What is desire? Desire is the craving that arises from humans' evolutionary greed, despite their transcendence from animals and their inheritance of primitive savagery
.
Animals have a simple desire: to survive.
Whether it's the unrelenting hunting appetite or the inevitable mating, it's all ultimately for
the survival and reproduction of the group.
However, beyond survival, human desires are endless enjoyment and the enjoyment of human rights,
but they never think about the depravity and filthiness that comes from desire.
But even so, humans still need desires, and society also needs desires. A
world will no longer catalyze the driving force of evolution.
The great changes of the times are often triggered by desires, so we
have skyscrapers and the Internet... At the same time, the glitz and glamour carefully wrapped in the cloak of social prosperity are flowing with
the indulgence of desires, and decline is inevitable.
Desire is a common human trait. Worshiping money and cherishing money are the same thing.
We are not saints, so of course we have desires. I have mine too.
In the past, I had a desire for a better life, but now I have a deep desire for revenge, which is also my
desire to survive. My life is a mess. If I lose even the ability to seek revenge, then my life will be meaningless
.
In order to seek revenge, I abandoned my kindness, suppressed my true nature, and even hid my primitive lust
.
I thought it was because of my emotional disappointment, and I thought I could control myself well, but when I saw Wang
Shiyun 's naked body, I was surprised to get a small erection at that moment.
What was erect was not the two brothers under her crotch, although they were very energetic during this period, but what was erect at this moment was the hidden desire in
her body .
The lust that I had locked up in the depths of my emotions should have been locked up by my rationality, but it
was inexplicably pried open tonight. It wasn't with a wand, and the key was still in my hand. If lust was locked in a box,
now it was the box itself that inexplicably expanded and loosened, revealing a hint of lust.
Wang Shiyun is a sensitive woman. Even if it was just a hint of lust, she still caught it.
I took a few steps back, and she climbed up from the bed. Her body, as white as jade, was not
covered by any clothes. Yes, completely naked, but... perfect.
I have to admit that I made two mistakes in a row from the moment I entered the room.
The first mistake was not noticing that someone was in the room, and the second mistake was turning on the light
again .
The light from the energy-saving lamp is not glaring. It illuminates the room and also makes Wang Shiyun's figure clearly
visible .
If Wang Shiyun at work during the day exudes the elegant beauty that is unique to career women, now she looks like the beauty of
liberated sensuality, completely shedding that layer of disguise.
She has a charming figure, and her snow-white breasts sway slightly as she approaches me, and my
mood seems to be rippled.
Face, lips, breasts, belly buttons, buttocks, and long legs... one can't help but sigh at the beauty that the Creator has bestowed on her .
I remember that the first time I met Wang Shiyun was a few years ago.
How could I not be attracted to this woman who was so similar to Bai Ying? I even had a special feeling for her. I also imagined
what her beautiful body looked like under her professional attire.
Her figure is sexy and charming, and her naked body seems to emit a faint glow under the light, as if it has a
mysterious magical temptation, constantly teasing my desire.
And I have no way to retreat, yes, I have fallen into an embarrassing situation.
That means Wang Shiyun... pushed me against the wall.
She smiled faintly, one hand on the wall, while the other hand climbed up to my chest, that is the place of my heart.
Her cold palm was probing the degree of heat in my heart.
Hot? No, it was a slight fever at first, but now it has cooled down. Cool reason has taken over my
mind again, but my heart is beating fast and my breathing is a little heavy... This is a test of desire and wisdom. Tonight
is undoubtedly a game, and who is in whose game.
Li Xuanshi has praised this woman in front of me many times. Even without much in-depth contact, I can
feel that her work ability is indeed outstanding.
Like me, she was a talented graduate from Peking University and also worked for a multinational company. I thought she was a
lioness dedicated to her career and that such a woman should have the pride of a queen, but I was wrong.
Later I saw her having sex with Hao Laogou, and I thought she was a bitch, but now, I think I
was wrong again.
She is a natural beauty.
"Your heart is beating very fast..." the woman murmured softly. At this moment, she behaved like a Persian cat, with beautiful
appearance, charming figure, and a gentle voice. The hand that was caressing her chest curled up, and then she stretched out a
little finger and actually drew circles. In fact, a woman in her thirties is not necessarily unlovable.
