It was a beautiful summer day and Jenny, who was getting ready for her best friend's party, wore her best dress.
She couldn't wait to see the smile on her best friend's face when she sees the gift she got for her. She had been waiting for this day to surprise Anna, but life had already set up a bigger surprise in her way.
WTF am I doing? I haven't even talked about the star of the book.
Well Jenny was the only child of her parents and she was smart but she wasn't like other nerds who were party poppers cause with Anna by her side, she had the most fun any teenage girl would ever have.
By the way, Anna's her best friend, the governor's daughter, so she was pretty popular.
Unlike other stories, Anna and Jenny weren't friends since childhood. They just became friends in high school. They met a year ago and since then, they got along so well. They loved each other alot but Jenny's centre of attraction was diverting from friendship. And recently, she has been finding some girls attractive, she tried to shake off the feeling of being lesbian but it seems like her hormones won't let her. She wanted to tell Anna about her recent feelings and behaviours but Anna hated the sight of lesbians. She didn't understand why a girl would like another girl, it seemed weird to her.
Jenny went to Anna's birthday party very confident, happy and beautiful. Not knowing what was going to happen.
Her dad drove her to the venue, and you must be wondering "Why's her dad driving her to the venue? Can't her driver do that?" Well she doesn't have a driver, she is rich but isn't as rich as Anna.
Well Anna, being the governor's daughter was rich, so she hosted her Sweet Sixteen birthday party in the Four Seasons Hotel in Austin. The party was held in a private suite, it was like a ballroom-style suite. The place was amazing with high ceilings, large windows, elegant glass doors, photo booth, elegant decors and chandeliers, and private balconies with stunning views of the Lady Bird Lake.
Jenny came into the suite stunned and amazed- The place was beautiful. And the tangerine scent added a touch of elegance and sophistication to the already-luxurious suite, making it the perfect setting for the birthday party.
And when Jenny saw Anna, her eyes lit up. Anna dressed like a bridgerton queen, she wore an empire waist ball gown and she did a pony tail and put a hair bow on it.
She began admiring her as Anna walked towards her.
Anna: Hey! No one steals the celebrant's outfit.
Jenny: Sorry for wearing the dress, I didn't mean to make you mad. I just wanted to wear a simple dress, I didn't know you'd also be wearing this dress.
Anna: It's okay. I'm not really mad. Besides, I wore a long gown and you wore a short dress. There isn't much similarity between the two of them.
Jenny: Okay.
Anna: So, welcome to my birthday party.
Jenny: Amazing.
Anna: I know right, this place is amazing.
What Anna didn't know was that Jenny wasn't talking about the suite, she was talking about her.
Jenny:(In her mind) Wait! What am I doing? Anna's my best friend not some bombshell, even though she's damn pretty, she's not like- you know. She's not a lesbian.
Anna: Why are you standing here? Come explore or should I say exploit this place with me.
Jenny:(In her mind) No, thanks. I've already exploited alot of things today, like your body.
Anna: Umm... Jenny? Are you there?
Then she snapped her fingers at her face.
Jenny: Um? W-what? Sorry, just zoned out.
Anna: Zoned out? That's unlike you. Is everything okay?
Jenny: Yeah. Why won't everything be okay? I'm at my bestie's birthday party. Let's go have some fun.
Anna: Now that's the Jenny I know. But first, let's go to the photo booth. I want to take some pictures, then-
Caleb came from behind and pulled Anna, and kissed her.
Caleb: Haven't seen for a while.
Anna: Yeah, I was just welcoming my bestie into the party. (Turns to look at Jenny who was a little bit frustrated) Um, Jenny? This is my boyfriend, Caleb. Caleb, this is my best friend, Jenny.
Caleb: Hey.
Jenny: Nice to meet you.
Caleb: How come this is my first time seeing you?
Jenny: I don't know. Maybe it's because I don't attend all Anna's party or something.
Anna: Okay, Jenny. We'll catch up later, me and Caleb have something to settle.
Caleb: It'll be unforgettable... (He said as they disappeared out of Jenny's sight).
Jenny feeling betrayed and frustrated, enjoyed the party alone.
She felt jealous of Caleb, because Anna left her because of him. Then she started hearing those voices in her head. "You cannot runaway from the truth now. You're a lesbian and you have to accept the fact that you're one, other than pushing the thought away. Stop lying to yourself, you like Anna. I know it, you know it- We both know it."
