Losser didn't Lose

Hii my name is KI-JAN. I was different since childhood. In my childhood I did not know what I am. Then I realized that I am a human being These things were told to me in school. The intelligent creatures who rule this world are us humans.I felt very surprised. But this story has just begun. I was not good at studies or else it should be said that I am not good at anything.The reason for this was my laziness, my family members provided me with all the things but I was not worthy of them.I was born in a poor family but whatever they did for me was a lot for me but I could not do anything for them. I wish I could do something.I am a school passed out student I didn't go to college. I do a small job in this IT sector And I am not happy with that.