Foolish Gu Zhilan, when she left the Gu Family back then, she shouldn't have even entertained the thought of returning. In this world, there's only one outcome for anyone who opposes me, and that is death! No exceptions!
I feel incredibly satisfied, yet at the same time, I don't know why I feel so empty inside. I use money, watch those men speak the most enchanting sweet words to my ugly face, watch them go to great lengths to make me happy!
I try to fill the void in my heart with physical desires, but it seems I haven't succeeded.
For money, I left the capital. I understand better than anyone that in this world, it's possible to live without a life, but not without money.
I walked openly through streets and alleyways plastered with my wanted posters, left the capital boldly, and safely arrived at a small border town. But then, it was as if I began to hallucinate—I saw a pregnant Gu Zhilan in a poor mountainous area, hearing the villagers respectfully call her, "Teacher He."
