13. "WHERE IS THIS GOING?"
We've been talking and spending time, where is this thing going? I been a loner for a long time, even though I do some things with some girls, it still feels like nothing when it isn't love nor affection. Me and you been doing a lot of coming closer and I don't wanna get used to this if you have no intention of staying with me.
We've been talking and vibing a lot, where is this thing going?
I been uncared for and unloved for a long time, hooking up with girls I don't love doesn't mean a thing when it's compared to love and I have no problem with getting closer to you, I just don't wanna hold on to this if you're here for a moment because I play for keeps.
I could be talking to anybody but if there isn't love involved, it doesn't mean a thing and when it comes to us, we've had conversations about where we stand. Love and a relationship, that's been on our lips a lot lately, I don't wanna hold on to this moment if you have no intention of staying.
Talks and long chats, we've been getting closer, doing everything that lovers do and I can't lie, it's been a drop of fantasy to me because everything we share isn't the same with anybody else.
Where is this going baby?
14. "LOVING SOMEBODY"
Loving somebody comes with a lot of baggage and I ain't tryna put somebody in a toxic situation with me because I'm really trying to do better with my decisions.
I'm a one-woman guy, I love too hard and I cater to my woman's needs, I'm a pleaser, I'm a lover and a protective nigga but I know I wouldn't be a good fit if I loved somebody with these issues. I don't wanna bring somebody down the dark path of loving me because I've got too many issues to fix before I love.
Loving somebody comes with a lot of baggage, my father told me "a woman either builds you or destroys you, a woman either brings you peace or stress, it depends on the woman you get" and I don't wanna choose wrong.
I don't wanna have the best of intentions for a wrong girl and I don't wanna fall in love with the wrong person at a wrong place, wrong time.
To love somebody, I gotta be ready to accept the pain that comes with loving somebody, I gotta accept the fact that when I give my love to somebody, I'm giving away a piece of me and I've learnt that loving somebody comes with both rain and sunshine.
15. "IT WOULD BE A SHAME"
It would be a shame if we don't give it a try, it's vibes on vibes when I'm with her, I swear time slows when she's next to me and I never wanna leave and she never wanna go home too. It would be a lose-lose if we don't give it a try because what we got is such a good thing and we could have a beautiful thing if we let go off everything else and let things happen.
I'm scared that she might regret me once we build attachments because I come bearing a lot on my shoulders and I cause trouble waters. I can't tell if she needs me as much as I need her, I can't tell if she'd love me genuinely if I give her my love and I can't tell if she'd take care of my heart if I hand it over to her.
I can't tell if I fall for her, it'd be a safe space for me to land, I guess I've gotta take a risk.
She got the perfect heart, the perfect lips and a perfect body, she's what I want in a girl and it would be a big mistake if we don't give it a shot.
We don't know who's gonna hurt who, we don't know if this should be, we don't know if we belong together and we don't know if we can trust each other with our hearts but it is definitely worth the risk.
We love each other presence, we enjoy the hell out of each other, we never wanna stop once we start, good loving and good energy between the two of us and we feel great for each other, so it'd be a shame if we let this wash away.