It been so long since I knew the feeling of being alive, what happened to does days I once knew?
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"Mom.. why is the sky so blue today? And sometimes so dark?" I asked with big wonderful eyes into the sky outside the window while clunching into a plushie, as my mother turns around to look at me for a second then going back to do lunch. "You will learn that in school one day, Charry" she answered with a calm and soft voice oneI wish I could hear once again. "But I wanna know why" I whine again not knowing that would be my last time of hearing her voice or seeing her face ever again.
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"MOM! MOM! Where are you? Please don't leave me out here!" I screamed, my once thoughtful eyes to tearful one. Where is she? I have to find her , she HAS to be somewhere around if I just knew what was gonna happen, only if my young brain could have ran away without her mother .. away from the fire around, then maybe, maybe I wouldn't be standing where I am today. I ran around the fire, my lungs feel like giving up, I had it so hard to breath. until I finelly saw her on the ground on the grass outside, her stomach cut open as the storm of people and panic happened around us, the fire was everywhere. "This.. can't be happening, she promised to always be at my side! She promised!" Was my last thoughts before someone around my age ran with me, away from her.
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Only if I could change that past, to maybe.. just maybe able to save her just in time.
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"Charry? What are you doing here again? Seriously you have to stop out sneaking out like that, master doesnt accept that behaviour, you know this already" Candice said while I was sitting on the edge of that same cliff master or "Saniko" found me on 4 years ago with her the same kid who saved my life. "I'm very aware of that, Candice.. I just wanted to see the stars tonight" I simply answer her, my white bang being right above my right eye as the moon was bright as ever making it loon like snow itself. "Like every night, Master is worried, y'know? You can't go around going on like this forever" she said, this strict voice she had like always yet she will never know why I come here every night, and that is a thing I will keep till my grave.
The moon this night was strong and vibrant only if it could look like that forever, making Candice hair brighter brown then usual. "Aren't you gonna answer me or what?" She said with a slide glance at me. "Do I have to answer?" I simply said, not much meaning into the words not that I really cared to put a afford into putting emotions into my words. "Stand up" she commanded next she want me to do what now.. "I said up, don't stare at me like that!" She says again. "What's your problem all the sudden?" I say as I do stand up from the ground, but this time she doesn't bother to answer me. Just takes me hand and and drags me back to the dorms.