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"If a magic wand were placed in your hands during your last minute, what would be your last wish?"
For many, life after death was, well...
That is why the belief that "once there is life, there is hope" is a saying that exists and is predominant among common minds.
In my opinion, I won't call it a false statement. But, what if the different truth kept gnawing at our existence as human persons?
Don't blame my thoughts.
I had my reasons.
...
The bus was moving comparatively slowly but steadily along the asphalt road. Putting before my sight the view of the magnificence of the city and its structures.
Bright sky, tall neon and glass buildings, construction sites where I could see some bulldozers clearing the space for the erection of another masterpiece, and even, the kind of buildings that reminded me that personality was not stable in this world.
But this was never my business, as far as today is concerned.
Today is the day my girlfriend promised to accept my proposal.
Today, I was on the road. On my way to meet my soon-to-be fiancé.
I guess you now know the reason why I particularly chose to sit at the back, and adjacent to the closest window at my right, where I could easily locate Moclan Café, whether it was relative to our moving bus, or far at the front.
The joy.
One of my dreams coming true had even made me so hasty that I pulled out the small, red box that housed the engagement ring and turned to the lady beside me.
"Excuse me, beautiful lady, can I see your left hand?"
She was reluctant. Any random girl would be.
But, I ignored the shock in her eyes and raised her left hand towards my face, just enough to make her palm and fingers stare at me.
Then, I raised the silver ring, which glistened with the help of the sun's rays that pierced through the window, and returned it to the red box.
"I knew it. It can only fit her," I muttered with a smile.
By then, I had already caused many eyes to lurk on me and had planted an impression into their various minds.
A few would think:
"Is he trying to propose to her on a bus?"
Some would think:
"He is probably losing nuts."
Many would think, even gossip:
"He is so rich!"
Let me not mention how this ring came about.
Earlier, I said I was in a hurry, and the bus had just pulled up in front of Moclan Café.
The speed and agility that coursed through my veins as I alighted from the bus would leave some with a change of impression.
"...or, he is going to propose today."
And they were right.
Adjusting my neatly pressed black plain trousers, and tugging the bottom of the white hoodie I had adorned as a simple attire, I walked briskly into the café.
Now, the case; it's been at least two hours since I arrived at this venue, and Sannu is yet to be seen.
"I will just wait for her all day. She wants to appear in the best way possible..." the thought, "...just for me," made me blush like a girl.
Why wouldn't she come?
Moclan Café was not a place meant only for the richest in town, nor is it a place for the wretched. Its existence blended these two personalities perfectly because of their best-selling point: Quality.
Their coffee, their ice-creams, all their products, when consumed, made anyone feel like they were in heaven.
I wanted Sannu to feel this way. That was why I vowed and became one of the few poor citizens who could afford the place.
The small, red box was now heavy in my hands, so I carefully dropped it on the table beside the wall-window where I sat, and looked across the table.
She was not sitting on the seat.
Sannu was yet to come.
Now, my feelings had changed.
It was not like I didn't arrive in time, but why is she not here yet?
Disappointed, I ordered myself a hot cup of coffee and satisfied the hunger that had suddenly become evident.
After which, I dropped twenty bucks as payment for the coffee and left the café.
Outside, I was so furious that I acted in madness. Rushing the concrete pillar nearest to me, and using it as a punching bag twice.
Pain.
But I didn't care.
"Goddamn, this is fucking 7 P.M.!"
...
On entering my one room apartment, the dim glow from the screens of my two laptops, which rested on my affordable mattress, made me worry at first.
But then I remembered I just completed the levels of one of the games that had warped the mindset of humans. Obsession became the order of the day since the establishment of this game, and for me?
I was not left out.
This was my second year of consistently playing the game, being the first person to accomplish two things: break the record of finishing all 10,000 levels the game had, and realize there was no reward for playing the game as promised.
Then, it hadn't mattered since I became hasty to meet Sannu.
