Summary:
(Y/N) has tremors and when everything seems a bit too much, her best friend Rosalie is there for her.
Notes:
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Life as it is it's not easy, but life with tremors makes everything a tad bit more difficult. Something that was completely normal for some people, like making a cup of tea was the easiest thing in the universe, but for you, that meant that you had to have a little bit more of strength to not spill the whole thing and shatter the cup, not that it didn't happen before.
You told yourself countless times that if something went wrong it wasn't your fault, you couldn't control the way your body jerked or how your hands seemed to shake a little bit more if you were holding things, but lately they were getting more uncontrollable and it took a toll on you, and your best friend Rosalie noticed that.
Your friendship with Rosalie was a little shocking to the entire Cullen family, the blonde girl didn't usually make friends, even less humanfriends and neither showed any emotion towards nobody but her family; but when the two of you started talking one time on a boring History class, things just clicked and you found yourself having an amazing friendship with her. She seemed an entirely different person with you, the usually cold demeanour she had changed completely when you were with her, and as it strange as it seemed for the Cullen's they were happy that she found a friend she could trust.
At the moment you were at the Cullen's house, Rosalie invited you over, it was a normal thing for the two of you to spend time together, usually gossiping or watching T.V shows. Now you were on the couch, lazily laying down, Rosalie to your left changing channels every second trying to find something to watch, but eventually, she gave up and passed the remote control to you.
"I give up, (Y/N), find something, please" you took the control from her hands, yours shaking a little bit but Rose didn't mind it, she was used to it by now and she helped you every time you couldn't do something or when things got difficult for you.
When you grabbed the control your hand jerked with too much force, knocking the control down, you instantly fell bad and sighed.
"I'm sorry" you whispered grabbing the control from the floor, trying to clench your muscles so your body could stop shaking a little bit but failed. You leaned back on the couch, a sad sigh leaving your lips.
Rose had noticed how lately you've been down as if you've lost motivation or something like that, you were shyer around her and her family, which was weird considering how much everyone loved you and treated you like you were another part of the family.
"Is everything okay, (y/n)?" she rolled to her side, her head resting on the back of the couch and her golden eyes eyeing you slowly. You sighed one more time and waited a few seconds before answering.
"I feel useless, Rose" you started and cut her off before she could speak "Every time I have to do something I have to ask for help, I can't do anything for myself and I hate it" you could feel the tears welling up in your eyes "I can't do anything without feeling like I'm useless and that I bother everyone I can't even make a damn cup of tea without spilling and ruining everything" eventually the tears started to fall from your eyes, breathing seemed too tough and the tears made your sight get blurry, but in a matter of seconds you felt two strong arms hugging you sweetly. Rosalie was hugging you, her hands brushing your head and she tried to calm you down, which somehow she managed to.
Once you calmed down a bit more, she leaned back a little to look into your eyes and smiled softly at you.
"You are definitely not useless, (Y/N) and I don't care how many times you ask me to do even the smallest of things for you, I'll gladly help" she whispered, her hands stroking your arms "I can't clearly speak for everyone, but just know that you could never bother us, we all love you and love to help you, you gained a spot on the list of the most important people in my life, (Y/N) and I know for a fact that you are one of the strongest people I've ever met" she hugged you once more "You are more than your tremors, (Y/N) and I'll be by your side when you feel like everything is a little too much, remember that"
You breathed deeply and hugged her back tightly.
Of course, Rosalie couldn't bury your insecurities and that's something you will continue to have from time to time, but it definitely made it easier to know that you have her and her family (and yours, clearly) to help you and reassure you that you were not everything you made yourself to be and that things can be better for you; and you were beyond grateful to have her in your life.