Do you sometimes wake up in the morning, wishing that whatever happened the night before was a dream? I had never, but the first morning when I woke up next to Xiao Lan, I wished it was all a dream.
In my dream, I dreamt of all the women who had sex with me in the past. They stood around me, smiling and pointing their fingers at me.
"Ha...ha...ha... you are someone's bitch now!"
"How does it feel?"
"You like sticking your 'popsicle' inside us. How does it feel to be the one receiving that 'popsicle'?"
"Ha...ha...ha...ha..."
"Stop it! I don't want to be anyone's bitch. I don't like it..." I covered my ears and cried on the floor like a baby, while twenty women laughed at me.
The horror in the dream made me wake up. I woke up slowly, feeling pain in my waist. I blinked before I realized that I was not in the dungeon room. I lay on my belly on the soft bed. When I woke up, I knew it was just a dream, and I felt very happy.
Yes, I was not someone's "woman." I felt my heart was full of happiness. I could continue to sleep, but the pain in my lower back prevented me from falling asleep. I closed my eyes with a smile on my face, and my reality wall came crashing down on me, when I heard the blanket rustling beside me. I slowly turned my head, and I saw Xiao Lan lying next to me.
It couldn't be; it wasn't true. Wait, it might just be that Xiao Lan happened to be sleeping in the same bed as me. I slowly lifted the blanket and saw Xiao Lan completely naked. He had a muscular abdomen and large breasts. I completely lifted the blanket; Xiao Lan and I were naked.
"Ah..." I quickly backed away from Xiao Lan, fell from the bed to the floor, and hit my butt severely. Then, the immediate pain shot up my... you know what...
No...no...no...no... I turned my head, lowered it, and recalled the memory of last night. Last night, when we kissed, Xiao Lan broke the door of the room. He carried me up to the bed, and we continued to have sex on the bed.
I sobbed heavily, face down on the cold floor. I couldn't accept it, and I continued to hit the floor with my right hand. I should hate Xiao Lan, so why did this turn out like this? The most hurtful feeling was that it was I who seduced Xiao Lan. He told me many times not to go down to the Dungeon, but I insisted on provoking him. There were many reasons why I continued to cry. I cried because of denial, self-humiliation, and pain.
"What are you crying for?" Xiao Lan asked.
"Shut up!" I sobbed loudly. "You took my innocence away."
"You were not so innocent last night," Xiao Lan said. Then he pointed out that everything that happened to me was due to my own fault, thus adding to his last attack. "I did tell you not to go there for the next seven days."
"How many days?"
"Seven days."
"What? We had had sex for seven days?"
"Yes."
When I knew it was not only one night, but we had been at it for seven days, I cried even louder. No wonder my bottom was so sore, and my lower back was throbbing in pain.
"You took advantage of me? You drugged me... I am going to file a charge against you!" I turned to my left and pointed my finger at his face. "You raped me!"
"If you are not ashamed of yourself, then you can continue to file a lawsuit and accuse me of raping you."
I sniffed sadly, thinking about Xiao Lan's words. Yes, if charges were brought against him, then we would have to go to court, and his lawyer would ask him to testify against me. After that trial, the whole world would know that he raped me. It would be more shameful than keeping it a secret between just him and me. Secondly, Xiao Lan's lawyer would argue that this was a voluntary sexual act between two adult men. I thought about it: why would Xiao Lan be so confident about the whole situation? Was there a catch that he didn't tell me about?
"Do you think I wouldn't do it?" I used my shirt to blow my nose.
"I've recorded it. If you want to watch it, you can. Sex is voluntary. You came to me."
Xiao Lan gave me the iPad. I pressed play. When Xiao Lan held me, I saw myself nailed to the wall willingly. My arms were around Xiao Lan's neck, and I kissed him. Due to the angle of the camera and Xiao Lan's long tail, I couldn't see anything, but according to the recording, I liked the sex with Xiao Lan. When Xiao Lan thrusts faster, my moans became louder. I was totally a slut in Xiao Lan's arms.
After Xiao Lan slowly put me down, I knelt down and began to suck his "popsicle." I turned into Instructor Hang. I couldn't accept it. If I was going to do this with a man, then I should be the one who penetrated, not the one who received the penetration.
"I don't want to watch it anymore!" I threw the iPad on the bed and then buried my face in the bed. I forgot to stop the video, so I still heard myself moaning.
"Harder, Xiao Lan, ah...ah...ah... Oh, Xiao Lan, give it to me!"
"Turn off that thing!" I shouted at Xiao Lan.
Xiao Lan took the iPad and turned it off.
"Get yourself ready for training."
"I don't want to face challenges, and I'm not physically prepared." I refused to get up.
"Trust me, this is nothing compared to the actual training." He walked to the bathroom.
"Why don't you feel ashamed when you walk around?"
"You even seem to be proud of what is happening."
He turned around with his monster "popsicle." He looked at me, then looked at it, and went into the bathroom. After a while, I heard the shower start. I was so angry that I rushed into the shower and opened the door.
"Get out!" I demanded. "I want to take a shower first."
"It's big enough to hold two people."
"Get out!" I reached for Xiao Lan, but because he had soap on his body, I actually slipped inside the shower.
"Get out, I'm already here!" He pushed me away.
I pushed him away, walked into the shower, and closed the door. Since he had no shame, why should I be considerate towards him? If I wanted to, I might be as shameless as him.
The shower was big enough to fit five people inside. The rain shower from the ceiling was very luxurious. I let the warm, hot water run down my back toward my buttocks, and it stung very badly when it touched my rear. I really wanted to know what happened down there, but I couldn't see my butt. I looked at Xiao Lan, who was washing his body peacefully with no shame.
"Xiao... Lan... could you..." I was embarrassed, so I decided not to continue.
"What is it?" He turned around.
"Can you check... can you check below?"
"Turn around."
I slowly turned around; Xiao Lan took a long time examining me. I didn't know Xiao Lan was checking behind me, but suddenly I felt Xiao Lan's hands scrubbing my hair. I quickly turned around and hit his muscular chest.
"What the hell are you doing? I want you to check my bottom, not scrub my hair! How was it?"
"Washing your hair." He continued to wash my hair. "It's fine, just a little swollen, but you will get better."
"I am very capable of washing my hair." I moved away, and Xiao Lan grabbed my waist.
"Don't move."
Xiao Lan grabbed the soap, and then began to wipe it on my entire back, non-virgin buttocks, and then on my legs. Then he turned around. He wiped wet soap on my chest, and when he reached my chest... When the wet soap touched my nipples, it gave me a tingling tenderness.
"Hmm..." I heard myself. "Was that a moan? It couldn't be. I didn't think it was. Did Xiao Lan hear it? Did Xiao Lan think it was a moan?"
"Only seven days, and you are this sensitive. What happens if I suck these things every day? I wonder what will happen?" Xiao Lan smirked as his two hands slowly rubbed my nipples.
Yes, he heard it completely; he thought it was a moan.