She is indeed the kind of woman that is difficult for men to control.
"You shouldn't be here tonight," I said coldly.
"Should I come, shouldn't I?" Wang Shiyun said softly, "The person who should come
can't come, so it's the same if I come." I frowned slightly. Something was really wrong tonight. Wrong time, wrong
place, wrong person.
"I told you, your heartbeat is fast... You must want it too." Even if her pulse is just full of spring, it is already
eye-catching enough.
Her body was slightly arched, and her bright eyes seemed to have a romantic hue, but there was an
indescribable .
Before I could answer, she put her arms around my waist, and the hand that was supporting the wall fell down, and the lights went out again.
"I... I'm a little shy." The woman was looking for an excuse for Huo Deng. Her gentle words were not convincing
, but they could move a man's heart. "Let's go to the bed." Wang Shiyun's body was cold, and the feeling of skin intimacy
was indeed full of temptation for a prisoner like me.
Although I had the ability to refuse, I had no motivation to do so. A prisoner who had been in prison for a year, now
returning home without any desire, would this woman suspect the purpose of my hidden restraint? Her arrival
tonight was abrupt and unusual. This behavior was very wrong and stupid.
No matter what the purpose was, this was not a smart move, especially sending
a woman who looked so similar to Bai Ying, which was undoubtedly adding fuel to the fire.
This certainly wasn't her decision alone.
Shyness is just her excuse.
From what I've seen of her performance when she was enjoying herself under Hao Laogou, how could this woman be so shy when it
comes ?
But her resistance was real. At the moment when the lights were about to go out, I clearly saw
some .
Although this struggle is powerless, struggle is struggle and it is also an attitude. At least this does not represent her
true intention. Her subconscious mind is still resisting, resisting what is about to happen to me.
The dim room and the soft bed gradually became warm.
Even if they are two cold bodies, if they are close enough, they can warm each other to a certain extent.
For some reason, I remembered the story about the hedgehog keeping warm.
On the winter solstice, two hedgehogs would feel very cold if they were too far apart, so they hugged each other for warmth, but ended up having to endure being
stung by each other.
This is also a very interesting example in the relationship between men and women, but it doesn't seem appropriate tonight.
The warmth on the bed was not from our body temperatures, but from our excessive passion. When we couldn't control ourselves, it would burn us
terribly , terribly... The woman wrapped her arms around my body, but moved her head towards me. I knew what she was going to do,
but didn't stop her. Instead, I tilted my head to the side, and her hot lips missed me. She wasn't angry, but kissed
my neck, and then moved down little by little, not just her lips, but even extended her sweet tongue, lightly
touching my chest with the tip of her tongue... She was playing with fire, and she would get burned. She was trying to ignite my passion, but I noticed her rising
passion . There was really something wrong with her.
At this moment, the woman's entangled posture became more and more clingy. Her slender hands gently stroked my chest,
drawing circles on the muscular areas, while her mouth held the buds on my chest, stimulating them with her tongue from time to time.
Nipples are not only a sensitive area for women, but also for many men, and they are difficult to control
. This is because women know the significance of their breast area in sexual intercourse, but most men
know . Compared with the two brothers under their crotch, sometimes their endurance is as fragile as a newborn baby,
until they can no longer suppress their lust.
However, Wang Shiyun's attentive licking could not arouse the desire in my chest.
There is indeed fire in my chest, it is the fire of rebirth from the ashes, it is nothing but the hatred for revenge.
My hatred is far stronger than my desire, so how could she possibly arouse it?
"Your body is too stiff, can't you relax a little?" She twisted her body and said softly, "
This kind of thing always requires the cooperation of two people." "You don't have to do it," I replied coldly, but would she not do it? I guess
not.
"Why didn't I find you so annoying before?" The woman smiled faintly. "Do I have to take the initiative?" This
was not a question, but a confirmation.
After she finished speaking, she continued her attack, and her lips and tongue moved to my crotch.
Her hands easily held my two brothers and stroked them up and down, which should be
a way to greatly stimulate a man's sexual desire.
