I put on a brand new shirt and trousers, which were originally bought by my mother-in-law for my father-in-law. Since my father-in-law and I have similar body shapes
, they fit me similarly, except that they are a bit more business-like. As for the boxer briefs, well, I
admit they are quite old-fashioned, but they are not noticeable when worn inside.
My father-in-law was still asleep. I sat on the sofa, bored and glanced at the newspaper.
I don't have the habit of reading newspapers, except for some customized magazines. I am very different from my father-in-law who cares about national affairs and must
watch . I always take the time to sneak a glance at my mother-in-law who is busy running around with housework.
What happened in the bathroom will be a secret between the two of us, known only to each other.
After sending me to the living room, my mother-in-law began to destroy the traces of the body and fire, eliminate the evidence of the fire, clean the bathroom very clean,
and then wash all the clothes and hang them out on the balcony.
There was a time when my wish was so pure: to have a virtuous wife at home. Even just looking at
her quietly would bring me a simple happiness.
But not everyone is content with a dull life. For example, Li Xuanshi and Bai Ying's personalities are destined to make them unable to
tolerate dullness. They will not be satisfied with the status quo, so it is not surprising that they have fallen into their current situation.
My parents-in-law are the kind of people who are content with what they have. Although they have made great achievements in their careers,
they .
To put it bluntly, marriage is the way a couple gets along with each other. My father-in-law is an upright man and he is indeed
worthy of my mother-in-law, and my mother-in-law also manages the household carefully. Such a life is undoubtedly very happy.
My mother-in-law washed some fruits and put them in front of me: "I washed them especially for you." "Thank you, Mom," I thought about it,
"I want to eat an apple, but I don't like eating the skin. Can you please..." My mother-in-law rolled her eyes at me, took out an apple from
the inside , and then gently peeled the skin with a fruit knife.
Although I knew I couldn't ask for more, I still enjoyed this rare warmth and tranquility, like a
virtuous wife peeling apples for her beloved husband. I thought this was just my fantasy, but many years later, I
occasionally recall this scene. Who could have thought that my dream would come true? I have to thank my father-in-law for making it happen, but that's another story
.
"Take it," my mother-in-law peeled the apple and handed it to me, "Don't even think about me feeding you again." "How dare I, your son-in
-law, even think about it." I took the apple, took a bite, and it was really sweet.
The apples were good apples. After all, it was the minister's house, and there would be guests coming all the time, so the fruits used for entertainment were naturally the best
. What's more, they were peeled by my mother-in-law herself, which made them even sweeter.
As the saying goes, the more a mother-in-law looks at her son-in-law, the happier she likes him. My mother-in-law and I have always been close. Although the bathroom
incident was a bit excessive, fortunately it didn't affect our relationship much.
Perhaps, getting back on track will be good for both of us.
"Does it still hurt?" My mother-in-law looked at the slap marks on my face which had not completely disappeared, and she still felt a little
distressed .
"It doesn't hurt anymore." I smiled faintly. My cheeks were still a little hot, but it was nothing serious.
"You, you were so harsh. Don't do that again in the future," the mother-in-law scolded.
I quickly responded. My mother-in-law felt sorry for her son-in-law, and she had some good sense. As I chewed the apple flesh,
my mind wandered back to the bathroom. It was indeed juicy... Don't overthink it, I'm referring to the apple, but
could I really just ignore the wonderful feeling of that scene? The answer is no.
Maybe my mother-in-law can still treat me as her son-in-law, but I obviously can't do that. Of course, I still respect her
as , but it is no longer pure, and there is also a kind of admiration for women.
If the previous haziness was just a seed, then now it has sprouted. Once the sprout breaks through the soil, it will
not be content to stay in the dark soil.
"What are you thinking about?" my mother-in-law asked.
"There was an opportunity in front of me... I wonder if I will regret it." I looked at my mother-in-law and
sighed softly, "Maybe, I already regret it now..." A blush appeared on my mother-in-law's face: "It was you
who gave up. There is only one chance. If you miss it, you'll miss it." Even if I really regretted it,
she no longer had enough courage to do such a thing again.
"Yes, I give up. I don't want this to be a transaction. It won't be
fair to you, me, or her..." I thought for a moment, "I won't deny that I have feelings for you, but my love for you cannot be
obtained by deception and despicable means... I'm sorry, I did do something wrong last time, please forgive me."
"Accept your apology," my mother-in-law paused, "Also, let's stop here with what happened in the bathroom... Maybe we
both did something wrong, and were a little impulsive." My mother-in-law said that this was the end of it, so this matter was considered to have turned the page, although
neither of us knew what the story on the next page would be like.
When my father-in-law woke up, my mother-in-law had already prepared dinner. I couldn't help but sigh, "Mom, you estimated
the time so accurately." "Your father-in-law has a problem. No matter how tired he is, he will always watch the news broadcast before going to bed."
