You all might think I don't know everything, but you can't understand how I've made it through these years. I've investigated everything about you, and I haven't forgotten what I should do.
Zhang Zhentian knows deep inside her heart better than anyone; she believes her heart is not with him at all now, maybe she can't even regain herself, can the person she loves the most truly give his heart to her!
Even if I were to die outside right now, he wouldn't care or be concerned, nor would he ask. He's already more ruthless than I am; he's reached the point of indifference, ignoring everything.
Sometimes I really find myself terrifying, I've numbed my heart, lost sight of what I truly want, and only after experiencing loss again and again did I realize all I ever wanted was just him.
