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—Lyra's POV—
The blade was still warm in my grip as I stepped back through the narrow entrance of the den.
The cold had faded. Not because the temperature had changed, but because I had.
Inside, the fire had burned low, casting long shadows that trembled against the stone walls. But the shadows no longer threatened me. They moved with me.
Elior was awake.
He lay nestled in the furs where I'd left him, not crying, not stirring. Just watching. His tiny hands clenched and unclenched as if testing the world, as if commanding it already.
When he saw me, he stilled.
His wide, ancient eyes blinked once—slowly.
And then—
He smiled.
Not the random twitch of a newborn's lips. But something... deliberate.
The blade pulsed faintly in my palm, as if echoing him.
I knelt beside him, gently brushing my fingers through the soft curls crowning his tiny head.
"You waited, little flame," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. "Now I rise for you."
He gurgled softly in response, and for a breath, the air felt sacred.
I looked down at myself.
My skin still bore soot and sweat. My arm throbbed where the sigil had been burned into it. I could still feel the echo of the blade's heat, the pull of the forest's will.
But it no longer felt foreign.
I wasn't just a mother.
I wasn't just a runaway, a fugitive of fate.
I was something more.
The Hollow had chosen me.
And I would not be its victim.
I would be a weapon.
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I buried the old furs.
Not because they were ruined.
But because they belonged to who I was before this night.
The Lyra who screamed in fear. Who begged the forest not to take her child. Who trembled at the howl of wolves and the weight of destiny.
She had had bled into those furs.
And she would not return.
I cleaned the blood from the den walls, scrubbing with snow and ash, my hands raw but steady. Each mark I erased felt like a closing chapter. Like a curtain falling on a tragedy I refused to keep repeating.
Elior watched me the whole time.
Silent.
Knowing.
When I was done, I wrapped him in the ceremonial cloth Varyn had left behind—folded in the shadows near the den's altar. The cloth shimmered faintly in the firelight: dark silk dyed with Hollow-ink, threads of bleached bone woven in ancient sigils.
It was armor in the form of fabric.
Protection in symbolism.
A promise to the Hollow and to him.
Then, I sat.
And I braided my hair.
Slowly.
Carefully.
Knot by knot.
I tied it back like a warrior would. Like my mother used to, before battle. Before famine. Before her voice became memory and her name became ash.
Like the queens in the old songs.
The ones the elders no longer sang.
I tied the braid with a leather strip from my old cloak, and when I rose, I did not feel the weight of grief.
I felt ready.
When I stepped outside again, the moonlight didn't sting my eyes.
It bowed.
And the shadows parted for me.
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The forest had changed.
No longer silent.
No longer sleeping.
The trees whispered now—leaves rustling without wind, bark creaking like ancient bones waking from slumber. The air was thick with scent: pine, blood, frost, and something older.
Magic.
Or wrath.
Or both.
Then I heard it.
The howl.
Distant, but clear.
A sound that once would've made my heart leap in joy.
Now it made me still.
Lucian.
His voice in the wild.
Not calling for me.
But searching.
Still lost. Still burning.
His pain rode the wind like a wounded bird, aching and directionless.
But I was no longer the girl who needed saving.
I was the fire he left behind.
I stood tall beneath the moon, blade at my back, my child in my arms.
I no longer belonged to him.
Or anyone.
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The Hollow stirred beneath my feet.
A tremor rippled through the soil, subtle at first—then strong enough to make the snow shift.
The trees groaned.
The shadows leaned in.
And somewhere—woven between branches and breath—I heard Varyn's voice.
Not spoken.
But remembered.
"You've awakened her, forest. Now protect her."
The earth pulsed once more.
Like it was answering him.
Like it heard.
A sudden gust swept across the clearing, lifting loose snow into a spiral. My braid whipped around my face, and for a moment, the air shimmered gold.
I looked up.
The moon was watching me.
And I did not blink.
I shifted Elior in my arms, holding him close. His eyes were closed now, but he breathed deep. Calm. Secure.
The wind whispered through the trees.
And I knew.
This night would be remembered.
Not as the night I gave birth.
Not as the night I fled.
But as the night I was reborn.
And then—
A shadow stepped into the clearing.
I froze.
Elior stirred against me.
Lucian.
His eyes locked on mine.
His chest heaved, hair disheveled, blood dried across one cheek. He looked like a man who had walked through hell.
But I didn't reach for him.
I didn't run.
I didn't kneel.
He took one step closer.
And I drew the blade.
The mark on my arm flared.
The forest hushed.
Lucian stopped.
And I said the words I never thought I would:
"You shouldn't have come."
He looked at me, pain written across every line of his face.
"Lyra…"
But I was already turning.
Already walking back into the forest.
And behind me, the wind screamed.
As if something older than either of us had just awakened.
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