At her apartment room she fumbles with the keys, so I take it from her. And open the door guiding her inside making my way into the room of her apartment. Laying her down in her room. I go back and close the door placing down her keys on the dining table and putting my shoes on the side right next to the apartment door. Her apartment is full of many color full think a white horse statue. Books of Percy Jackson and Harry Potter both the full series and more.
She always liked a pink back ground so majority of the house is pink. In the dining room she has a circular table and chairs, like any other house hold. Her living room is a little bland but the pink makes it more fun and feel more entertaining. Couch on one end and a large TV, which I think she was able to afford with the crazy paying job she got from being a nurse in a government experimental place.
Two more rooms in her house just down the hall from her room, but I never entered. Never really got invited in there before. The only time I came over to her house was the time she wanted to get something before a get together type of thing for the experiments.
"Keith… Keith, come over here."
I make my way back to the room. Passing the doors to her bedroom. Slowly opening the door. Now I can smell her scent of gin coming off of her and the sound of her voice.
There she is on her bed. Spread out with her legs dangling off the sheets. Now, truly, really thinking about it she really beautiful. The look of make up on her face, light but there. Her slender legs, that are covered with her stocks, that I dismissed earlier. Her hair, now spread out just the same as her body on the bed. Wearing her beautiful yellow sundress.
Seeing me she gets up and points down to her shoes. High heels. Black high heels, she was stumbling because she was drunk and in high heels, horrible combination.
"Take them off, please?"
Her eyes. They have this magical power over me. That no matter what, I can't resist or deny.
Slowly my body makes my way to her. Without a thought, I'm on one knee. From here I could smell her. I mean actually smell her. Not the scent of the alcohol coming off of her, but the scent of cinnamon. Sweet smell.
A high heel slides off of her foot I place it down right next to the bed.
"Keith, what was... Paul planning to do?"
My eyes flash past her body to her face, catching a glimpse under her dress, accidentally. She's wearing short, shorts under her dress.
My gaze lies on your eyes. Once again looking at them captured by her black eyes. As deep as a black hole. For some reason I want to stay here stuck. She swings her other foot pulling me out of her trance.
"What are you talking about?"
I say as I slide the other high heel off of her foot. Placing it beside her nightstand.
She blinks a little and smiles, a faint smile, a pity smile. Plopping back down on her bed, I could hear the springs jumping inside the mattress because of her. I pull myself up using the bed as leverage. I take a few steps back.
"You didn't read his file?"
"What file?"
She lets out a small giggle. Covering her mouth. She's supposedly ashamed about her smile. But now alone with her. Even if she was the ugliest person in the world. I would love to see her smile. She drops her hand back down on the bed.
"They don't give the files to the experimentees."
She points to a nightstand beside her bed, at first i thought she was stretching out her arm. She decorated her room so that on some nights she could look out her window to the stars. Bed in the middle, left side of her room has a window that looks right out to the sky. The nightstand is placed there right next to the bed. She has a clock and a lamp right there for when it gets dark but she doesn't really use it on many occasions, that's where I placed down the heels.
I grab the file from the nightstand. The cover says, 'Paul McCurthy'. Opening it has the things Paul is wanted for. He was wanted for possession of narcotics, no surprise I was wanted for the same thing. Reading lower, and though all the useless information like his father was a drug dealer and that his brother was abusive against him. It read's that he was also wanted for r*pe, assault, battery, and k*dnapping of a girl named, 'Regina Marshley'.
"The reason I knew was because he's the type of guy to do that to girls and along with his trauma. He wouldn't have given up to easily. He wants to feel in power, needs to. Kind of like, the way Ms. Rose has power over you."
Her eyes look toward me, with a sadness in her eyes. She flips to lay on the side of her body, some of her hair ends up blocking her face a little, but somehow the moon shines onto her like she an angel from above and taps on the bed with the arm on top of her:
"Come... Sit with me, please?"
I listen to her. No matter what she says. I just can't deny her, no matter what it may be. Not even this. my feet pull themselves over step by step, they lead me into her warm invisible grasp. I fall onto the bed, less of a fall more of a glide, but I softly make my way onto her bed.
She grabs my shoulder with her top arm. Slowly she guides me till I'm lying with her. I'm close, her breath breathing close. Her smell once again, infatuating. Just like everything else about her. She moves closer her mouth on my ear.
"Do you like me?"
Shivers. All the way through my spine but not the type when your scared. No, the type when you don't know what to do. Don't know your next move.
I turn my body to face her. Our noses now touching. Every breath we trade. Tasting each other from a distance, the gin she drank and the food she ate. I nod, softly.
"I… I like you too. Come with me, away from that tyrant that is gonna put you where we will never see each other again… please."
