breath and wrapped Jin in his arms, gazing at the tiny sparkling dots in the sky.
I wish every day could feel like this hug, Smart thought, taking a deep breath and savoring Jin's scent.
Minutes passed, and finally, it was time to leave.
"This car is so cool," Smart said, looking at it with excitement.
Jin smiled softly, enjoying seeing him so happy.
"Do you like it?"
"Hmm… I like it a lot," he said, walking around it a few times to take it all in.
"Then come on—" Jin gestured with his eyes. "Now you'll be in the driver's seat."
"What?" Smart said, surprised. "No, I can't drive such an expensive car… I'm not a good driver. Don't let me."
"You're not a good driver? Should I believe that?
"No problem — I'm right here with you. Come sit," Jin insisted, taking him gently and guiding him into the driver's seat.
He fastened the seatbelt, leaned in slightly, and pressed a soft kiss to Smart's lips before moving over to the passenger seat.
Smart lowered his eyes slightly, smiling softly as he watched Jin from the corner of his eye.
Hmm… does he really think I'm that naive? Smart thought, a mischievous smile playing at his lips.
He turned his head toward Jin, looking so deeply it felt like he could read his mind.
Let's see what you're capable of! Jin thought, unable to take his eyes off him.
"Okay, you can start now," Jin gestured with his eyes.
If this is what you want… then let the show begin! Smart thought, pressing the gas pedal with a playful, devilish smile, disappearing into the darknes
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