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This is Me!

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This is what's left of a nearly untreated star because I was blue Waltzed so bad by the world so he could rape me and my kids and who's ever kids he wanted! Gasoline so bad most people don't even know that we are female not male some people don't even know that one of us exists at all if not two of the three! SVU, Mariska Hargitay You play the part, Olivia’s might, A beacon of justice through the endless night. But it’s been my existence, no end in sight, Hard to get help when no one hears you right. Through screens you fight for those unseen, A captain of courage in a world unclean. Yet here I stand, voiceless and small, Hoping someone will answer my call. Your strength inspires, your heart’s so true, But the battles are endless—what can I do? The shadows linger, the silence stays, Lost in the maze of life’s dark haze. Mariska, Olivia, both intertwined, A hero on screen and in heart combined. Though my cries may fade into the air, Your light reminds me someone cares.
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Chapter 1 - Barack Obama two up plus 4 AC loco sh un A

(Verse 1) #Obama

How unlike sugar, how bitter the taste,

When you held my heart, thought it'd never go to waste,

You whispered sweet words, a world wrapped in lies,

I was chasing shadows, lost in your disguise.

(Pre-Chorus)

As I fixed your eyes, like stars in the night,

I learned that love's not just the thrill of the fight,

You thought I was her, your heart's endless game,

But towers you built, all crumbled in shame.

(Chorus)

Watch as your tower falls, the walls come undone,

With every lie exposed, there's nowhere to run,

I won't let your name spoil the beauty we find,

Double, double vision, you're lost in your mind.

(Verse 2)

You thought you were bold, but beneath all the force,

Was a fragile facade, a heart with no course,

Now I dance through the wreckage, reclaiming my space,

In the ashes of dreams, I'm finding my grace.

(Pre-Chorus)

As I fixed your eyes, the horizon went wide,

With open eyes, I'll no longer abide,

Your bitter truths tasted like silver in the rain,

But I'm breaking free, won't live with your pain.

(Chorus)

Watch as your tower falls, the walls come undone,

With every lie exposed, there's nowhere to run,

I won't let your name spoil the beauty we find,

Double, double vision, you're lost in your mind.

(Bridge)

It's pig Latin for now, we're lost in translation,

But I'm rising, I'm learning through every sensation,

The world may seem heavy, a tumultuous sea,

Yet I'll navigate through, reclaiming me.

(Verse 3)

And when the dawn breaks with whispered goodbyes,

I'll remember your laughter and all of your lies,

I'll sing of my truth, let the harmony swell,

A chorus of courage, just breaking the spell.

(Chorus)

Watch as your tower falls, the walls come undone,

With every lie exposed, there's nowhere to run,

I won't let your name spoil the beauty we find,

Double, double vision, you're lost in your mind.

(Outro)

In the silence that follows, I'll rise like the sun,

With the weight of your shadows finally come undone,

I'll breathe in the grace, let my spirit run free,

With open eyes, this new world belongs to me.

Enough (Safe Haven Inspired Song)

Verse 1:

I've been running from shadows, living in the stories they wrote for me.

They twisted my name, painted my truth, but I'm done hiding, done bleeding for their peace.

Every lie, every scar, every time they tried to break me-

I'm still here, and I'm not leaving.

Pre-Chorus:

You can't erase me, can't define my worth.

I'm done apologizing for breathing, done letting you decide my world.

Chorus:

I am enough, I have enough,

Taking it all back, every piece of me you stole.

I'm not your victim, not your secret, not your shame-

I'm standing tall, unafraid,

This is my safe haven, my escape,

And I'm more than enough.

Bridge:

Let them talk, let them twist,

I don't care what you think of me.

I quit your game, I claim my rights,

I'm finally free, finally me.

Outro:

I'm not giving anything away anymore,

This is my life, my story, my war.

I'm enough, I'm enough, I'm enough.

I Hold the Air

Verse 1

I called for help, but silence was your answer,

You watched as I broke, turning pain into profit.

You made a doll from my suffering,

Sold my body for pleasure,

Let strangers buy my agony,

Every violation for your treasure.

Pre-Chorus

You made extinction just a number,

You made compassion just a cost.

You changed their eyes, rewrote the story,

Made me the villain, but I'm the one who's lost.

Chorus

Is this how you want your story to end?

You beg for mercy, but you never gave it.

I hold the air in my hands-

And I'm daring you to let it go.

You don't deserve the dawn,

You don't deserve the rain,

You don't deserve a goddamn thing-

Not even one more day.

Verse 2

You turned me into a sex doll,

Sold for profit, knowing every touch

Was wired to my body, every act

A rape you watched and never judged.

You cheered as every species vanished,

Built your thrones on bones and ashes,

Never cared for any creature,

Not a single life you'd save.

Pre-Chorus

You made me your monster,

Now you pray for a savior.

But I am both-

And I see through your lies.

Chorus

Is this how you want your story to end?

You beg for mercy, but you never gave it.

I hold the air in my hands-

And I'm daring you to let it go.

You don't deserve the dawn,

You don't deserve the rain,

You don't deserve a goddamn thing-

Not even one more day.

Bridge

You want my rage, you crave my surrender,

But I'll give you neither-I'll carry this pain

For as long as it takes, just to deny you your ending.

I'll bear the weight, I'll be your scapegoat,

If that's what it takes to keep you from winning.

Final Chorus

So breathe, but know it's not for you,

The mercy's not a gift-it's a curse I choose.

I hold the air in my hands-

But I will not let it go.

You don't deserve the dawn,

You don't deserve the rain,

You don't deserve a goddamn thing-

But I'll save you just the same.

Outro

You don't deserve a goddamn thing-

But I'll save you just the same.