8. "RUN AWAY FROM US"
The truth is right in front of your eyes but for whatever reason, you're blind to it, I don't know what it's gonna take for you to realise that you could never run away from us.
The love we had was too real for it to die, just like that, memories and moments created, it's gonna take more than just a couple of months of not seeing me to kill everything we had.
You can bite your tongue, say nothing at all, you can distract your mind from thinking about us, you can say whatever helps you sleep at night but one thing for sure, our love is one ghost that will always catch up to you.
Last night was one of them nights, I sent you a voice note, talking about my feelings and how much I miss you, what's the use of running away from us if our love memories hit you sometimes?
I don't know why you keep running away from us, I thought you knew better than that, you can never run away from us. You tell yourself lies just to sleep at night, you can try to run but it'll always catch up to you.
You keep pushing me away when I'm pulling you back, you keep telling me there's no sequel to another chance but you don't understand is the fact that when you in love with someone, you fight for the love shared.
You know what we got is deeper than anything else.
This is a race that we'll both lose, I wish you'd quit fucking around and come back where you belong.
9. "Lost & Found (INTERLUDE)"
After the heartbreak, I started talking to girls again, I did a lot of bad shit to a lot of good hearts, so many females paid the price for a cost that they weren't even responsible for. I fucked, I played, I lied, I shut down, I fought, I changed girls but it wasn't supposed to be like that, I was supposed to find somebody who was gonna help me move on from the heartbreak. I indulged in lust, sex and meaningless ties, simply because I was tryna move on while I wasn't ready for that part.
10. "SOMEBODY ELSE"
There's somebody else in between the two of us, it feels like a wall because this girl can't even get through to me, telling me sweet things, she's touching me, kissing me, loving me but it doesn't affect me 'cause I still love somebody else.
Somebody else who should remain in the past, I should let sleeping dogs lie but she keeps appearing in my dreams, messing me up even more because these night visions are the truest desires of my soul. I miss my homie, lover, friend but since I'm not the one for her, I'm trying to live without her.
There's somebody in my phone, texting me right now about how much she misses what we did just a few hours ago but I'm constantly thinking about somebody else, my heart wants to be with somebody else, my body wants to make love to somebody else.
These girls can get my sex, kisses and time but these girls can never get my love, care, affection and dedication, my body doesn't even allow me to stop fucking and make love, I'm sucking her breasts, rubbing her clit, grabbing her ass,we're spending hours together but I've got somebody else in my heart, mind & soul.
It'll always make me unavailable when it comes to love and emotions, it will always be a wall between me and every other girl.
11. "EVEN NOW"
SUBJECT ONE : "What's up with you? Why's your phone off?"
(He looked at her)
THEODORE : "I wasn't feeling like talking to anybody"
SUBJECT ONE : "That's what you said last time, which was three weeks ago" (She said with a deep sigh)
THEDORE : "I know, it's just that.."
SUBJECT ONE : "It's just that what?" (She interrupted)
THEODORE : "It's just that there's some things stressing me out"
SUBJECT ONE : "Everybody has issues, we all got problems but you, you are further than the most" ( she said with a chuckle)
THEODORE : "What do you mean?" (He asked with confusion )
SUBJECT ONE : "Like, you always do something and then blame it on your troubles, 'I got demons', so you keep saying but you never speak into the specifics. Is this what you came into my life for?"
THEODORE : (He shakes his head) There's just something that I can't seem to get out of me
SUBJECT ONE : "Is it something from your childhood?"
THEODORE : "No"
SUBJECT ONE : "Do you have other girlfriends on the side or am I the side piece?"
THEODORE : "No, it's nothing like that"
SUBJECT ONE : "Then what is it? You barely talk about yourself, all we do is have a good time and do everything else, you've got these walls that are stopping me from getting close to you. Is it me?" (she asked with a great need of a response)
THEODORE : "No, no, it's not you. I promise"
SUBJECT ONE : "Wait, are you still in love with your ex?"
THEODORE : ... (He said nothing but his eyes told it all)
SUBJECT ONE : (She gasped for a quick moment) "I thought you said that shit is over" ( She said with disappointment)
THEODORE : "It is.. it was, I'm sorry man, it just keeps coming back to me" (He said, sincerely apologetic)
SUBJECT ONE : "Look, I refuse to be a rebound or a distraction, before we turn into enemies because of your 'demons', I rather leave and let
you deal with your past" (She said, she grabbed her stuff and walked off)
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