My mother-in-law was still so wise and generous as she brought the food.
"Nonsense, I only went to bed after watching Rule of Law Online," my father-in-law protested.
I wonder if my father-in-law's body has a biological clock like mine, and he wakes up at a set time.
"The protest is useless, I refute it," my mother-in-law joked, "Before dinner, I also set a rule: no more
drinking at night, both of you grandpas are the same." "The wife is the boss, you have the final say." My father-in-law knew in his heart that if
he continued drinking like he did at noon, it would affect his work tomorrow, not to mention that he was still in a drunken state
and not fully sober yet. I could only smile and respond.
When we were almost done eating, it was time for the news. The large LCD TV in the living room started playing the news
broadcast This was something my father-in-law had to watch every day. I wanted to help my mother-in-law clean up, but my father-in-law stopped me and said, "
Let Jiahui do the housework. You should watch TV with me for a while." My father-in-law's words were final, so I had no choice but to watch the news first.
The news talked about the country's new policies, and the hottest topic nowadays was anti-corruption.
I'm not very interested in this. I work in foreign trade and pay more attention to international changes, which
are not on the same level as the focus of domestic current affairs.
After a while, my mother-in-law finished her housework and said, "I'm going back to my room first. I won't bother you two from focusing on the important issue of
anti " As she said that, she went upstairs to the bedroom in her slippers.
"Jiahui is in charge of finance. She is watching the finance channel. Let her go back to her room and watch it," my father-in-law said with a smile, "We
two grandpas will watch TV for a while. After the show is over, we will chat for a while." "Okay, I'll listen to you." I could only accept it,
but I had no interest in current affairs.
"You really should watch more news broadcasts. I know you young people don't like to watch them, but they
are the reason why our country is strong." My father-in-law seemed to be speaking with emotion. "Behind every policy of our country are countless blood and sweat
, and it also concerns countless people and things, and these will eventually be reflected at the grassroots level. What kind of power is that? Your
previous American-funded company was engaged in international trade, so you should pay more attention to it. Now that our national strength is getting stronger and stronger, it shows that our country
's influence on the international community is also growing. "It will get bigger and bigger, so even domestic policies will indirectly reflect the international market
. For example, in the agricultural pig farming... we have to consider the changes in international meat and poultry procurement or the results of political influence. Another example is
anti-corruption ... which means the country is cleansing its political power. This is both necessary and an opportunity to reshuffle
..." My father-in-law's words had a deeper meaning, but I found it difficult to understand. Subsequent developments showed that what my father-in-law said was not unreasonable
, and some things had actually already shown signs.
It was only after some time that I gradually understood what my father-in-law had said to me.
After watching the News Broadcast, my father-in-law turned to the next program, Rule of Law Online. Law is my father-in-law's profession, so it is
natural for him to pay attention to it.
"Jingjing" was watching the program when my father-in-law inexplicably asked, "Do you think the law is fair?" I didn't
expect my father-in-law to ask this: "It should be fair, right?" "He stuttered," my father-in-law smiled, "
Whether the law is fair depends on the individual. I have handled so many cases, and I can't say it is completely fair.
However, I don't think the law is unfair. Although the starting points of the audience may be different, just like some
are born rich and some are born poor, wealth and poverty are never predetermined and can be changed.
We only come to this world once, so this is also a kind of fairness.
"The law is a set of rules, but it is people who apply the law. Some people use the law to get away with it, while others are punished by the law
. However, this is not the original sin of the law." "Maybe," I could only agree, "You are the chief justice and
the president . You are the authority in this regard." "I am a lawyer and I can only use the law to convict people." My father-in-law sighed, "
As the old saying goes, you can heal but not yourself. I have been working in the legal field for so long, and I have always spoken with evidence. This is both
my principle of conduct and my professional ethics. But once it happens to my relatives, it is
a constraint." I was silent and looked at my father-in-law. My father-in-law came to chat with me on purpose tonight, and it was obvious that he had something in mind.
"Jingjing, are you ready to take action?" my father-in-law suddenly asked.
"Dad, what do you mean? I don't quite understand." My father-in-law's words really scared me, but I still
tried my best to cover it up.
"You understand, you just don't understand why I understand." My father-in-law sighed softly, "I said
the law is fair, and so is time. It won't be because of someone's extra or less second.
You have a year to think it through, and I have a year too, so I can think of a lot." I was stunned
: "How much do you know?" "Not a lot, but enough." My father-in-law took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed
it to me.
As the fireworks burned and puffed up smoke, the conversation between the two men became increasingly serious.