I have to say that her technique is pretty good and the strength is just right, but she doesn't understand that if a person's
sexual desire is not aroused, it's useless to do that.
It's just like when I used Miss Wu in the bathroom. Men who have masturbated know the feeling. No matter how you wipe the gun, if there is no mental stimulation of sexual fantasy, it is like holding the left hand with the right hand. It is very familiar but there is no heartbeat feeling
.
"It seems that you have been holding it in for too long. You have to stimulate it a bit." Wang Shiyun's voice was less
charming , but her actions were bolder. As soon as she opened her lips, she took the glans into her mouth. At the same time, she stroked
the penis up and down with one hand and moved the scrotum and testicles with the other hand.
"When you did this tonight, have you ever thought about Huang Junru?" My voice became colder and colder.
The two brothers under his crotch were being served by the woman's mouth, and they were not completely without feeling, but if there was one point of desire,
nine points fueled hatred.
It wasn't hatred, but resentment. How could this woman have fallen to this point,
trying to please me with a substitute? The woman under my crotch paused in her movements, but she seemed not to hear my question,
and then continued to serve me.
I don't know if she thought about Huang Junru, maybe she did, but she had to do this tonight.
I didn't resist, not because of her teasing, but because I wanted to see the extent of this woman's depravity. If
even she was like this, then what about Bai Ying and Li Xuanshi? To what extent could these women lose their self-respect?
While drinking with Huang Junru at Huang's house, he also mentioned that he wanted to find Wang Shiyun and hoped that the family of three could return
to the past .
What a naive and ridiculous man. His infatuation may be respectable, but also pathetic.
At that moment, I was filled with sadness. Wang Shiyun couldn't go back, Bai Ying couldn't go back, and I could
n't go back .
As the glans entered Wang Shiyun's small mouth, the two brothers touched that warm area.
Her tongue circled around the glans of the penis several times, and then she took it into her mouth, pressing her head down until
most of the penis entered the back of her mouth and the glans of the penis pressed against her soft throat before she stopped.
"I just told you that you shouldn't come tonight," I repeated.
Wang Shiyun paused for a moment, then began to suck, constantly adjusting the position of her lips and tongue. The soft
and tight feeling made my two brothers feel like they were at home. Even Bai Ying had never been so considerate
. This also made me believe that there was something wrong with her tonight.
"I'm clearly telling the truth, why don't you listen?" My voice was cold. She could hear it, but
because the lights were off, she couldn't see that my eyes were also cold.
Gradually, Wang Shiyun was almost unable to breathe due to the choking of the two brothers. However, she did not spit it out
. Instead, she sucked it even harder. When the glans went in and out of her little mouth, it stirred up her saliva and made
an obscene "chi chi" sound.
"If you do something wrong, you will be punished." As I spoke, my left hand went to her crotch and landed on
her head. She spit out the glans and let go of the two brothers' meat pillars. Then she raised her head. She could feel
the power of this hand.
"I thought you were a smart woman, but you kept making mistakes tonight, which really damaged your usual decent
image ," I sighed slightly, "You shouldn't have come tonight, but you came. This was the first mistake. You came but
took off all your clothes to seduce me. This was the second mistake. Although taking off all your clothes saves trouble, it always makes people feel boring." Wang
Shiyun's soft body was stiff, her lips trembling, but she didn't dare say anything to refute.
"Your third mistake was that you were too proactive. Usually, men don't like to be passive, unless... he is really
not capable of it ." I joked a little, but my voice was still cold. "As for the fourth mistake, you really overestimated yourself
. You look a lot like her, but you are not her. Not everyone can play this role." Wang Shiyun bit
her lips tightly and trembled, "I... know I was wrong, please let me go." "This is the fifth mistake you made tonight,"
I said coldly, "Wang Shiyun, I said that if you do something wrong, you must be punished, but you want me to let you go." "You
..." Wang Shiyun wanted to say something, but suddenly felt pain, a pain that drilled into her head.
Five fingers grasped her beautiful hair, and with just a little force, she felt severe pain.