Her eyes. Carry pain. I don't know what type of pain but I know if she likes me the way I do her, but probably the same pain I feel. The pain of leaving while wanting to stay.
"Thia, it's the drinks talking. You know I can't leave…"
I let out a small laugh, one that sounded like I gasped:
"I'm on the no flight list."
She giggles again, covering her mouth. I grab her hand softly, making sure not to hurt her wrist. I back it away from her face, slowly.
"Tonight might very well be the last night I see you. I want to see it. Your smile, I mean."
She lets out a small laugh. Then there it is. The reason she was insecure. She was braces as an adult. Her teeth beautiful, full, shining brighter than the moon in the sky tonight.
I let out a laugh. She breaks free then slaps my shoulder. We both start laughing to get her now. This time she's not covering her face.
"Your smile is beautiful and you should never cover your face from me or anyone else. Your the most beautiful person in the world."
The laughing dies down. Then there it is again the eyes. Something about them just hold me hostage. She puts her forehead against my forehead.
"Thank you… Keith, you can stay the night."
She kisses my forehead, dropping lower till she kisses my nose, then lower till her lips land on mine. I'm stuck, she takes control. Again, she plants a kiss on my lips. That snaps me out of her trance. I kiss back. Our lips intertwined together. Not wanting to leave our lips stuck together she moves closer. Closer. Closer. Now she's on top of me.
Hands on my face holding me still. She slowly drags her hand through my body. Her touch is warming, loving, she has me stuck and Stiff. Very Stiff.
She sticks her tongue into my mouth. Giving me a taste of her mouth. Her taste. The taste of her. I want her. All of her. Forever. But I can't.
'Keith, you can't. One thing you learned in life is never have s*x when one is drunk.'
Why did I have to think that now. Godd*mn.
Backing away from her. I change positions with her, now I'm on top and she's on the bed. I'm stiff, but I'm still thinking straight. That surprises her. She goes wide eyed. But she smiles, same smile I told her not to hide. I love it, I love everything about her.
She pulls me in again, into another kiss. My lips part again, she uses her tongue. Tasting me wanting me. Just as I want her. Again, I back away leaving her on the bed.
"I.. I can't!"
She sits up on the bed now. Staring at me. Drool slowly dropping from her mouth. I'm stiff. She licks it up. She looks more surprised then ever.
"Why.. I thought you liked me..? No, I though you loved me!"
"I do… I just can't your—."
"I knew it.. it was my smile right?"
A tear droplets. Now more tears. She holding back her tears but she wants to cry thinking the problem is her smile. She drops her face and blocks it with her hand again.
I step closer to her. I pick her face up. Dropping my body to mat her her height with her, while she's on the bed. Softly grabbing her hand and moving it from her face. Her face covered in tears, her soft makeup slowly diminishing. I plant a kiss on her lips. I pull back again.
"I love everything about you. Your smile. Your eyes, Your face. The braces. The way your legs shine in the moonlight. Your blonde hair being an extension of your body. The way it's silky touch that can hold my love for you. The way your smile just invites me over to your on your face the way our lips touch without wanting to get away. The way your beautiful eyes can hold my captive because they are like black holes that are powerfully pulling me to you. The way that no matter what happened in the past you look past that and see me for myself. The very first time I saw you I knew that I want you to be with you nothing is going to change that."
By the time I'm done she's not crying but smiling. Once again with her full teeth beautiful teeth, lips everything.
"Can I get water, please?"
I let go of her she wipes her face smudging her makeup a little. I open the door once again and past the door to the kitchen. I open her refrigerator. A smart refrigerator, the ones you can put ice in and it provides it when you put a cup under. The ice dispenser is in the middle of the fridge door.
I grab a cup from the cupboard. Using her sink I poor water with the turn of a knob and drink first. My body relaxes now. I poor water again and bring it over to her.
Opening her door slowly. I see her lying down asleep. Her body now facing the outside of her bed with her head now on her pillow and her legs in the shape of a four. One stretched the other a triangle under her leg. I put the water on the nightstand. I plant a kiss on her cheek and go to the door.
"Keith.."
Thia calls for me turned the opposite direction tapping for the empty space on the bed with her eyes calling for me.
"Lay down with me for tonight… please?"
Walking to the side of the bed, I pull myself into the bedside and she turns over once again facing away. She uses one hand to find mine. She pulls me closer till I'm not even apart from her any more. She pulls my hand over her and kisses it before pulling it under he to pull me into hugging her. Her hair in my face I smell it, softly. It smells of a flowery fragrance and move it over and kiss her neck. She shivers, I pull her into a tighter hug and fall asleep. Feeling her warmth and love.