"How did you know that?" I sighed. "Although I was an eyewitness, I still don't have any solid evidence. It was
only this year that I gradually sorted out everything. Did you send someone to investigate?" "No, if I had investigated, there
would have been a result." My father-in-law took a puff of cigarette. "No matter how tangled a ball of wool is, it
will not be difficult to untangle it if you find the beginning and the end. It will just take some effort.
I've handled too many cases, some of which involved some bizarre ethical issues, so I tend to
be bolder than others think.
There's a saying, 'eliminate the impossible, and whatever remains, no matter how incredible, must be the
truth… But I don't have any evidence." "Since you've guessed the truth, it shouldn't be difficult to prove it." I was surprised by my father-in-law's
knowledge of this. If he wants to intervene, I'll be completely helpless.
"I didn't verify it, not because I can't, but... I'm a father." My father-in-law took
a deep puff of cigarette, and after the smoke dissipated, he continued, "As a father, I can't accept this truth.
The truth that has not been verified is just speculation... Besides, Yingying has been hiding for a year, and there are some things I can't control.
" "So, are you going to reveal the cards tonight?" I looked at my father-in-law. He did know something, whether he
guessed it or found it out, but it really made me unsure. "Once the cards are dealt, they have to be revealed. Even if I don't
, You will also", my father-in-law sighed, "No matter how much I want to protect Yingying, you are
the victim , so you have the right, I can't stop you... but I hope you understand that life is not easy, once
you make a choice, you must bear the consequences", "There are many ways to retaliate, I have suffered once, I will not do
such a stupid thing", I know what my father-in-law is worried about, "You say I have the right to do so, but you also have
this right, and with your ability, you can handle things well, why give the opportunity to me?
"If I intervene directly, things will not be that simple. This is not a matter of one or two people," said the father
-in-law solemnly, but added, "If Yingying was not involved, I would have taken action a long time ago... Since she has already joined
the game, the nature of the matter will not be as simple as it should be. You have never been involved in politics, so you don't know
the reasoning .
Sometimes, if you reveal your cards, you only win on the surface, but someone might take the opportunity to overturn the table and fish in troubled waters
... The Bai family is a bit too big to be true after all." "I understand." Politics is very turbulent. If I were to retaliate, then
there would be room for maneuver. No matter what, the Bai family's bottom line cannot be overturned because of Bai Ying. "Since you
agree to let me do it, then Yingying... what is your attitude?" "I don't care about others, but It's Yingying... I have
a responsibility as a father. No matter whether she did anything wrong or not, she is my daughter. I hope you can understand this." The father-in-law
paused, "Li Xuanshi... I used her in exchange, you should understand what I mean." As expected, the father-in-law guessed it.
The so-called beginning and end, one is that I stabbed Hao Laogou, and the other is that Bai Ying dodged. The father-in-law pulled Hao Laogou out
, and naturally he could figure out what role Li Xuanshi played in the middle.
He planned to use the Bai family's withdrawal from Li Xuanshi in exchange for Bai Ying's protection.
"That's fair, but... I can't do nothing," I raised my eyes, "otherwise I won't be able to get past my
level." "You've been planning this for so long, you can't just let it go like this, just promise to show some mercy," my father-in-law said seriously again
, "but you must get enough evidence to convince me, and Yingying must admit it in person, otherwise you can't
do anything to her. This is also the request of my father-in-law." "Okay," I knew this was my father-in-law's bottom line, and this
condition was not unacceptable to me.
The father-in-law breathed a sigh of relief, and the cigarette in his hand was gone. He twisted the cigarette butt, "Okay, that's it for today.
I'm going back to the room, and you should go to bed early."
"By the way, don't let Jiahui know about our conversation tonight..." "Don't worry, I know my limits," I
nodded . "Good night, Dad." This conversation between the father-in-law and son-in-law seemed a bit abrupt. My father-in-law, who has always been steady,
seemed a little anxious tonight.
It's not that we talked about anything we shouldn't have, but I didn't expect our conversation
to start so early. Perhaps it was because of his health, so he had to start with a straightforward statement.
To be honest, I was not prepared to have such a conversation, because no matter
what decision I made on how to deal with Bai Ying, it would be difficult to be satisfied. Similarly, I would not be able to accept if my parents-
in .
This is a seemingly contradictory yet reasonable mentality, just like the saying "your alma mater is the place you can curse eight times a day but
don't allow others to curse it."
Tonight's communication was just a check-in, and we reached a basic understanding, but
neither my father-in-law nor I easily revealed the actual content.
I was harbouring revenge, but
my father-in-law . On the contrary, although my father-in-law didn't know much about the truth, I had no idea how much he knew
. With the means he had used for so many years, even if he hadn't investigated because of Bai Ying, his daughter,
it was impossible for him to have made no effort at all.
Therefore, this conversation was more like a plea between the father-in-law and the son-in-law, more about meaning than substance, as both sides still had cards in
hand.
