~Dream~
I crossed my arms as I stood watch. I was on top of the tree. Across from her window. It's so dark out so she doesn't notice me. She is a fucking idiot. I could see her movement in mere shadows as she put the curtain down. I saw her movement with wrapping something around her shoulder. Seems like she has her own first aid kit in her home. Jason went back to the mountains an hour ago. I went up a bit higher in the tree as around this time she opens her window and unveils her curtains. She reads books while feeling the cold night in her skin. This isn't the first time I am here watching over her. Nobody now's I do this.
Something in me is so attracted to her I just can't help do this. But I shouldn't have snapped at her in front of everyone. I even let her leave with a wound like that. But something inside me told me to let her leave. I would have taken advantage of our alone time. My adrenaline was pumping with just the smell of her blood. I felt such rage inside of me. I was so angry at Lukas and Jason for fighting and harming her I just couldn't control my anger. But I still don't understand myself in all this. I feel so attached to her but I don't even now her. I sighed out and just stared at her. She had her night gown on as she sits on the window. This time she has hot chocolate with her. She has that book again. It's fiction. But she still enjoys it.
In some way I can understand. Anything can be used to escape from reality. I just looked at her drink her hot chocolate while she opens her book. Her skin slightly glowing as she had taken a shower and her skin is still slightly wet. The scent of coconut hitting my senses caught me of guard. I had to hold myself and look up to the sky. The gown she is wearing this time is a bit too short. I don't see anything under it. So she is naked. I must control this urge. Why am I feeling like this? I never felt this way with Veronica. Why am I feeling like this with her? A lowly woman with no power.
But her blood smells so intoxicating. The way her skin shines hypnotizes me. The way her eyes glow with life makes my heart clench. The way she smiles makes my breath hitch. What is this feeling? Why am I feeling like this towards her? Is this something to do with my kind? Do they now what this emotion is? Do they now what this feeling is? Is it their fault when they cursed at me? I did abandoned everything that involves my kind. Maybe it's their doing. They did something. I will get them for this. If it's their fault I will get them for it. I don't like feeling so worried for a non magical being. A weak woman. But this feeling had gotten stronger when I saw Veronica making out with Jacob. I actually thought she wanted to be with me and have strong children. But when I saw her making out with Jacob that slight emotion I felt for her was gone so fast. I didn't even feel heartbroken.
It was the opposite. I felt glad. When I wanted to be alone I saw Rose by the pool. Her eyes closed. Her body resting against the wall. That bluish glow from my pool made her look like a goddess. I couldn't even resist in touching her face. But as fast as I touched it I vanished. I regretted doing that. But why can't I help myself? I could hold back so easily. But now? I cannot.
I looked down to her as she was half way done with her hot Coco. I sensed another of my kind near by and so I stood up from the branch. I looked around. A car was coming by. It looks like a food delivery. Did she order something? I looked across the street and noticed a vampire watching from the roof of the neighbor. I emitted my own aura so they wouldn't get close. It vanished quickly. Vampires are territorial creatures. But I remember a time where they wanted to dethrone humanity and use them as live stock. But humans evolved. Animals evolved. So I abandoned them and they had lost a lot of their kind to trying to kill and rule over humans. Reasons why Human Government don't control us.
I heard the most cutest yawn ever so I look back at Rose as she was a little woozy. For some odd reason it made a small smile come forth. It was really cute. I saw her yawn again and seeing those small fangs almost made me laugh. But I cover my mouth just for in case. I saw her glance around and I just hid a bit more with the bunch of leaves around me. She didn't see me.
I sighed out and just rested against the branch. I heard a gentle knock on the door and I looked down. How come I didn't sense anything? But then noticed Lukas. Figures. Why is he here? Rose pokes her head out the window.
"Oh... Hey Lukas!" She waves at him with a smile
Jealousy coursing through my body "Rose... Can we speak?"
"Of course give me a moment" she answers him
I wanted to growl. I wanted to attack him. I wanted to threaten him to stay away. He had a bag in hands and all I wanted to do was rip it away. He is too close here. Even more with the way she is dressed. I looked by the window and my whole demeanor or idiocy froze. She is half naked. She was changing. All anger gone. She places on a dress. Simple lose dress. Never seen her in a dress before. She looks amazing. Maybe I shouldn't be acting like this. I shouldn't be acting this way at all. What if she likes Lukas? What if they are mates? I am here acting like an idiot and they are destined lover or something.
I smack myself in the face. I must control myself. I am an idiot. I felt eyes and I looked down. He was staring at my direction and so I stayed still. His head tilts like a confused puppy. I am even more of an idiot. He will rat me out. The moment the door opens his attention vanishes and he is now staring at Rose. So am I.
