Malevolent Reverie

What kind of dream is worth chasing? One that makes you feel warm? Or maybe the kind that you know is impossible, but at least gives you a semblance of direction. .... idk.... Honestly I hate dreams. I hate them. And I hate the people that have them. Nightmares..... I know about those.... I know all too well.... Why can't I dream too? What did I do to deserve this? Why did they do this to me? Whatever..... I don't care.... It is what it is.....