This was the first conversation, but it won't be the only one. As the situation develops, there will inevitably be follow-up. Fortunately, we
can both understand each other tonight, which can be considered a positive side.
I can continue with the Prisoner Project without my father-in-law interfering too much, as long as I don't cross
the red lines he has drawn.
From a logical point of view, what my father-in-law and mother-in-law did was the same thing. They had to
compromise for the sake of their daughter. However, they also did not stand against me, which is enough to make me feel relieved.
I walked upstairs and was only a few steps away from my room when I turned left, but somehow I chose to turn right and walk inside.
My soft slippers allowed me to walk as quietly as possible.
Standing at the door of my parents' bedroom, the door was closed, but I quietly put my ear close to the door. Yes
, I just wanted to listen to the movement inside. My intuition told me what would happen to my parents tonight.
Sure enough, I vaguely heard the sound of "baji, baji" kissing. The love between my father-in-law and his wife is indeed
deep. From the sound, I can tell that they are kissing passionately.
My mother-in-law and I kissed each other, but we never kissed those lips, let alone tasted the smoothness of
her tongue . But as my mother-in-law said, this is a power that only the husband can exercise.
I really envy my father-in-law who can kiss his beautiful mother-in-law so passionately.
I don't know how long we kissed, the "baji, baji" sound disappeared, and I couldn't help but sigh that this passionate kiss was too time-consuming
. Why didn't we get to the main event after wasting so much time?
Suddenly, I heard a faint moan, followed by a low, throbbing sound. Could it be that my parents-in-law
were getting down to business now? My mind conjured up a picture: a large, soft Simmmons bed, quietly lying in
the center of the bedroom, its head against the wall. My parents-in-law must be cuddling close together, and there must be a photo of their wedding anniversary
hanging .
And now, the mother-in-law must be lying naked on the bed, and the father-in-law is kneeling there, using his hands to separate the mother-in-law's
seductive legs. That sweet place is fascinating, and the father-in-law must be unable to resist the urge to pick up his gun and mount his horse.
My imaginary mother-in-law has a body that is the most blessed gift from God. I even photoshopped my father-in-law's
image , imagining myself about to gallop on my mother-in-law's petite body. Perhaps only
in this way can I fully possess my beloved woman in my imagination.
"Jiahui, tonight I will revive my husband's family and let you know how powerful I am..." The low voice could be
clearly heard in my mind.
Immediately afterwards, I heard a "pa pa" sound coming from the collision of flesh, which gradually became more intense, and then
there was a sound of panting.
"Um...husband..." The mother-in-law seemed to cooperate by lifting her hips, and then let out a seductive moan.
The moans were as beautiful as heavenly music, stimulating my heart and soul. They were also like an aphrodisiac, making my two brothers
even hotter and hotter.
However, in the dead of night, I don't know if it's because of the health-preserving and qi-training,
but I'm particularly sensitive to sounds. I vaguely seem to hear a hint of loss in the moan, and even the moan itself lacks
some sincerity.
"Jiahui, your voice is a little muffled tonight. Are you feeling uncomfortable?" my father-in-law seemed to say.
"I'm fine," the mother-in-law forced a smile, "I'm just afraid that Jingjing would hear us." "His room is not
connected to ours, so he can't hear you even if you scream louder," the father-in-law didn't think much of it, "besides, he's our son-
in-law, it's like he knows about sex between husband and wife, he'll understand." "Yeah," the mother-in-law responded softly.
"I'm going to start speeding up," the father-in-law said in a deep voice, and the speed of the old rod under his crotch in and out suddenly increased,
kissing her lips, and the mother-in-law also tried her best to cooperate with her husband's rhythm, lowering her waist and lifting her hips to adjust to this position.
"Ah, wife...you feel so good inside...I can't hold it anymore..." Father-in-law panted.
I was eavesdropping outside the door with my ear pressed against the door, and I couldn't help but be speechless.
It couldn't have been more than half an hour, right? If we exclude that passionate kiss, would it have been about twenty minutes? I've always had complete faith in
my father-in-law 's abilities, but at this moment, I was deeply disappointed. I wouldn't say it lasted a full hour
, but it was almost there. Hao Laogou could do it for several hours without getting tired, and my father-in-law... "Xingjian, I'm almost there too," my mother-in-law's voice
suddenly rose a little, then dropped.
Is this... ejaculation? I have a vague guess. I refuse to believe that my mother-in-law has reached orgasm. She is definitely doing
this posture on purpose to cooperate with my father-in-law. It should be my father-in-law who has ejaculated. With my father-in-law's fighting ability, even if he is not suffering from premature ejaculation or impotence,
he is at least a second-degree disability.
"Let me do it slowly..." I vaguely heard my father-in-law say this again, "Use this to push it up first." "No... no need for
that." My mother-in-law seemed a little hesitant, but she couldn't help it.
