I wake up in my room. I get out of bed and my entire body seems to fight back. I fall to the ground from the pain. Then as I'm trying to get up felicity comes crashing into the room screaming about how worried she was about me. Then I finally look up and see the tears pouring down her face, "W-When I found you and k-... I couldn't believe it. I never thought something like this would happen... I talked to the priest, he said that 'at this point the soul is too damaged to do anything' and that someone must've already tried to perform an extreme resurrection spell... I-I-I don't blame you for this, this isn't your fault, but i really worry about you..." she stops there and the tears slowly come to a halt and she says "I'm making dinner so come down whenever your ready..." I get dressed and head down to the kitchen. Felicity sits at the table her face still stained red. Eggs and Bacon lie on plates at the table. There is an awkward but justified silence in the room as we eat, only broken by the clanking of plates against the silverware. After I finish eating I get out of my chair and it screeches against the hard wood floor. Felicity hands me a paper and says "Kai had this in his drawer..." it read: "
Dear Masaki & Felicity,
Incase anything ever happens to me I want you guys to know that you were the best things to ever happen to me, and that don't change because of my death. Don't blame yourself, you guys don't deserve to have anything happen to you. I really hope that if I am dead that I sacrificed myself for one of you. If either of you ever get home please tell my family that I love them and of what happened.
Your good friend,
Kai"
I found myself in tears after finishing this.
He is truly gone.
But he would want me to live my life without worry. He would want me to do everything he didn't. He would want this... I walk outside the house and after walking for a while I start jogging to school. When I get there I see everyone in the friend group so casual, little do they know that our best friend is Dead, but I shrug it off and walk up to them with a smile on my face and a positive attitude. The school day passes in a blink. As I'm leaving the teacher asks where Kai is and I have to tell him the truth, "Kai is Dead" he stood there in shock and stutters out "I-I-I'm so sorry! If there is anything I can do please tell me..." "Yeah." I say and I turn around and walk out. As I get home the house is dead silent. Felicity isn't home yet from school tutoring (she's the tutor) so I head up to my room and try to talk to the god of balance. Then I hear "Hey kiddo." In the same elegant but now somber voice I've heard so many times "I'm sorry I couldn't help with the Kai kid. I'm supposed to be a hero. But they won't let me interfere with stuff like that..." I respond "YOU LET MY FRIEND DIE AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO HELP!" I say Brusquely, "I'm sorry kid but if I did that they would just dismantle my soul." I go silent. Who is they? Why are they stopping him? What do they want? Where are they? I then hear a second voice "Arthur leave us..." then I hear "Bye Masaki if you need someone to talk to just tell me." Then the second voice says "My child, I have seen what has happened in every timeline. There was no way to avoid it. The creator god himself knew of it. That's why he tried to warn you. With that being said you could bring him back. I give you 3 subclass options:
The Archbishop of Balance
The (un)Holy Warrior
And the option that me and the creator god worked on: Avatar of the Sinners
If you take that final option you would somewhat be like the one you call Jesus on your planet. Now your personality would be split into two. Having 2 personalities in 1 vessel could destroy you and only leave the greater one alive... I without thinking make the choice to become the Avatar of Sin. I feel a sharp pain in my chest and I pass out.