Jerry is a cook, and Gao Yang let him join Satan because of this, but for Jerry, whether he joined Satan or any other Mercenary Group, it was merely to seek excitement.
But war is not just blood and fire that brings passion, nor is it just the camaraderie of comrades who have experienced life and death together. First and foremost, war brings death, and thus war inevitably means the pain of parting and death.
Some people idealize and romanticize war. They know that war will kill people, but they don't think they will be the one to die. Perhaps some have thought about their own death, but they think they will die heroically, magnificently, romantically. However, they do not know that death is seldom associated with such favorable words.
Jerry wanted to fight based on his imagined war, and now Gao Yang shattered his fantasy, letting Jerry directly see the consequences of war.
