In the kitchen, JiaJia acted normal. As if nothing happened. XinXin also did the same. But the atmosphere between them seemed cold. The atmosphere of the dining room already felt like the atmosphere at the gates of hell.
"Are they still fighting?"
Yaya whispered curiously. This was the first time he had seen JiaJia angry. Usually JiaJia just patiently endured XinXin's every action. This fight really made him feel uncomfortable.
"Shhhh..."
As usual, YuanYuan and LinLin asked him to be quiet. Everyone tried not to make any noise. Not only that, their new juniors also kept quiet because of the fight between the seniors they just met. Even Wu Ya couldn't say anything.
Their hot pot party turned cold. The atmosphere that should have been warm and cheerful turned into a cold war between their seniors.
"What's going on between you and XinXin?"
Wu Ya asked after he invited JiaJia to sit with him on the veranda. The cold December wind began to caress their faces. Wu Ya looked at JiaJia and adjusted the winter clothes on JiaJia's body so that his younger brother wouldn't be cold.
"Nothing."
JiaJia answered unenthusiastically. He sipped his orange juice. It tastes bitter.
"Those boys can feel the tension between you two. Look at them."
Wu Ya said softly. JiaJia turned and looked at his ten juniors who were sitting quietly at the dining table. They didn't seem very comfortable with XinXin there.
"It's not fair to them. This should have been their first victory celebration. But... this is what happened."
Wu Ya said again. His words really give a big impact on JiaJia's heart.
"Sorry."
JiaJia said in a low tone. He looked down at the dusty floor. JiaJia began to feel like he was trapped in a slush. The more he rebelled, the deeper he sank.
"Don't say that to me. Tell them. They're the ones who really need those words from you and XinXin. You're an adult now, you have to learn to take responsibility for your own problems."
Wu Ya said softly but firmly. He knew JiaJia was not that kind of person. The JiaJia he knew was a person of high consideration. Maybe today was his worst day. And he began to lose judgment.
JiaJia walked slowly to the dining table and pulled XinXin with him.
"Excuse me, kids. Err... I need this senior for a moment. Please have fun. Don't be shy..."
JiaJia said while giving an awkward smile.
JiaJia drags XinXin into their room. Locks the door and pushes XinXin against the wall.
"What's your problem now?
He said with his low tone. Afraid could be heard by their juniors downstairs.
"Me? What wrong with me?"
XinXin asked. There was not the slightest trace of guilt on his face.
"Stop acting like this. What do you really want? I've told you everything you need to know about Shen Yi."
JiaJia said.
"It wasn't me. It was you who made that face."
XinXin said. He poked JiaJia's forehead with his index finger.
"What face?"
JiaJia didn't realize that his face was revealing everything that was in his heart like an open book. He had completely lost his composure.
"What face? Let me show you what that face looks like."
XinXin pulled JiaJia to face the mirror.
"This face."
XinXin said. JiaJia was still clueless. He looked at his face. There was nothing weird on that face.
"Your face looks so disgusting."
XinXin's words shattered JiaJia's heart. It felt like a big rock had crushed his body flat.
"I was born with this face. If you want someone to blame, blame the God who created this disgusting face."
JiaJia said in a tearful tone as he pushed XinXin's body away.
XinXin was stunned for a moment. He realized that he had chosen the wrong words.
"If you hate and are disgusted by this face....you..."
JiaJia swallowed his saliva. The taste was too bitter. He couldn't continue his words. Afraid of the consequences, he wouldn't be able to turn back. And he would regret it for the rest of his life.
"Please forgive me. I don't hate your face. You know that."
XinXin knew what words would come out after that. Words he absolutely did not want to hear from JiaJia.
"I'm sorry."
XinXin said. He stroked JiaJia's face who was already in the verge of tears. JiaJia brushed XinXin's hand away. He glared sharply at XinXin's face and walked away without a word. Leaving XinXin with his guilt alone.
"Arghhhh...! This is all your fault Shen Yi. From before we were together, after we were together and after we broke up, you have always been annoying."
XinXin threw himself on the bed. His mind started searching for ideas to win JiaJia's heart back.
"Oh God...what should I do...?"
XinXin grabbed the pillow and hugged it tightly. He really racked his brains to find the best solution.
"Haaa...I know."
XinXin sat up straight after the idea came to him. He took out his cell phone and typed something.
"1001 Ways To Show Love To Your Partner..."
Search.
XinXin smiled after reading the contents of his search.
"1. Travel more then one hour out of town together. Hmmmm..may be next time."
XinXin continued reading.
"2. Dance with or without music. Hmmm...We've always done this. It's useless. What else? Let's see."
XinXin's eyes continued to read without blinking.
"3. Dance in the rain. Hmmm...not bad. But not for now."
XinXin continued his reading.
"4. Candles, Incense, Oils or Blacklight make for great cuddling or....sex..."
XinXin swallowed his saliva. Started imagining about an adult things.
"No. No. No. JiaJia is not ready yet. I have to be patient."
XinXin back to focused on the articles he was reading.
"5. Sleep together. Hmm..but we've always done this too. Is that okay?"
XinXin's question to himself.
"Usually JiaJia's heart will be soft if I sleep next to him. Maybe this can be used. Tomorrow I will buy aromatherapy for our next nights"
"But...what fragrance is suitable for both of us?"
XinXin went back to typing something on his cell phone.
"The best essential oils for a couple's"
Ylang Ylang: Known as a natural aphrodisiac, its sweet, exotic floral scent is traditionally used to enhance passion, boost self-esteem, and release mental tension.
Sandalwood: This warm, woody oil has a grounding effect that helps balance emotions, promote a sense of peace, and increase physiological arousal and desire.
Jasmine: Often called the "King of Perfumery," jasmine has a rich, sweet, and uplifting aroma that can help you relax deeply while inspiring feelings of love and passion.
Rose: The quintessential symbol of love, rose oil is emotionally soothing, promotes emotional healing and comfort, and can help open the heart to foster a deeper connection with your partner.
Clary Sage: With its herbaceous and slightly floral aroma, clary sage is known for its ability to ease stress, quiet the mind, and promote a sense of well-being and confidence.
Lavender: A versatile and popular choice, lavender is excellent for reducing anxiety and stress, promoting deep relaxation, and setting a tranquil mood for better sleep and intimacy.
Patchouli: This earthy and musky scent is deeply grounding and can enhance feelings of desire and closeness by reducing performance anxiety and helping you be more present in the moment.
"Argh...too many fragrances. Which one is good for us? O God, please help this servant of yours..."
XinXin closed his eyes as his finger randomly pointed at his phone screen. Wherever his finger pointed, that scent would be chosen.
With a pounding heart, XinXin opened his eyes.
"Sandalwood..."
XinXin smile. "Everything will be okay."