She tried to fight back the voices but they grew louder and louder until the only thing she could hear was them. For the first time, Jenny took alcohol, she thought drinking was gonna solve the problem, but the voices were wiser. "Drinking won't solve the problem. Just tell her you like her!"
Jenny:(In her mind) No, I don't like Anna. She's my best friend, nothing more.
"You may say that, but your heart doesn't tell me that. It's telling me 'I want her.' And I know you want her."
Jenny:(In her mind) No, I don't. Besides, she has a boyfriend.
"And so what?"
Jenny:(In her mind) She hates lesbians.
"If she's truly your friend, she'll understand and support you and... She'll love you"
Jenny:(In her mind) Shut up, you're just tryna get my hopes up.
"No, I'm not"
Jenny:(In her mind) Well let me remind you, people never change. And I don't want to hear another word.
The voices kept quiet for a little while, but when it was time for Anna to cut her cake infront of the guests, the voices came back bigger and stronger. "Tell her! Tell her how you feel..."
Anna; Umm... Jenny? Jenny!!
Jenny:(Comes back to reality) Um, y-yes?
Anna: I've been calling you for a thousand times.
Jenny: Sorry, just zoned out again.
Anna: Come on stage and join me cut my cake.
Jenny: Yeah, sure.
Jenny went on stage and joined Anna to cut her cake. As Anna was about to cut her cake, the paparazzi were already ready to take pictures of her.
Then the voices came back stronger than before and were talking all at once.
"Do it!" "Tell her!" "It may be too late." "Don't waste your time." "Tell her now!" "Now or never!!".
Out of panicking, pressure and anxiety, Jenny kissed Anna. Unluckily, when she kissed Anna, was when all the paparazzi and media teams decided to take photos and videos not knowing Jenny was gonna do something crazy.
All the guests, media teams and paparazzi gasped. Now pictures and videos of them kissing was all over the internet.
Then Anna pulled away steaming with anger, very furious. Jenny, not knowing what she had done or how it happened, got lashed out by Anna.
Anna: Are you crazy? What has gotten into you?! What is wrong with you?!! You know how much I hate the sight of lesbians but yet you still do this to me. And you decided to do this on my birthday party? And you know I already have a boyfriend, but yet you still decided to do this? Oh My Gosh!! You're soo weird and disgusting. You just ruined my day and my mood, totally.
Jenny: I-i'm so so so so sorry, Anna. It was a mistake. I didn't mean to-
Without thinking twice, Anna pushed Jenny's head to her cake and Jenny's face became covered with cake and the paparazzi also took pics of that. And it was soo embarrassing.
Anna: Leave and never come back! Guards! Take her away.
Then the bodyguards lifted Jenny and threw her out of the party. And Anna came to the exit and saw her.
Anna: I thought you were a good friend, not knowing you wanted to ruin my life, my reputation and my party. Take your gift and get out of my life, my sight and my surroundings. I don't want you close to me ever again.
Then she threw the gift at her.
Jenny:(Crying) Anna, stop. I didn't mean to do it.
Anna: Same. Now, leave!
Jenny didn't bother calling her dad to pick her up, she walked back home with tears, shame, embarrassment and people pointing fingers at her. Jenny just wanted Anna to open the present with a huge smile plastered on her face, but she didn't know she'd throw it, treat it soon worthless at the end. She tried her best to be a good friend but her feelings weren't letting her do such. She never thought the day would have ended this way, if not, she would have stayed in bed all day. Now she's going to regret it every day and the same pain and shame was going to wash over her, and cling on to her body like a tick every single day.
After that, Jenny spent her whole time and day in her room refusing to come out no matter what her parents said.
Jasmine: Sweetie, you don't have to beat yourself up because of that. It wasn't your fault.
Jenny: As long as it's not coming from Anna then I'm still at fault.
Jasmine: No, honey please-
Jenny:(Interrupts) Go away.
Jasmine: Jenny-
Jenny:(Interrupts) Go away!!
Jasmine: Just know that I'm here if you need me. Okay?
Jenny:(No response).
Jasmine: I'll take that as a yes.
Days, weeks and months passed and Jenny still refused to come out of her room.
