Yo, my name is Garbage or so what my so called "parents" called me, im currently lying facedown on this cold as heck floor of this sad apartment of my "parents".. this apartment is hella dirty too how can people live here? I wonder but im born in it so i gotta bear with it.. but it sucks.. anyways, life sucks i dont even understand much since im just around 10 years old now.. i think..? Who cares as i was saying this floor was hella cold and i have been lying on it for who knows how long... But its fineeeee this is nothing new im too familiar with this..
*KAPOOCH KAPOOCH*
..Uh-oh it looks one of my "parents" which is "father" is currently thrashing around the stuff in the apartment better just ignore it like im the one thats going to be done in if i tried to do stuff.. so better mind my business..
*GURGRLEEE*
Uh-oh what was that sound? Its coming from me? Oh yeah im hungry..! When was the last time i ate? 2-3 days ago? Mannn i wish i can eat something.. im tired eating cockroaches that past by me thats lying on this floor! Like i want to eat "proper" food at the very least them hard bread..! Yummers...!
*KAPOOOCHH KAPPOOCKJFC*
"Arghhhhh...! ALL THIS...! HOW COMEEEE THEY SAID ITS GOING TO HIT...!"
..This is nothing new like i said.. i mean they be thrashing about everything this must be about the lottery or jackpot my "father" talk about sometimes like heck i know any of them.. they though they gonna get something at least but didnt in the end i meant i dunno why my "father" do those kind of thing like isnt it wasteful? If they used the money on those for stuff that can actually benefits us right now we wouldnt be in this situation..! Like i dont even know when it start maybe since i was born? Like my head is fuzzy and wobbly right now.. its hurtingsss like hell..!
"....GARBAGE...! Go get something for me from the fridge..!"
Dang.. are you being serious right now.. i have been lying here for a day now? You expect me to do anything jeez.. but well i better go and get what they wanted or else im getting them spanking...!
"...okay.. "
...Ouchieeeee.. it hurts everywhere..! I really dont want to do anything right now jeez.. looks at my feet be wobbling just from a tiny walking.. its wobbling like crazy..
"Huff.. hufff... Huff.."
Well thankfully the kitchen and even the fridge is just near me its not that much of an hassle to me well it still is.. my body didnt feel good.. i feel like creaking everytime i walk.. ehh is this a good thing..? I think it is..
".... Uhhh what the heck.. what do we even have here.. "
As i said in a quiet voice, i opened the fridge and looks inside the fridge looking for stuff that i can give my "father".. There was this tasty green slice of bread..! This almost empty bottle of whatever and this bone of something i dont know that is decaying away..! Woah all these thing looks super yummy..!
"Ayee..! Something to eat..! Im gonna eat this yummy looking bread and im also gonna eat this bone..! *Yumm yumm yumm* woah this bread sure taste goodie and this bone crunchy..!"
Well that was something there was nothing now apart from the bottle which im gonna give to my "father".. i meant he always drinking stuff from these kind of bottle and then sleep like crazy..
"GARBAGEEEE..!"
"..! Oh hold up "father" im coming right away..!"
Jeez that spooked me he always shout like that andd the way to my father was hella long maybe becuz im walking slow or that im just weak right now.. he is now sitting on the couch looking at whatever was projecting on the television on front of him.. he was looking hella troubled too i dunno why maybe because of the stuff back then and that is not a good thing...
"Huff.. huff.. huff.. here it is "father".. "
"Tch.. what took you so long garbage.."
*SFX PUSH*
"..! iiyahh..! "
...Taking the bottle away with his hand and then he just suddenly pushed me cmon was that even necessary.. i tumbled on the floor with a little shove of his hand and that shaked my already weak body dang..
"Get outta my face right now.."
He said as he gobbled whatever was in the bottle i gave him.. well now he will leave me alone for now.. better skedaddle back to my spot.. i dont want to stand anymore my legs is shaking and wobbling nonstop..