Pulling hair is a common tactic used by women in fights, but when I did it, she really couldn't bear it and started
begging but I remained indifferent.
Perhaps begging was futile, Wang Shiyun cried in pain and began to curse: "Zuo Jing, you
bastard , you are not a human being at all! You are completely useless, no wonder your wife Bai Yingning would rather be fucked by Hao Jianghua
than do it with you... You are not a man!" "You can continue to curse, if you feel comfortable." I didn't seem to
care, but my heart ached.
Wang Shiyun was swearing, but why can't swearing be true?
Was this her own thinking, or had she heard complaints from Bai Ying about this? Was I truly
a , and would my future actions truly be considered human? Wang Shiyun had
no answer to this question in her heart.
"What are you going to do?" Her voice trembled and her body shook from the pain of her hair being pulled.
"You don't think my punishment is just pulling your hair, right?" I grabbed Wang Shiyun's hair with one hand and pushed open the
bathroom . Although she cursed in pain, she had to follow me in a nearly half-kneeling posture, otherwise she would have to
endure being dragged by me.
As soon as we entered the room, I pushed her into the bathtub, grasped her hair with one hand and pressed her head down, so she
had to bend down. Her upper body was in the bathtub, and her lower body was standing outside the bathtub. I have to admit that this
woman 's body flexibility is really good.
Wang Shiyun struggled hard, shouting, "Bastard, let me go!" I sneered in response, without
any extra words, and slapped her hard on the butt, which hurt so much that she started cursing again.
And she was responded with several consecutive slaps.
The two snow-white buttocks suddenly turned red and felt hot and painful.
"The soundproofing here is pretty good, and it's a bathroom. You can yell as loud as you want, and no one will hear you."
I really have no scruples about this woman. Who told her that her purpose tonight was not pure? "The
louder , the harder I'll hit you. Curse as hard as you can if you have
the guts..." "You... are shameless." Although Wang Shiyun continued to yell, she finally realized that she couldn't suffer a loss, and her tone lowered a little. She also knew that resistance was useless, so she simply gave up.
"I clearly warned you, but not only did you not listen, you even talked big while teasing my brother. Now it's my turn to pay you
back." I said this while spreading her legs apart.
"What...what are you doing?!" Wang Shiyun couldn't turn back. She was a little flustered by my behavior.
"I can do anything, but it won't be you." I sneered. "Fuck her? How is that possible? If I really wanted to fuck her
, I could have done it right here in bed."
Tonight, although her passionate performance did not arouse my sexual desire, it successfully aroused my emotions.
In addition to calming yourself down and letting the emotions subside slowly, there is another way to relieve emotions, and that is to vent and
let out the fire in your heart. As for the means, it doesn't matter.
Those who are on the path of revenge have long since abandoned the so-called goodness and stopped being good people. What can't
they ?
My right hand reached under her buttocks, and what I touched was a lush forest, the
pubic mound covered with thick pubic hair, and the slutty cunt faintly visible under the pubic hair: "Your pubic hair is so lush, it seems that you must have a strong
sexual desire . No wonder you can't bear to part with that old dick of Hao Laogou." The words were full of humiliation. Yes, I was
humiliating her. The humiliation was because of revenge, and it was also the best way to help her vent the fire in her heart. After all, it was impossible for me
to really enter her.
Maybe it was out of bad taste that I pulled out a few of her pubic hairs. This behavior made Wang Shiyun feel really
humiliated .
Then he leaned over her jade-like back, and put his hands on her chest, rubbing her snow-white breasts vigorously,
which made her face blush with embarrassment. However, due to the angle of view, I did not see this scene.
I held one of her breasts hard, then pinched the tender nipple with my fingers and rubbed it vigorously. Soon,
the nipple became hard: "Wang Shiyun, you are such a slutty bitch. Your nipples are hard so quickly." Wang Shiyun
couldn't help but moaned, but didn't say anything.
"Fuck, you're enjoying it." I seemed angry, and I
raised my hand to slap her red buttocks several times. The skin on her buttocks began to turn red and swollen.
Although Wang Shiyun was gritting her teeth in pain, she no longer cried out or cursed, but instead made a strange
sound, an unspeakable groan.