Jasmine:(Crying) Jake, I can't bear to see Jenny like this. Please, tell her to come out of her room. Even if she won't listen, please, just do something. I'm tired of hearing her cry all day. Please, do something.
Jake: Let's get her a personal therapist to talk to her and make her feel better.
Later on, Jenny's parents hired a personal therapist for Jenny who had sessions with her every day for about 2 hours.
Mr. Lucas:(Enters the room) Hello, Jenny. How're you doing?
Jenny:(Surprised). Who are you? What are you doing in my room? Where are my parents?
Mr. Lucas: Well, I'm your personal therapist.
Jenny: Why would you want to have a client like me? You know what I did, right?
Mr. Lucas: Yes, I know what you did. And I'm here to help.
Jenny: I don't want your help.
Mr. Lucas: Neither do I want to help you, but I need money so I must. Same goes with you, you don't want help, you need it or you'll spend the rest of your life in this room.
Jenny: Why do I even need a damn therapist?
Mr. Lucas: Maybe you should ask your parents that.
Jenny: Get out of my room.
Mr. Lucas: What?
Jenny: Get the fuck out of my room!!
Mr. Lucas: My sincerest apologies but I don't see any reason why I should leave-
Jenny:(Interrupts) And I don't see any reason why you should stay.
Mr. Lucas: But I can't leave.
Jenny: Leave! Get out!!
Mr. Lucas: I can't leave.
Jenny: Why?!
Mr. Lucas: Because the door is locked, okay?
Jenny: Why is the door locked?!
Mr. Lucas: I guess your parents must have locked it from outside.
Jenny:(Sighs).
Mr. Lucas: Are you ready to talk or are you just gonna keep screaming and pushing me away.
Jenny:(Sadly) What do you want to know?
Mr. Lucas: Everything.
From there on, Mr. Lucas began visiting Jenny every day and she'd tell him how much she missed Anna or how scared she was of leaving her room. She'd just go on, and on, and on about everything and Mr. Lucas would just listen.
This continued for 2 weeks and Jenny was feeling a little bit better.
Mr. Lucas: So how do you feel now?
Jenny: Just sad and all. Nothing more.
Mr. Lucas: Jenny, you've been telling me that for the past 2 weeks. Is everything really okay? Are you okay?.
Jenny: Yes, I am. Never felt better. I'm even improving-
Mr. Lucas:(Interrupts) Jenny, you can tell me anything.
Jenny: I know that, and I'm telling you everything.
Mr. Lucas: Really? But your eyes don't tell me that. I see the way you look at me, all the time.
Jenny: What do you mean?
Mr. Lucas: Jenny, I can see you. Just remember, you can tell me anything. (Gets up).
As he was about to leave, Jenny called out to him.
Jenny: Wait! There's something I have to tell you.
Mr. Lucas: (Sits down on the chair) I'm listening.
Jenny: Everything's supposed to be fine cause I'm improving, feeling a little bit better and I'm even talking to my parents now. But... I don't just feel good. Something's wrong with my body. I'm always aroused and always feel this sensation in my genital. And I'm not always comfortable, I'm always stressed. And whenever it happens, I look at you and have "these thoughts".
After that session, Mr. Lucas told Jake and Jasmine about what Jenny told him. The next day, they tried to take her to the hospital for check-up but Jenny refused to leave her room.
Jasmine: Come on, Jenny. Just one check up. One and that's it.
Jake: That's just it. We're not making any stop.
Jenny: No, dad, I can't leave my room.
Jasmine: Jake? What do we do? Jenny doesn't want to leave her room.
Jake: I know what to do.
Since Jenny couldn't go to the hospital, they brought the hospital to her. Her dad called a doctor to come to their house and check-up on Jenny and run a few tests. He entered her room and after talking with her and having examined her body, he knew what was wrong.
Dr. Johnson:(Comes out of Jenny's room).
Jasmine: Doctor, what's the matter?
Jake: Will she be okay?
Dr. Johnson: She is okay but she may not be okay.
Jasmine: What do you mean?
Dr. Johnson: I've examined her and the results are PGAD.
Jasmine: PGAD?
Dr. Johnson: Yes, Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder.
Jasmine: Oh My God!