"Hey Lukas... What brings you here?" She asked calmly
"I have come to apologize... What I did was wrong... So I brought some lava cakes... I remember you loved them a lot" Lukas presents the bag to her
I grip hard the tree "Oh thank you... Want to come inside I can make you something?"
"Oh no I can't... I must return to the pack..." Lukas took a step back a bit nervous
"Oh come on... It's nothing serious... I do want to scold you anyways" Rose says mischievously
'I want her to scold me too...' I smack myself again at the crazy thought. Why? I am not a masochist. I am not a submissive either. Then why do I want her to just yell at me. Maybe it's a new type of kink. A small weak innocent girl acting strong and dominant? Maybe. I have never done anything like that before. Maybe it's that. I am just an idiot being an idiot. For fuck sake brain stop being horny. 'What if you did a three some with Lukas and Rose?' My mouth falls open at the audacity my conscience just did. I am not that fucking horny to even try that bullshit. I hate myself for it. Completely.
I saw Rose grab smack Lukas behind his shoulder with a bit smile "Ok... I'll let you leave..."
"Thanks... The Alpha would be annoyed if I skipped another special training" Lukas says a bit tense
It made Rose giggle a bit "It's ok... Just next time come in but go... Before I change my mind"
Lukas nods and waves goodbye as he runs to the right. Towards the forest. Wolves were howling tonight. I looked up as I noticed the half moon. I remember my father telling me about the Full Moon activities all packs have. A type of ceremony to welcome any new wolves or assist the young ones in the shifting process. That's gotta be painful. It's rare for the wolves to be born in their wolf forms. If born in their wolf forms they are pure breds and are Alpha born basically. But that hasn't happened in decades. Just like vampire. We can grow wings. But we can't extend them until we're like eighteen or older. But centuries ago there were vampire children who could grow wings so easily. But like any race we devolve a little as we have mixed our blood with so many other races.
Rose closes the door and all I could do was spy quickly on what kind of book she is reading. I now it's fantasy. Fiction even. The best part I can be upside down just to try and read the book. As the words were opposite from me. 'He gently caresses her cheek as he stares at her with loving eyes. She stares at his deep red eyes she wanted to touch him but he flinches a bit from her movement...' I felt my cheek heat up as I noticed what was she reading. It's a smut vampire romance. Oh god no. This book is so sexual. But it's about a vampire trying to date this human girl. She reads these kinds of stuff.
I looked to her bookshelf and noticed other books. The Alpha's Mate. Vampire Romance. War of Blood. So many books about vampires werewolves dragons there were even some about Zombie Invasion or Alien invasion. She reads all about fantasy and fiction. I can even see a Lamia book. Mermaid? She is such a weird woman. But most of this books are sold by writers who can't sell them in bookstores because they aren't famous. These books are sold online. I heard her steps and I jumped back into the tree. Climbing the branch to the thick area of leaves. Damn I almost got caught. My heart is raising like crazy. I can't believe this.
This woman is so weird. Usually it's rare to meet her kind of mind. Usually females or males over think if to date a vampire or any other species who aren't their destined lover. Destined lovers are also rare. After the whole Witches breaking certain destinies from really abusive men or woman. Oy good lovers are paired. Those who are abusive end up learning a type of lesson or they become better and locate their own lover their own way. Or they get worse and be very disrespectful and start raping woman out of frustration. I sighed out in such confusion and frustration. She sits back down a small plate in her hand. It was the lava cake Lukas has brought her. She had a big smile on her face as she took a small bite of it. A gentle squeal emerges from her. I looked forward as I see Lukas in his wolf form by the edge of the forest. It's a really dark furred kind of wolf. I could barely see him. So he has Raven Black fur. I should dye my hair Raven Black just to annoy him.
I looked back at her as she held the book again. The breeze was so gentle tonight. Usually it's rough and unpredictable. It can smack you at any time. But around here it is so gentle. I sighed out. I am here as a guard for her idiocy. I inhaled deeply to see if there was still some of the scent of her blood. It was barely there. But it was there. Meaning her blood is slowly drying up. I haven't sensed any other vampire yet but I shall remain longer.
I hate this life. I hate how I feel about her. I wish I could find another female and just bang her until the sun comes up. I sighed out and just rested my back against the tree. Looking up to the sky. There are some stars but one shone the brightest as well as the moon. It felt so good to just stare up and just relax a little.
What could go wrong if I take a little nap?
~End~
I opened my eyes to see the roof of my office. I slept in my office again. I glanced at the time and it was six in the morning. Maybe breakfast is done. I should get my mate some food. She might be hungry.
I sighed out. I need to stop falling asleep in my office.