Perhaps even I didn't expect that this woman had some masochistic attributes hidden in her. Although she had been trying hard
to control her body and didn't want to react to my targeted punishment, and although the beating was a bit painful,
a wonderful pleasure also surged out at the same time.
Wang Shiyun couldn't help but moan. Under my slapping, her reaction became more and more obvious, and the blush on her face gradually
deepened. She could even feel that the entrance of her honey pot covered by thick pubic hair was getting a little wet. She bit
her lips and lowered her head even lower. On the one hand, she was very dissatisfied with her current body reaction, but on the other hand, she
was greedy for that feeling. Then, under another round of my humiliation, this woman who had gritted her teeth and kept silent finally could
n't suppress her pleasure. She twisted her body to cooperate with my punishment, and the blush on her face became more intense.
Finally, her delicate body convulsed in a mixture of pain and pleasure, her vagina contracted, and then released
her orgasmic vaginal fluid. With a slight tremor, her face finally returned to normal and her breathing became steady.
"She's released it. Looks like the drug has worn off," I said calmly, and loosened my grip
. Perhaps it was the aftereffect of the orgasm, and she slid powerlessly into the bathtub.
"You, you already know..." Wang Shiyun leaned against the bathtub wall paralyzed.
"At first I just felt something was wrong. When I turned off the lights, I saw that you were clearly reluctant. But
tonight you acted too proactively, and you were naked from the beginning. You were too frivolous and too eager.
It was really unlike you." I stared at Wang Shiyun. "Although the lights were not on and I couldn't see your face, I could hear
your breathing. I didn't cater to you, and you didn't masturbate. Why did your breathing rhythm become so chaotic? The only
explanation is that you took the medicine before I came back, and you were clearly You don't want to come but have to, and you're afraid of
not performing well, so you take medicine to stimulate your sexual desire, or maybe that old dog gave you
a
bad idea." Wang Shiyun was silent for a moment and sighed: "How do you know it was him, not the chairman, who asked me to come?" "For you, it's unwillingness, and for her, it's unnecessary." I narrowed my eyes, "Who else can ask you to do this except that
old dog ? Only he would be indifferent, so stupid." "He is quite stupid." Wang Shiyun
glanced at me.
"I'm not talking about him, I'm talking about you. You are so stupid," I sneered.
"Me?" Wang Shiyun was stunned.
"I can guess about 80% of what Old Dog Hao is thinking. It's all for Bai Ying.
Bai Ying has been hiding for a year and still doesn't dare to see me. She should not be with Hao Laogou, otherwise
the marriage would have ended long ago. Bai Ying would not be naive to think that after I caught her cheating and stabbed Hao Laogou, she could continue to fool around
and maintain the marriage.
She was afraid that I would divorce her.
Although I will not forgive it, Hao Laogou still wants to possess Bai Ying, so he must want to sabotage her, and it would be best to
discourage Bai Ying from continuing to be with me." "So, Hao Laogou thought of you. You look a lot like Bai Ying
, and this might attract me.
If I express rejection or disgust, he will infer that I resent Bai Ying, although his conclusion is correct
.
If something happens between you and me, he will tell Bai Ying that I have a substitute and don't need her anymore.
Even if something changes, what loss will Hao Laogou have?" I looked at Wang Shiyun coldly:
"But you, you clearly knew Hao Laogou's intention, but you listened to him and did this, willingly being his
tool. And the reason you became this tool was not because he valued your ability, but only because you have
a face that is somewhat similar to Bai Ying's. Don't you think you, a talented girl from Peking University, have fallen to this point? Are
n't you stupid enough?"
"Don't you know that, whether you succeed or fail, it should be unbearable humiliation for you,
or is it that you haven't felt enough humiliation yet?" Wang Shiyun fell silent. She didn't understand the reasoning, but
what could she do? The value of her existence was that if it weren't for this similar face, how could she
stand out among them and become a woman second only to Li Xuanshi, Bai Ying, and Xu Lin.
Such "status value" is so pathetic and so ridiculous, but this is her only
choice after her fall, she can't go back.
