" I am not like other girls.
That's because I am not even a girl.
I am a boy."
So why am I feeling this way?
I said while drops of tears fell from my face reaching the ground acting as a fertilizer for the weeds.
A strange tingling on my chest. I groped my left side of chest , hoping that this sensation will fade away .
But it didn't
I fell to my knees, it truly felt like I am not qualified to do anything anymore.
A sin given by heaven to take away hell but why is it that it is bringing me to it even more?
Is it a punishment?
Ha... As if I even deserve that.!
It's ok! Everything will be fine . I stood up but my sould was still on the ground sobbing, grieving for the hidden treasure I had lost, unwilling to leave . Leaving no choice i decided to leave it there dragging my vessel towards the road. A sudden shift and i was on the ground. My eyes turning black . After that I was not able to feel normal hear anything.
"Good morning everyone, today a high school student was found brain dead near the abc road."
The next day I found myself standing on my grave listening to all the sobbing of people around me .
People are coming in and going out of my pity party.
Fortunately , I wasn't feeling sad or sadly I couldn't feel anything at all.
I collected the broken pieces of my heart and left .
On the way countless things came to my mind . Would it have been any different if I have chosen a different road. The plan B , I came up with . Knowing I still would have been the second option.