Then I heard another sound, a buzzing electric sound. Is this... a masturbation device?!
At this point, my interest was gone and I walked carefully back to my room.
Lying on my back in bed, I recalled how my mother-in-law had teased me with the embarrassing story of my sexual intercourse with Bai Ying, and also
exaggerated my failure. After all this time, the so-called more than ten sexual intercourses my parents-in-law had mentioned was only this level?
On the other hand , I couldn't help but feel confused.
Why did the mother-in-law, who clearly did not get her sexual desires satisfied, even deliberately accommodate her father-in-law and pretend to have
an orgasm?
Bai Ying and I, at least I thought we had true feelings for each other, and I don't know why she
ended up But I understood her subsequent actions as her sexual desire being greatly satisfied and
released, so she could deceive me again and again, throw herself into Hao Laogou's crotch, and be willing to be a bitch.
But why was my mother-in-law so loyal to my father-in-law? Even though she and I had some extreme affairs, there
were other reasons. Her emotions did not betray me. How did she do it?
Maybe, she really did it, just because love overcame desire. If that's the case, it only proves that
Bai Ying may have loved me, but not enough.
My mind was full of thoughts, and I didn't know when I died. When I woke up, it was another day.
Sleep at night, wake up in the morning, and feel slightly angry.
When they woke up, the two brothers were in high spirits again, but not too excited.
I've had morning erections for two consecutive days. I don't know if it will become engorged since it's been going on for a long time, so I decided to take a morning
shower.
When I went downstairs, my mother-in-law had already prepared breakfast. This time she was no longer wearing home clothes. She was wearing a clean white
shirt , a pair of slim straight black trousers and a pair of well-fitting high heels. Her hair was tied into a bun, and her face was only lightly made
up. On her wrist was a ladies' watch. It was not a luxury brand, but it was very consistent with Vice Minister Tong's style. Well
, a kind of cool and refreshing temperament.
On the table were pancakes, porridge, a poached egg, a few fragrant fried dough sticks, fresh soy milk
, a small dish of Hunan pickled vegetables and two pieces of spicy fermented tofu, which were obviously prepared specially for me.
I looked at my mother-in-law, who was quietly drinking porridge with fried dough sticks on one side. Considering her
position as the Vice Minister of the Ministry of Finance, the meal she had was considered simple.
However, I saw a kind of satisfaction on her face.
Perhaps, she is content with a simple life, and a simple life is also a kind of blessing.
When I eavesdropped last night, I thought she would be somewhat discordant and lost, but now I know I
was wrong.
My mother-in-law is indeed living a happy life. Under the glorious halo of the deputy minister, she is a contented little woman
in her heart. Or perhaps my father-in-law has never put any pressure on her, and those discords have long been washed away by the strong feelings .
"Your father got up early today. I have a meeting before 10 o'clock in the morning. Do you have any plans for today?"
my mother-in-law asked me.
"Just give me a ride, I'm going to meet a friend." I thought about it, calculated the time, and felt that
the matter I had entrusted to Lawyer Chen should have been concluded.
After a hearty breakfast, it was time for me and my mother-in-law to spend some time alone.
I chose to get off the bus halfway when we passed a cafe.
After bidding farewell to my mother-in-law and waiting for the arrival of another woman, I sent my location to Lawyer Chen. Of course,
I didn't the phone Li Xuanshi gave me, but a phone of the same model and color. This way, I could
easily walk the line between "not wanting to be known" and "deliberately being known."
In the morning, I quietly sip my coffee.
"Sorry, Mr. Xiao Zuo, I kept you waiting." When Lawyer Chen arrived, there were not many customers in the cafe
. After all, there were relatively few people drinking coffee in the morning.
"Would you like a cup?" I smiled faintly, "Although I don't think the coffee here is that good." "
No thanks, I have to hurry to the office to take care of some things." Lawyer Chen placed the file in his hand on
the empty space next to me, "This is the DNA paternity test report that you asked me to entrust you to handle. I haven't opened it to read it
. After all, it involves privacy, so it's most appropriate for you to open it yourself." "Mr. Xiao Zuo, no matter what the result is, I
believe you will know how to deal with it. If you need anything, you can contact me again." After apologizing to me, Lawyer Chen
left quickly... The profession of lawyer also pays great attention to time management.
I picked up the file bag, slowly untied the seal of the document, pulled out the paper from inside,
glanced , and then put it back.
He raised the coffee spoon and moved it gently a few times.
"Hello, sir, what can I do for you?" I called the waiter, and his attitude was quite nice.
"I want another glass of Mandheling." "Still without sugar?" "No." This is my
second glass of unsweetened Mandheling. It tastes really bitter, with a little sourness, but the sourness obviously cannot overcome its strong
bitterness.
