Why do we humans live? Are we created to do awful things to each other all the time? I long for answers to my questions yet they are never there, it's like trying a way out from darkness knowing there is no way out. So why, why are we humans alive or is there actually no answer to that question?
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"Charry, again? Out there in the dark? Alone too! Can't you for once stay to the rules?" Saniko says in a angry tone, though it's plain obvious that he is more concerned then actually angry. I was sitting alone, him Infront of me Candice forced to go out the room for this as I spoke "It's your sword technics we learned, if we can't even use them agents our enemy why should we even learn it in the first place?" I did know the answer myself though "because it's reckless going into deeper into the forest, you know damn well what happened last time!" Saniko continues, I personally zoned out already, I knew he will start going on and on about how "I'm irresponsible and have to take bigger responsibilitys". "Is that clear, Charry?" Saniko says, "yes, sir, no sneaking out around night" I say forcefully, not actually gonna follow up my words like always.
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That same night was daker then it usually is, Candice being in the same form room, already fast asleep as I myself rewinded every word Saniko said. More responsible my ass. I sit up from the bed to look out the window, just like 4 years ago, but my light blue eyes not having the same spark as back then. Mommy.. why is the sky so blue today?
I never got the answer on that question from her, I don't think I ever will too. Maybe one day I will meet her myself
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"charry! CHARRY, God damnit did she stay awake late again? Its like she has a death-wish or something!" I hear a voice say, sharply, with the Spanish accent and everything. "What..?" I manage to get out as I try to open my eyes as I meet Candice's brown eyes staring at me "god FINELLY your ass is awake! I thought you died or something" she didn't mean that litterly, ofc she didn't did she? Her sarcasm has to stop sometimes. I get my hand to my face and rub my eyes and yawn "what time is it?" I simply ask then "breakfast is soon served, remember that we gonna meet other swordsmen today! You can't just walk around like a zombie you know!" Candice said dramatically then with a pount. Right, the other swordsmen.. wonder who they are then I guess. I finelly sit up as Candice kept on and on about how we have to be on us ' best behavior ' while I only tried to awake up enough to stand up to even start the day she really does have the energy of a kid sometimes doesn't she? Sometimes I wonder, could that energy also be transferred?
After a while in our dorm we finelly got out to eat, while we where walking down the hallway, I couldn't help but notice the dark woods texture, not to slim but not to sharp. The light from the windows being stronger then ever, maybe because it was starting to be summer, but maybe also because it's this early 4 years here and I'm still not a morning person, how exhausting.
"Well good morning to you two is see" a mans voice came through my thoughts before I could react. "Hey who are you!" Candice asked before I could open my mouth at all "oh? Haven't Saniko already said that other swordsmen are coming? Sorry for not making it clear then" he had blondish hair, a very snarky one too and that was clear just by the voice of his he is one of the other masters isn't he? "My name is Ards, I'm a master-" but before he could finish his sentence I spoke for him "your one of the masters in swordsmenship aren't you?" A small flicker of silence between all of us three until Ards spoke again "that's very Indeed correct, young lady, see you both at breakfast"
I hate that voice already..