Dr. Johnson: Maybe she might have had it through blood, maybe it runs in the family. Do any of you have PGAD?
Jake: No.
Jasmine: I don't have it but my mother did.
Dr. Johnson: Then I guess she had it from your mom. I'll take my leave now. Take good care of Jenny for me, will you?
Jake: Yes, we will.
Jasmine: Thanks for coming.
Dr. Johnson: Goodbye. (Leaves the house).
Later in the evening, Mr. Lucas came to Jenny's house for their daily therapeutic sessions.
Mr. Lucas: Your parents told me that the doctor came today and he examined you and said you have PGAD. Is that right?
Jenny: Yeah.
Mr. Lucas: So how do you feel now you have PGAD.
Jenny:(Sadly) You're always asking how I feel? You didn't even ask if I knew what I'm feeling or if I knew what how felt. (Crying) Cause right now I don't know how to describe my emotions or the way I feel. If you were in my shoes, what will you do?
Mr. Lucas: No, Jenny, stop crying. It's been weeks since I last saw you cry, so please. You're doing so well, you've improved soo much, you could even come out of your room before next week, please. Don't allow this disease- this condition to hold you back, don't allow it to be a burden. You have to control yourself and emotions. Remember, you've gotten this far, you can only keep going forward or go back to square 1.
Jenny: What should I do, Mr. Lucas?
Mr. Lucas: Just figure something out. You know yourself more than I do. I'll see you later tomorrow. Come on, bring it in (Then she hugged him). Be strong, remember, you can do it and you are the only one who can change things or make a difference in your life. Whatever happens is just an effect of the changes and your decisions. Come on now, I have to go home Jenny.
Jenny: Sorry, I got carried away.
Mr. Lucas: It's okay. Don't overthink things, okay?
Jenny: Yes, sir.
Mr. Lucas: Goodbye. (Leaves her room).
Jenny took Mr. Lucas's words to mind and decided not to make the condition a burden to her and even if it was, she was going make fun out of it and still be happy. She took her phone, went online and placed an order. Then she called for her mom.
Jenny: Mom?! Are you there?
Jasmine: Yeah. What happened?
Jenny: I just placed an order, can you please help me receive the package when it arrives.
Jasmine: Sure.
After some minutes, the package arrived and Jasmine signed and received it from the delivery man and knocked at Jenny's door.
Jasmine: Honey, the package is here.
Jenny: Okay, I'm coming. (Opens the door) Thanks, mom. (Collects the box).
Jasmine: It's okay, I'm glad I could help you receive a package.
Jenny: Thanks, bye. (Closes the door).
She opened the package and brought out what seemed to be a vibrator.
Jenny: Yeah, finally.
Jenny waited until midnight, until everyone has slept before she could put it to use.
Jenny: Finally, it's midnight. Now I get to try you out. But first, let's run a security check. Windows closed, check. Curtains closed, check. Doors locked, check. And everyone's asleep, check.
She goes online on her laptop and opens an incognito tab and searches for "how to have fun using a vibrator". When she searched for that, her eyes widened in surprise. She saw videos and pictures of naked people using a vibrator. She read a lot of things online that made her mind go rotten.
Afterwards, she took off her underwear, leaving her shirt on and turned on her vibrator. She got in position and took it deepbinto her cunt and she screamed a little.
Jenny:(Screams) Ah!
She began taking it in and out slowly as she began to moan. She started going faster.
Jenny:(Moans) AHH! Yesss! Yeeeesssss! Mmhhhh!
She began to reach the edge of nirvana and she went more faster and took it more deeper.
Jenny:(Moans) Ahhhhhh! Yes, babyyy! Yes! Yes! Yes! I love you soo much- ahhhh! Baby don't stop! Please don't stop! Don't stoppppppppp!
She began going much more faster.
Jenny:(Moans) Ahhhhh! Yeahhhhhhh! Make me weeet! Mmhhhh!! Faster! Faster! Oh My God- Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
As Jenny was quenching her sexual desires, thinking everyone was asleep, but her mother was awake.
Jasmine: Jake? What's that noise? Jake?
She turned to Jake, who was fast asleep.
Jake:(Snoring).
Jasmine: Ughh! He's asleep. Why is the noise coming from Jenny's room? (She looked over at her window and saw that Jenny's lights were still on) What is she doing by this time of the night? And why did she close her curtains? Let me go talk to her.
