Old Master Zhang now doesn't want to see his family arguing endlessly here. To him, the harm each family member has caused him is unforgettable, yet they are all his family!
The disputes among the family members make it impossible for him to forget throughout his life.
All he wanted was for each person in his family to sincerely care for him, but throughout his life, he received nothing but painful sorrow time and time again. He never imagined that he would end up in such a dire situation with every person in his family. He thought about his life, wondering how he could make everything the most meaningful, but eventually realized it was nothing but a deep longing within him; it could never be undone.
Reflecting on every little detail he remembered, and all the things he has gone through, it makes it impossible for him to forget all the hurts he has suffered. He once hoped to live a carefree life, but eventually, the outcome was only humiliation.