"huff.. Huff.. hufff.. "
Arriving at my spot, i took my time to settle back in place as i gather my breath once i sat on the spot and closed my eyes.. yeah it stink.. the air here.. but who cares.. i then lay on the floor yet again... Like usual..
*Thrakskhhs*
Huh..? What is he doing now? I just gave him that bottle why is he still like that? Thrashing stuff again..?
"ARGHH... Ughh... aghhh.. pleef.... "
...uhh my "father" was thrashing stuff all around that was what i though seeing him just lying on the couch and holding the bottle whilst his other hand holding his chest.. i dont know what the heck happend i guess he calmed down now..
".. Uhh "father" are you okay..?"
"....."
... Uhmm i guess he was okay..? Probably sleeping right now.. like always.. hah anyways.. i also had mother i think...? But i dont really remember anymore when was the last time.. mother was here.. i dont know how it is back then for them.. was it like this too? My head is fuzzy wozzy and everything.. i usually remember things fine.. but i dont anymore.. even my mother.. face.. i dont.. i cant recall it..
"..."
...Im feeling strange.. my head hurts if i try to recall the past.. i can remember it but it hurts so i dont.. i guess everything is just fine before any of this.. my mother was here now she was not.. i just hope she is fine.... I... I.. just wish she was here with me..
"....? Huh.. what is this..?"
.. suddenly little bit of tears was coming out from my eyes.. its not much but it what it is.. i dont usually shed tears even in hard situation like this... Like what benefits does it gave me.. this is so wasteful and i just cant stop for the bit of tears from coming out.. i guess its just inevitable..
"... These tears just coming out.. what the heck.."
.. i cant stop it, it just flows.. and here i am letting it out.. i guess everything is just too hard for me now.. i cant take it.. anymore..? Why im just fine before this too..? Why now..? Oh i know now..
"... Dang.. my life sucks.. why does this happens to me.. ughhh..."
I wept quietly afraid that my "father" will be awoken by my cries.. i just wept.. by myself.... My life is so bad.. i dont even know my age.. and here i am feeling miserable.... So i continued to wept while saying to myself..
"... I want to live.. an actual life.. "
...And i wept myself to sleep...
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*TIIZZZZHHHHHH*
"....Huh..! Whatt.. happend.. uhh..? Did i fell asleep...? Thats weird.."
I woke up from my supposed slumber.. did i just wept myself to sleep? Isnt that pathetic..? Well no one will know that i think..
Now... Wait.. where am i...?
".... What is this..? This isnt..? "
... Loking ahead of him, Garbage was now looking at a tree.. a green tree and everywhere else was also surrounded by trees of greens..
"... I am outside..? But why..? He wouldnt let me go outside..? What is happening..?"
... Looking around him and seeing the scenery before him left him speechless at time.. as his hands then rest onto the ground and then felt the sensation of touching the ground and the grass itself.. he was truly..
"Am i dreaming..? This cant be real..?"
Garbage then carefully stand up despite his body being weak and hurt, but he just brushed it off as he had something more important to pay attention to... Garbage then start walking slowly and surely.. going toward where the wind was strong and bringing him.. toward a cliff of great height and there he..
".... Wow.. "
The scenery before him made him utter that word.. as greenery can be seen from the cliff view can be seen streech miles by miles.. with the beautiful blue sky and even the sun was shining mighty and high.. This was...
".. ha.... Hahaha.. ha... Haghh..."
Garbage then felt his knees going weak as he slowly droop to the ground.. as he giggled suddenly and that too turned into weeping instead...
"... Uwaghh.... Uaghhhh.. im outside.. *Sob sob*.. im happy.. i.. i am outside.. i can see something like this.....!!"
Talking and weeping mixed together as Garbage was saying to himself.... This was too overwhelming to Garbage that he cannot help but wept uncontrollable instead..
"UWAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....*SOB SOB*... I dont know why this is happening but im gladdd....! *SOB SOB*... "
..As he wept to himself.. wind swooshing by..
Garbage doesnt know.. but this is the start.. of his journey to attain and live a life..!