She got up from bed, wore her slippers and went to meet Jenny who was still masturbating.
Jenny:(Moans) Oh yesssssssss! Yes! Cum into me! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Meanwhile, Jasmine was at the corridor listening to her moans
Jasmine:(In her mind) Jesus Christ!! She's masturbating. Why? Let me go to her room and act like nothing happened to see if she'll tell me anything. (Knocks on Jenny's room door) Jenny? Are you in there?
Jenny:(Whispering softly) What the fuck? What is she doing here? Where are my clothes? Where's my underwear?
Jasmine: Jenny? Please open up.
Jenny got dressed quickly and began to act like she was sleeping.
Jenny:(Opens the door). (Yawns) Mom! What are you doing here at this time of the night?
Jasmine: I was hearing some sounds coming from your room and your lights were on.
Jenny: I slept off watching a movie and I was sleeping typing, so I mistakenly turned up the volume. Sorry.
Jasmine: Well, turn it down. I have to sleep.
Jenny: Yes, mom. (Yawns) I should probably go to bed now. Good night.
Jasmine: Good night. Sleep tight.
Jenny: Sleep tight. (Closes the door).
Jasmine:(In her mind) Oh My God!! Jenny lied to me!! I'll still get her to confess, then I'll tell Jake. But for now, let me have some rest.
She went into her room and slept.
Jenny:(Sighs of relief) Phew! Mom would've caught me if I had let my guard down back there. But why was mom awake by this time of the night? What was she doing? Last time I checked, she was sleeping sound with dad. How come she wakes up? I'll think about that in the morning. But for now, it's just me and this vibrator. And this time I'll take it slow and I'll still be wet.
She used the vibrator to massage her clit and entrance. And every time she puts it in to her cunt, she came, alot. She was soo wet to the point that if she puts the vibrator into her cunt, it will come out, dripping with her cum. She used the vibrator through out the night and slept off with it, still vibrating in her cunt.
The Next Day...
Jenny woke up and started moaning
Jenny:(Moans) Ahhhh! (Takes it out) This stuff is amazing.
She removed the bedspread (blanket) covering her body and saw that the bed was wet because she came soo much last night.
Jenny: I guess I'll need more of these bad guys.
Jasmine: Jenny? Are you up? (Walking towards her room).
Jenny: Fuck!
Jenny then used the bedspread to cover the wet bed so that her mom won't see it.
Jasmine:(Opens the door) Oh, you're up. Come down for breakfast.
Jenny: Yeah.
Jasmine: (Leaves the room).
Jenny:(Sighs of relief) Phew! That was close-
Jasmine:(Opens the door) One last thing. Please give me your bedspread and your bedsheets. I want to do the laundry.
Jenny:(In her mind) What the fuck?
Jasmine: Um, Jenny? I'm talking to you.
Jenny: I heard you. I'll give it to you once I've had my bath.
Jasmine: Don't worry, I'll just take it.(Comes into the room and takes the bedsheets and bedspread).
Jenny:(In her mind) Fuck! She's going to find out. I'm dead meat.
Jasmine: Why is it wet?
Jenny: I peed on it.
Jasmine: You peed on it?
Jenny: Yeah. Not purposely, though. Did it while I was asleep.
Jasmine: You still bed-wet?
Jenny: No, it's just that I drank a lot of water last night before I went to bed, and I also didn't use the toilet before going to bed. So I peed on it.
Jasmine:(Confused).
Jenny: It's complicated.
Jasmine: Next time, use the toilet before you go to bed. Okay?
Jenny: Yeah, sure. I won't forget it again. And I'll be down for breakfast in 30 minutes.
Jasmine:(Leaves the room).
Jenny: Thank God she didn't suspect anything or see my vibrator, it was just on the cupboard by the bed. If she had seen it, I would've been dead meat. Let me go take my bath.
Jenny went to take her bath. While Jasmine was in the laundry room, thinking about what Jenny said.
Jasmine: She lied to me. Again!! That naughty girl sexing with that rubber dick, doing whatever she wants. How did she even get that stuff?
Jasmine then remembered when Jenny told her to receive the package.
Jasmine: So that rubber dick was the thing in that package? She didn't even tell me before she bought it.