I picked up the coffee spoon and began stirring. It was clearly just single-origin coffee, no sugar, no milk
. What on earth was I stirring? Perhaps, at that moment, I just wanted to stir quietly, letting the bitterness within me
, that uncontrollable bitterness, roil wildly within the liquid… It's not that I haven't imagined it, it's not that I haven't speculated
, but when it actually happens, you're startled by how it can
inflict further damage .
This feeling, which I cannot resist even though I know the outcome, surged rapidly in my heart like a silent tsunami. It did not
roar with fury, but completely drowned me before I had time to grieve... Perhaps my father-in-law's
fear about Bai Ying's incident was the same as mine now. Speculation is one thing, but when faced with solid evidence, such a result is
unavoidable.
He is a father, and I am also a father. This is something that a father can understand.
But after drinking this cup of coffee, I will no longer even be a father.
Yingying, my wife, you really deserve me.
The coffee melts in my mouth, then sinks down my throat, leaving a thick, lingering taste in my stomach. When will the bitterness ever wear off? Hao Jianghua
… The old dog's name resurfaces in my mind, and the coldness in my eyes deepens. I swear I'll make this
old dog pay a terrible price, along with the entire Hao family! Hao Jianghua not only robbed me of my humanity, but also
swindled my father's wealth, my beloved mother, my beloved wife, my darling children, and
the kindness and love I've lived through for most of my life… Hao Jianghua, you've left me with nothing! So, let me bury the entire Hao family with me as I drink the coffee in this cup, leaving not a drop behind! I, Zuo Jing, drink
this bitter coffee of life !
Next, it's your turn to bear the brunt of the Hao family's suffering! Returning to the house in the western suburbs,
looking at this empty place, every bit of my past life has completely lost its meaning.
The wife and child I once thought of as my beloved have become a joke in my life. It's ridiculous, really
ridiculous.
My faint laughter echoed in the room. Sad? Not at all.
Anger? No.
All I have is deep hatred, which cuts off my last bit of compassion for humanity.
Goodbye, Western Suburbs, goodbye, love, goodbye, family.
For the rest of my life, we will say goodbye.
"Mom, I'm leaving. My flight is at noon." I was about to start my journey at Beijing Airport. Before ten o'clock,
I sent a WeChat message to my mother-in-law.
Gone? My mother-in-law stared at her phone in surprise. The meeting was about to start. She could only reply with two simple words: Goodbye
.
I looked at the new message on my phone, my eyes slightly moistened.
She knows my heart. What she wants is not farewell, but looking forward to meeting me next time.
Without meeting, how can there be separation? But without separation, how can there be reunion? Many years ago, Li Xuanshi
came to visit me in Beijing, taking the high-speed train. That year, Changsha South Station opened. After the Lunar New Year, I sent her back to Changsha
and ran into Hao Jianghua and his son.
My future misfortunes began from then on. Now I am returning by plane, and Changsha is my first stop
.
I was born in Hengshan County. My family moved to Changsha when I was ten years old. I was admitted to Peking University at the age of sixteen.
To be honest ,
I didn't spend that many years in Changsha. On the contrary, it was Hao Laogou and Li Xuanshi who gave me a villa after we got married. In the end, Bai Ying decided to settle down in Changsha. I didn't object too much. It's not that I wanted to leave my hometown in the south, but at that time I could never
imagine Hao Laogou's true intentions, nor the extent of Bai Ying's moral degradation.
After returning to Changsha, I rented a suite directly from a real estate agency. It has two bedrooms and a living room. There is no kitchen, but it has a
balcony. This will be my temporary residence in Changsha.
There was nothing to organize. I only brought back the MacBook from Beijing. I casually threw the parent-child
relationship assessment report into a corner, turned on the computer, and in the familiar email interface, I sent several
emails to different places and different people, and attached my latest contact information.
The content of the email may be long or short, but they all have the same purpose.
Xunxun is the name of a flower shop and also the name of a woman. The owner of the flower shop is Xunxun.
The flower shop is located on the street, with a large flow of people coming and going. There are also many customers visiting on weekdays. Two
young girls are busy making bouquets of flowers. They must be for someone's wedding. It looks like a big job.
"Sir, what flowers do you need..." the little girl greeted enthusiastically.
"Carnations, red, ninety-nine..." Red is a vulgar color, and using it as a gift for Li Xuanshi would only match her vulgarity
.
"I'll take it with me when I leave." Under the little girl's confused gaze, I walked into the studio inside,
which was also her office.
She had a graceful figure, yet was very quiet. When she looked for me and saw me, she didn't say anything, nor did she hug me. However,
there was emotion in her eyes, which was different from the indifferent image she had given people in the past. It was not a love story between a man and a woman, but a special
feeling , very complex and simple.
