The long-lost thrill, the long-lost impulse, the long-lost sheer indulgence!
These things were originally the labels belonging to Mr. Su Bai, and were the primal force that drove him to kill again and again before he became an audience. Afterward, they appeared repeatedly in the complex conflicts and interests among early audiences. Even someone as deep and reserved as the Monk felt helpless in the face of Mr. Su Bai's repeated episodes at that time.
However, the last true episode was a long time ago, to the point where Mr. Su Bai could hardly remember or even felt unfamiliar with these feelings.
After all, as his strength grew, the people Mr. Su Bai interacted with or deemed worthy to confront became fewer and fewer. Coupled with Mr. Su Bai's indifferent nature, he rarely actively engaged in any disputes, and subsequently faced overwhelming and desperate pressures, so these purest and most primitive feelings had not been felt for a very, very long time.
Familiar,
Trembling,