But now, I laughed at my uselessness for having engaged with HAREM CULTIVATION.
By its side was the laptop which I had used to try my last luck at Forex trading before I changed to another kind of job — if it fails me again.
Pulling my hand from my trouser pockets, I realized another thing: I had forgotten the engagement ring in the café.
"My life savings!"
But not to worry, Moclan Café was trustworthy. Tomorrow would be another day.
So, I went over and sat cross-legged on my mattress, before the two screens that were staring at me and screamed.
I immediately picked up my smartphone from the bed, on my left, and entered my call log.
"What did I even plan to do?"
Then, I saw her name. Her caller ID. "SANNU".
I was planning to call her, but she had initiated the plan instead.
"Hi, Sunday Moahn?"
The moment she called me by my name, I knew something was off. So, I ignored and listened instead.
"Okay, let me go straight to the point. We've been together in peace for the past five years, and you always made me believe there was always hope in life. You are correct, but not all life has an atom of hope on it."
Huh, my eyes widened at the two screens before me as she continued.
"...just a reminder, you did 21 years a few days ago. And a clarification, there is even a 19-year-old boy who has built himself a house with luxury and everything you can imagine, intact. You tried writing novels, petty jobs, even the so-called Forex, which is also the source of this 19-year-old boy's wealth, but none has smiled at you. Give up."
She paused in the call for a while, enabling me to gather much momentum to both withstand her words and free my mind as well.
"Sunday Moahn?"
She called my name again. And I guess she was about to make another first move in what I vowed a girl would never be the first to do to me.
"Moahn..."
I interrupted her.
"You can as well, rot in hell for all I care!" My words came sharp, but calm as usual.
That moment, it didn't matter how she felt or how painful making it happen was to me.
I ended the call and returned my focus to the two screens before me.
CONGRATULATIONS! YOU HAVE COMPLETED ALL 10,000 LEVELS OF HAREM CULTIVATION.
THE REWARD OF $1,000 FOR EACH LEVEL, ONLY PROMISED TO BE UNLOCKED UPON COMPLETION, HAS BEEN UNLOCKED!
$10,000,000 HAS BEEN WITHDRAWN TO YOUR ACCOUNT.
The moment I saw that, my eyes widened, this time in horror.
That amount of money, landing in my account, meant I would go behind bars soon. But then—
DO YOU WISH TO WITHDRAW THE MONEY FROM YOUR GAME ACCOUNT?
< WITHDRAW | WITHHOLD >
For now, I averted my gaze to the screen, which I used for my Forex trading.
SHOUT OUT TO A SUCCESSFUL TRADE.
1,000 PIPS HIT!
PROFIT BALANCE: $1,000,000
< WITHDRAW | WITHHOLD >
Without wasting further of my time, I logged in to my virtual wallet, BIPASE WALLET ACCOUNT and changed my temporary details, including my password, and clicked on withdraw from both screens.
Before then, I made sure to save the screenshot of the two jackpots, and once I confirmed the money was real and in my account, I saved the screenshot as well.
Don't ask me why I did this.
'cause, I won't tell you that Sannu must have gotten the message in her "WeChat" with the last word "Bitch!" staring at her.
Yet, the Harem Cultivation game popped up another notification.
DO YOU WISH TO ENTER A NEW PHASE?
< YES | NO >
Seeing the wonders it had done, I was left with no other choice but to click "Yes!".
And this was the right time, the usual strange kind of pain I felt in my head decided to re-appear.
"Wooo!"
I clung to my head, struggling, knowing that the few times I experienced it, I barely survived.
Then, my eyes flickered, and in my blur vision, I saw myself holding a stick, doing what I couldn't guess.
"If only this stick were to be a magic wand..."
I flicked the stick in the air several times, and muttered in between last breaths.
"I... wish... all I have lost should come back to me."
That was when I blacked out.
Eeh, blacked out?
I just heard a female voice.