"Since you know everything," Wang Shiyun sighed, "why do you still treat me like this?" "You are not stupid
, but hopelessly stupid," I also sighed, "what does it have to do with you? Since you want to
provoke me, any response I give you is just a reasonable response.
"Old Dog Hao treats you as a bitch, he can fuck you at will, but I can't. How can I fuck a bitch?
How can I help you relieve your sexual desire without using this method? This is the greatest kindness I can give you, what else do you have to complain about
?" "I... I'm not a bitch, not..." Wang Shiyun gritted her teeth, tears in her eyes.
"It's a pity that your words don't count," I sneered, "I saw with my own eyes how Old Dog Hao fucked you
. You looked so lewd and lowly at that time, like a bitch.
You said you are not a bitch, then who is? Do you want to say Bai Ying is a bitch? If Bai Ying is a bitch, then I must
take back what I said. You are not even as good as a bitch. You are just a substitute for a bitch! " "Don't... don't say it anymore,"
Wang Shiyun tilted her head.
"Actually, there's no need for me to talk so much with you. It's just a waste of time." I smiled deeply, and then did one
thing, which was to hold the two brothers and shoot a strong shot at her naked body like a lamb. Yes
, I finally came.
What was ejaculated was not semen, but the liquid accumulated from the bladder, which brought with it a strong sense of humiliation. "
Sizzle ..." It shot onto her chest like a stream of water, and then back and forth left and right.
"Zuo Jing, you're crazy! You..." Wang Shiyun wanted to say something else, but was met with the same hot current.
"Don't you want me to cum? Then I will cum for you as you wish." Humiliation, humiliation, humiliation, insult...
If she has lost even the last bit of shame, then she is really hopeless and is a real
bitch.
"Sizzle..." The smelly urine hit her pretty face, chest, and
almost all over her body... Physical humiliation is meaningless, what I want is to humiliate her spirit... Yes, I tried my best
to affect everyone without favoritism. It lasted for about a minute or more before this "manna from heaven" came to an end.
Finally I shook it symbolically three times to end it.
Silence, a long silence. Wang Shiyun curled up into a ball. Apart from the initial scream, she no longer spoke,
no longer cursed, and even her lips did not move. She just hugged her knees with her hands.
Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and then, like the Yellow River bursting its banks, there was no way to stop it from flowing out.
Emotions reached such a point that she could no longer suppress the wounds all over her heart. The dam that had already been riddled with holes could no
longer hold back, and tears rolled down... "If you want to cry, you have to cry well, and cry out loud!" I stepped forward
and slapped her cheeks twice, "If you want to cry, cry out loud! If you want to shout, shout out loud..." The
long-awaited cry finally came out of the silence. It was not crying, nor sobbing, but wailing, crying heartbreakingly, crying
lung-breakingly... crying until all the pretense was gone. All the emotions faded away, and she cried so hard that all the barriers were broken... She cried so hard that
everything was drowned in this emotional rain of tears... She really cried this time, like a naughty child who was severely taught a lesson
and then could cry for an entire afternoon... Wang Shiyun was crying, crying with real sincerity. This time she finally didn't need
to pretend or cater to others. As for what she was crying about and why she was crying... that was her own business.
I have cried like this before... If a person is really hurt, he should cry freely, otherwise how can he vent such pain
... But, in the end, it is still not enough.
I took down the canopy and turned on the water control. The cool water poured down from her head, blurring her
eyelids, slapping her cheeks, and flowing down her chin. I couldn't tell whether it was the cold water from the canopy,
the tears , or even her saliva as she cried bitterly... The water began to wash over her body, washing away
the fishy smell of urine, but whether the dirt on her body was washed clean... that was her own problem.
The water in the tub changed several times, the spray from the showerhead bringing forth more tears than ever before… I put the showerhead back in place
and began to run warm water. She continued to cry, scrubbing herself, her face weeping even more fiercely… By this time
, I had already left the bathroom, and I could still vaguely hear her sobbing… How long had she been crying, how long had she been showering, or was she crying while showering
, showering while crying? I had no idea.
I am neither the Huang family's nanny nor Wang Shiyun's assistant.