She slowly stood up and walked to the glass partition window. The workroom was transparent, and she lowered the blinds.
This way, the outside can't see what's inside.
"Aren't you afraid that the two girls outside will misunderstand you?" "I actually hope to be misunderstood, but it's just a thought
..." Xunxun sighed lightly, "We haven't seen each other for almost two years, and you... are still very busy with work." "I'm not busy with work,
but with going to jail," I said lightly.
"In jail?" Xunxun was surprised. "Why?" "I broke the law. What else could it be?" He said
nonchalantly , "This time, I came here to ask for your help.
Of course, you can refuse." "I agree" seeking a direct agreement. The look in her eyes told me that
no matter what it was, as long as I asked, she would do it.
I have no doubt that I am looking for such a person.
As her only two friends, her only friend of the opposite sex, as her benefactor, her investor, yes
, I am also a part of this flower shop. Although my name will not appear in the business information, the two words "Zuo Jing"
have always been in her heart.
"I'm glad you agreed, but I still hope you'll think it over carefully." I sat down at her desk
and she sat back down. "This is my personal grudge... Although I say I'm helping you, to be frank, I
'm planning to use you... I'll give you some money, and you can think of it as a deal, and it's going to be a
dirty deal, so you can refuse." "Thank you for being frank... As long as I can help you, I'll do it even without payment."
Xunxun still didn't change her mind. "You ..." What do you want me to do?" I pulled out three photos from my pocket and placed them in front of her one by one
: "These three people are brothers. From left to right, they are the eldest brother Hao Hu, the second brother Hao Long, and the third brother Hao Jie... I will send the
specific information to your private email. What I want you to do is to try your best to contact them and find
a way to make one of them fall in love with you, one or several of them, anyone can fall in love with you..." Beauty is
a powerful weapon given by God to women. When used against men, it is often effective and deadly.
"It's not difficult to make them like me, but you know I..." Xunxun was stunned for a moment, and
she suddenly realized what I meant by "dirty".
Beauty is but bait, and my true intention for revenge is to seek the ugliest pain
.
Her pain is my sting against the Hao brothers.
Deadly sting.
"So this is what you intended... It's really dirty." The unspeakable pain was still visible in Xunxun's eyes,
but she nodded, "I can do this..." "Thank you." Although I had other plans, I was grateful that Xunxun
agreed. "If you feel you can't stand it, I still said that you can withdraw at any time
." This is also my promise, but my prisoner plan will not be terminated because of this.
"Grandma, is she okay?" I changed the subject.
"In February, she passed away peacefully." Xunxun sighed, and the relative she depended on for survival was also gone
.
"When she left, she asked me to thank you, even though she had never met you before." Xunxun looked at me, "Brother Jing,
you are the benefactor of my grandmother and me. I have always been grateful to you, but I also hate you because you hurt my best
friend." Yes, Xunxun's best friend is not me, but Yao Yatou.
Whenever I think of that girl, I fall silent. She is probably the girl in the world whom I cannot bear to hurt the most, yet I choose to hurt her
.
"Brother Jing, you have changed...you have become dirty." Xunxun said this. I was not surprised. Since I came to her to do this,
it proved that my heart is no longer beautiful, but has become dirty, and will become dirtier in the future.
"You are just like me, both are quite dirty, so... you should stay away from Yao." "I haven't seen her for many years
. In the future... it's better not to see her." I thought for a moment, "You're right, I've become dirty
. It's better to stay away from her." After the matter was initially agreed, I got up and left. "Wait..." Xunshen called me at this time.
"Brother Jing, can I hug you..." Xunxun said softly.
I didn't refuse, and I couldn't refuse.
I opened my arms, but he pushed me back and told me to turn my back.
What she wanted was not a hug, but a hug from behind. Perhaps because she was cautious, she hugged me for a very short time
and then ran away like a deer.
When I left the flower shop, I took away the big bouquet of carnations. I vaguely heard the little girl talking about how the boss lady didn't
charge me and what it had to do with me.
It is inevitable to have a little gossipy mind.
The story of searching is a sad story.
I was the one listening to the story, but the one telling the story was Yao Yatou from many years ago.
Xunxun was my junior, and we also went to a key high school in Changsha. However, she dropped out and never went to college
. At that time, she had a grandmother to take care of.
She and Yao Yatou met at a charity event outside of school. The lively and enthusiastic Yao Yatou miraculously broke into
the girl's closed heart and became a very good friend. It was also because of Yao Yatou that Xunzun and I gradually got to know
each other and developed a deep friendship.
Xunxun is a very pure yet very unfortunate girl. However, she always feels that she is very dirty.
She takes a long bath every day because she hates the dirty feeling.
There were so many love affairs between men and women, so many decadent and promiscuous things, but she was the only one who was infected with this nightmare despair
.
