I woke up in the old soft sheets that smelt like my childhood; though the soft comfort from the sheets were soon to fade as my mum yelled out for me. "Breakfast is ready!" she protested loudly. I pulled the sheets off my cold body and got up; as I got up my body shivered aggressively in the cold. I stepped off towards the the stairs, my heart pounding as I thought about last night. Goose bumps scattered across my body, my breathing, rigid and heavy.
"what if that guy gets me what if..."
"GET THE FUCK DOWN HERE COREY" Mum yelled cutting me off abruptly.
"Oh right ill be right there mum sorry!" I exclaimed loudly
I walked quietly towards the kitchen. My chest felt heavy, my airways felt like cement were blocking them and my head felt tight ,strained almost. The suffocating atmosphere slowly creeping in. Dad was home...
The bond between my family and our father left a couple years back, the main cause was because he abused our mother. On other hand he lost his chance with us all.
I continued down and sat at the dinner table, looking my father up and down.
"How could such a kind looking man do such terrible things.." I thought to myself.
"Do you have a problem son?" Father asked in a cold tone, my spine chilled
"No not at all" I answered sarcastically
"Don't fucking lie boy!" He yelled
"I told you I'm fucking fine now fuck off for once!" I screamed as the feeling in my chest got worse.
"Give me some respect I raised you boy!"
"Raised me? You fucking idiot how did you raise me all you did was let me live in violence, and you hit our fucking mother! WHO DOES THAT TO THERE OWN WIFE!!! YOU COULDVE CHOSEN ANY PATH AND YOU CHOSE TO MARRY SOMEONE ONLY TO HIT THEM AND GET THEM PREGNANT WHAT THE FUCK???" I screamed, my heart racing.
Mum ran in.
"WHAT IS GOING ON???" She asked loudly, her voice shattering my heart.
My father stepped towards me his moves swift, expression cold. he stared at me, no words said. he slaps my across the face, my sight dizzy, though my brain numb.
"If you think hitting me will shut me up then you're delusional, you're just to much of a fucking coward to accept that you're a horrible person!" I yelled, my face throbbing.
"I beg you're pardon?!" He exclaims loudly
"How about we take this outside huh?" I say calmly...