A long time passed, until there was no more movement. I finally gave up waiting and pushed open the bathroom door. She wasn't crying
, nor was she bathing. The water in the tub had been patted clean. And then, unexpectedly, she was lying there, quietly
asleep... Helplessly, I grabbed her bathrobe and wrapped her up, then carried her to bed and covered her with the quilt... Sympathy? Mercy? No
, I felt neither pity for this woman nor any kind of Madonna. From beginning to end, I had only been humiliating her.
Humiliating this woman not only brought me a sense of spiritual vengeance, but more importantly, I needed to use
her to add a little meaning to this prisoner's revenge feast. Otherwise, revenge would be too dull and boring...
Whether Wang Shiyun could wake up, whether she regretted it, was of no importance to me. That only mattered to the Huang family father and daughter.
What I want is that after a long wait, I will be one step closer to the day I have been looking forward to.
For the rest of the night, Wang Shiyun slept soundly, lying on my bed, covered with my quilt.
I wonder if this counts as a dove occupying a magpie's nest? Yet, I sit alone on the balcony, in the vast darkness,
waiting for a glimmer of dawn, the light of daybreak. But when will the dawn of my life arrive? I
don't know, but I sit there quietly, smoking silently.
Those were the cheap Baisha cigarettes, the kind I smoked in prison. They were only ten yuan, not expensive, and the taste was
ordinary. I don't know why, but I just liked smoking them. Just like tonight, I don't know why, but I just wanted to smoke them.
The smoke is gone, and no one can see the pain in my eyes.
When the first ray of sunlight came in in the morning, the woman woke up from her sleep. She did not dream this time
, neither a good dream nor a nightmare. She just slept simply, and when she opened her eyes again,
she woke up at this moment.
"Awake?" I asked softly. Okay, this was nonsense, but I couldn't find a suitable opening line. At least
this nonsense could lighten the atmosphere.
"Hmm," she replied softly, her tone a little lazy.
"We don't have any women's clothes for you to change into. What you wore yesterday is still here," I said indifferently. "You can put them back on first
and change later." "Hmm," another word.
"If you say it again, I'll spank you." "If you want to spank..." Her face turned slightly red. "
I have no objection." I was speechless for a moment. This woman must be crazy.
"I was just teasing you." Perhaps seeing my speechless look, Wang Shiyun finally sighed lightly, "
Thank ..." "Thank me?" This surprised me.
"Thank you for making me cry. I haven't cried like this in a long time." Wang Shiyun seemed to be thinking about something, "This
feeling... is very good." I ignored this crazy woman and lit a Baisha. I didn't smoke for a long time.
I only smoked two, one in the early morning and one in the morning.
"As I cried, my heart felt empty, and I understood a lot... Although what you did to me was excessive,"
Wang Shiyun sighed softly, "but I still want to thank you... Thank you for helping me understand myself better." "Whatever
, as long as you're happy." I didn't care. It was none of my business. No, it was none of my business.
"Can you give me one?" the woman suddenly asked.
I could still meet this small request and handed over the cigarette box and lighter.
"Baisha? You actually smoke this kind of cigarette?" Wang Shiyun was a little surprised, then she stopped talking nonsense, took a cigarette and lit
it.
Men smoke because they are addicted to smoking and because they like smoking, but women smoke with a touch of
casualness When the clouds of smoke rise from between their fingers and slowly dissipate and disappear,
an emotion resonates in their hearts and rises. They are all people with stories to tell.
"I'm going back after I finish smoking this cigarette," Wang Shiyun looked at me and asked softly, "If you ask,
what do you want me to say?" "You can say anything, I don't care," I said softly.
This is a prisoner's game and a gamble of human hearts. Open or covert struggles are merely means.
In this prison, Wang Shiyun, at least for now, is just an interlude and has never been important. But
what the listeners think when they hear the music is another matter.
"But I guess, you will not end up well anyway." After a series of twists and turns,
Wang Shiyun drove away from the villa. On the way back, she received a call from Hao Laogou, asking about the progress of last night.
So she said that she tried her best but failed to win me over, and it was all in vain. As for
what , she didn't say a word.