This was clearly not her original sin, but God insisted that she bear it.
The devil's curse has befallen this unfortunate family. Their parents are divorced, and they only have their grandmother to rely on. They can't
make friends, can't kiss, and even holding hands is a luxury... They have to carry this secret for the rest of their lives, hiding in
the corner of the crowd.
Even after many years, she still used indifference to isolate herself from others and tried to shrink her circle as much as possible.
Just because of a blood transfusion operation when she was a child, her entire life was changed.
As for me, my life was also rewritten just because of my kindness.
Since we are unfortunate victims who have to endure the so-called "filth", we might as well be even filthier
.
At the hot spring villa, Li Xuanshi and I were once again acting out each other's roles, the difference being that this time we had
Wang Shiyun with us.
She stood quietly by.
"I rented a house in Changsha and saw a flower shop on the road, so I bought some flowers there." I kept a cold expression on my face
, but it was a little more relaxed than last time, making me seem less unfamiliar.
Don't try too hard, it will look more natural if you hold your face back at this time.
"Carnations, ninety-nine flowers." Li Xuanshi took the large bouquet of carnations with a look of surprise, "
Thank you, Jingjing, you can give flowers to my mother. She is very happy. I like this gift very much."
The bouquet was a crown of red carnations, with a transparent crown ornament hanging in the middle of the flowers.
Li Xuanshi couldn't help but smell it. The fresh carnations had a certain fragrance. This was
the best , although I thought she didn't deserve it.
"Shiyun, please put the flowers away for me." Li Xuanshi handed the flowers to Wang Shiyun, "Jingjing, let's go have dinner and
talk to mom by the way. How was your trip to Beijing?" I said a few perfunctory words, and what I said was all true. I just
went to Huang Junru's house for dinner and drinks, stayed overnight, and then went to my father-in-law's parents' house, which was considered a visit. Then
I returned to Changsha today, rented a house, and then returned to Changsha, and indeed went to the hotel.
Of course, I won't say anything that shouldn't be said.
"Your father-in-law and father-in-law also asked about you and Bai Ying," Li Xuanshi asked, "How did you respond to them?" "
What else can I respond? Just say it directly. We have signed a separation agreement anyway. As for whether to divorce or not..." I looked at her, "
We have to wait for her to show up, otherwise there is no point in talking too much." "That's true," Li Xuanshi smiled and passed it off.
The food was good, but I wasn't really focused on it. I was really tired, so after a few bites, I went back to
my room.
"You also heard what Jingjing said. What do you think?" Li Xuanshi looked at Wang Shiyun.
"From what he said and the phone location, there's no big problem. His
conversations also prove this." Wang Shiyun paused, "However, I still think..." "This is unnecessary worry.
Didn't you say Jingjing would get close to me, feign reconciliation, and then wait for an opportunity to get back at Lao Hao? Looking at it now,
he doesn't have that intention, does he? Li Xuanshi said, "As a mother, how could I not understand Jingjing?
He's always been a kind child... Don't think too badly of him." "It's just that Lao Hao and Bai Ying hurt him so deeply... He's
just young and hot-blooded, and he acted on impulse." Li Xuanshi's eyes moistened. "He even thought of sending me flowers... This
child, it hurts me just thinking about it..." Wang Shiyun watched. What was this, crocodile tears? Or was this
woman , when her emotional needs were being met, self-pitying? If she really loved her child, why would she push her daughter-in-law
onto her husband's bed? No one seemed to feel sorry for Zuo Jing when the three of them were fighting.
But she would never say this.
As the night deepened, I couldn't fall asleep even though I was clearly tired. Perhaps it was
the depression kept me awake.
Using the search does indeed prove that my human nature is twisted and my mind has become dirty, but when the nest is overturned,
all the eggs will be broken, and there is nothing I can do about it.
Maybe she would look down on me, but in fact, I look down on myself.
The response I sought was exactly what I expected. I needed her beauty, but I also needed her misfortune. She
must have thought that I was taking advantage of the "filth" in her, but she didn't know that compared to the "filth" of the body
, the "filth" of emotions was the most terrifying.
"Emotions are the most poisonous poison in the world." If the Prisoner Project brought about a
feast of revenge and destruction, then the three Hao brothers were merely insignificant desserts in this feast.
That's all.
"Yao, I'm sorry..." My eyes were a little confused. I had hurt this girl before, and in
the future, as the prisoner plan progressed, I would eventually hurt her family as well. But I would still go on
mercilessly .
This is a hopeless prisoner's journey. I must fight against painstakingly calculated strategies, strangling
the fate in exchange for my own survival. Otherwise, how will I
survive the next few long decades? Is it dirty? Dirty, very dirty.
However, this will be the norm in my life and the courage to survive.
I can't turn back, and I will never turn back!