The bathroom, the bathroom again. The bathroom is really a good place to give birth to a secret, especially when I am facing a woman
. "Damn, this little bastard is so patient. Forget it, I don't have any hope in you anyway." Hao Jianghua
was a little angry and annoyed on the phone. "I'll think of a way to deal with this kid when I come back... um, huh..." Wang Shiyun heard the last
two interjections.
She knew very well what situation Hao Jianghua was in.
This time, Hao Jianghua took Cen Xiaowei with him on his business trip. Hao Jianghua once said privately that
this little goblin had 80% of her mother's kung fu skills, but she didn't know the real cause of her mother's death. It was really pitiful and sad
.
In the matter of Cen Qingqing, everyone kept Cen Xiaowei in the dark, but she was trying to please Hao Jianghua. I really
don't know what Cen Xiaowei would do if she found out the truth one day.
Women are in the situation without realizing it. If she hadn't been stimulated by Zuo Jing's humiliation last
night and hadn't cried so loudly, would she have continued to sink like Cen Xiaowei... No, she is
worse off than Cen Xiaowei. Cen Xiaowei is just a person, but she is a substitute for another woman. Even her daughter
will become a substitute for that woman in the future. If she doesn't change... "What, you actually did this
!" When Wang Shiyun recounted what happened last night to Li Xuanshi, the woman in front of her was furious.
Of course, Wang Shiyun also kept the bathroom scene secret.
"Wang Shiyun, do you still remember who you belong to! Such a big thing, and you
didn't even inform me beforehand." Li Xuanshi was furious. "Hao Jianghua asked you to do it, and you did it. Do you have any
brains ? He is an idiot, are you one too?" "Sister Xuanshi, grandpa said so, so I couldn't disobey him
." Wang Shiyun could only smile apologetically.
"In the company, you have to call me chairman. If my subordinates hear it, it would be terrible if it gets out.
There are already some rumors outside, so you should be careful about what you say." Li Xuanshi suppressed her unhappiness, "
You can't be blamed entirely for this. Don't I know what Old Hao is worried about?
"This Yingying asked me to help mend her relationship with Jingjing. As soon as I mentioned this to Lao Hao, he
intervened is really lustful. He was ruined by that thing of his a long time ago." Although she was angry, Li Xuanshi still couldn't
vent her anger on Wang Shiyun. After all, she was her most capable confidant. Her career was impeccable. The company's performance
doubled , and Wang Shiyun's contribution was indispensable. Not to mention that in front of Lao Hao, sister Xuanshi and sister Shiyun
were always on the same side, especially since Bai Ying had been hiding for a year. Together with Hao Jianghua's lust for "mother-in-law and daughter-in-law sharing a husband", he could only
use Wang Shiyun to play the role of Bai Ying's daughter-in-law.
Hao Jianghua, this old pervert, is too crazy about playing with women. All of these women are outstanding in appearance. Although Li Xuanshi
can control them, she cannot always do it herself and has to rely on Wang Shiyun.
"Fortunately, this matter did not succeed in the end, and Jingjing did not mistakenly think that it was arranged by me. But now,
it will be even more difficult for me to reconcile him and Lao Hao. Well, let's talk about this later," Li Xuanshi thought for a while.
When I arrived at the office of the Three-legged Cat Company, I was looking at the information while thinking about it in my mind.
Wang Shiyun, this woman, is not as stupid as she thinks. Among the women in Hao Jianghua's group, if we
talk about smartness, it is only her and Xu Lin. Li Xuanshi can only be considered half smart. Her smartness lies only in calculation.
A little thought will reveal that Huang Junru's persuasion for half a year has failed to make her change her mind, which shows how deeply she is in love.
Maybe she has some nostalgia for the past, but which of those women doesn't have it?
I'm just afraid that if I run into that stinky dick of Old Hao, the same thing will happen, so I have to change my approach.
Relationships between people often begin to break down from the cracks. For men, it is because of frustration, different status,
different regions, and different circles that eventually lead to gradual distance. For women, it is because of loss of favor, loss of
attention , and loss of the value of being needed, and that's all she is.
"So, we still need to add a few more fuel to the fire," I thought thoughtfully as I continued browsing the information. Soon, I noticed a document.