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Chapter 8 - Chapter 8: I'm Going to Make You Proud

The door swung open.

Madeline stood on the porch in a simple cream linen shirt and dark gray trousers, her hair pulled back in a loose knot. She wore minimal makeup, but her bone structure was striking enough that she didn't need designer clothes or diamonds to turn heads.

At fifty, time had left faint laugh lines around her eyes, but it hadn't touched her elegance.

"I smell it," she said, tilting her chin up with a girlish smile. "Somebody is trying to suck up to his mother."

"What mother?" Raphael stepped up and leaned down to hug her. "I don't see one around here."

Madeline laughed, patting his back lightly. She took the bouquet and inhaled deeply. "You've got decent taste, I'll give you that."

She ushered him inside, immediately bustling about the kitchen for a vase. "I've got beef stew in the fridge. Made it last night, you're taking some home. Also, I washed the bedding in your old room last week. If you're tired, go take a nap—"

"Mom." Raphael cut her off, his voice carrying the lazy drawl that only came out when he was truly relaxed. "I literally just sat down."

Madeline paused, looking at him for three solid seconds.

Then, she set the flowers down on the counter, walked over to the living room, and sat down opposite him on the sofa, her hands folded neatly in her lap.

"Spit it out," she said evenly. "What happened?"

Raphael blinked. "How did you—"

"You're my son." Her tone was flat, leaving no room for argument. "You have one voice you use for the rest of the world, and another you use when you walk through that door. Today's voice... something happened. It's not bad news, I can hear that. But it's big."

Raphael fell silent.

After a moment, he spoke. "I booked a role."

Madeline waited quietly for him to finish.

"The second Star Wars prequel," Raphael said. "The lead. Anakin Skywalker."

Madeline's eyelashes fluttered.

Her expression didn't shatter—Raphael had never seen his mother completely lose her composure. But her amber eyes lit up, like sunlight piercing through deep water.

"George Lucas's Star Wars?"

"Yeah."

"You mean to tell me... you're going to be Skywalker?"

"Yeah."

Madeline slowly leaned back against the sofa cushions, staring at her son.

A few seconds later, she let out a long breath that carried the faintest, almost imperceptible tremble.

"Raph." Her voice was quieter now. "Do you know when I saw Star Wars for the first time?"

Raphael shook his head.

"1977," Madeline said. "I was still studying in Paris. Skipped class with a few friends to catch a midnight screening. We didn't even have English subtitles; the whole thing was dubbed in French. When Darth Vader walked on screen, the entire theater started screaming."

She paused, a faint, nostalgic smile touching the corners of her mouth.

"I was twenty-six years old. I never in a million years imagined that two decades later, my own son would be a Jedi Knight."

Raphael looked at her. She really did have lines around her eyes now, and a few stray silver hairs at her temples.

He'd never really noticed them before.

"You're going to be a massive star," Madeline said matter-of-factly. "I always knew this day would come. I just didn't expect it to happen so fast."

"You aren't against it?" Raphael asked.

It was a knot he'd carried around for a while. When he graduated last year and announced he was heading to Hollywood, she hadn't stopped him. She just helped him pack his car and stood by the driveway for a long time.

Back then, he thought she was just sad to see him go. Only later did he realize her silence was a careful, deliberate act of letting him spread his wings.

"Against what?" Madeline countered. "Against you making something of yourself?"

"No, it's just..." Raphael hesitated. "This industry isn't stable. I could lose my footing at any second. I could be replaced. I could be forgotten. Doesn't that worry you?"

Madeline looked at him dead in the eye.

"Raph," she said. "Do you know what I was doing when I was nineteen?"

Raphael didn't.

"I was renting a hundred-and-fifty-square-foot attic in Paris. There was no heating in the winter. I had to put my clothes on under the covers before I dared to get out of bed. My mother—your grandmother—sent me an allowance every month, but it barely covered rent. I waited tables at a diner and worked weekends on the floor of a department store. The kids in my business school had judges for parents, or their entire lives mapped out before they even graduated. I had nothing."

She paused, her gaze distant.

"Then I moved to London. Started at the absolute bottom as an analyst for Ernst & Young. For the first three years, I never left the office before one in the morning. The year I made partner, I was thirty-three, and I ended up in the ER with a perforated ulcer."

She looked back at her son.

"I'm not telling you this to throw a pity party. I'm telling you this to make a point: stability isn't something anyone hands to you. You earn it. You picked a brutal, difficult path, but that doesn't mean you're going to lose."

Raphael looked down, staring at his clasped hands.

"Mom."

"Yeah?"

"I'm going to make you proud."

Madeline let out a soft laugh.

"You've made me proud since the day you were born."

The room fell quiet, save for the distant sound of the ocean waves crashing outside.

Raphael suddenly felt like the two-hour drive, the exhaustion of the past year, the gnawing anxiety about his future—it all felt incredibly light in that moment.

Madeline stood up and picked up the flowers again. "I'm going to find a nice vase for these. Don't forget to take that beef stew. It'll feed you for at least three days. By the way, when does that Fast and Furious movie of yours come out?"

"It's already out," Raphael said. "Last week."

"What?" Madeline whipped her head around, her calm facade cracking for the first time. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I thought Philip would've..."

"What about the premiere? You didn't mention that either." Madeline set the flowers down hard. "Raphael Lee, who exactly do you take your mother for?"

Raphael opened his mouth, completely at a loss for words.

Madeline marched over, towering over him as he sat on the couch. She was only five-foot-four, but her sheer aura made the six-foot-one Raphael unconsciously shrink back.

"Next time," she enunciated every syllable, "you will tell me a month before the movie comes out. I will clear my schedule, and I will be at the premiere. Do you hear me?"

"I hear you."

"Don't say 'I hear you.' Say 'Yes, ma'am'."

"Yes, ma'am."

Madeline nodded in satisfaction, turning back to hunt for a vase.

Halfway there, she stopped and spoke without looking back.

"Also, the girl playing your girlfriend. Natalie Portman?"

"Padmé Amidala," Raphael corrected. "The actress is Natalie."

"She's very pretty," Madeline said casually. "Just watch yourself on set. You're a public figure now. The paparazzi shoot everything."

Raphael was speechless.

He wisely decided to keep his mouth shut.

Madeline pulled a crystal vase from the cabinet and began trimming the stems. Her movements were practiced and elegant, every snip precise.

"By the way," she asked, feigning absolute indifference, "what did you say the paycheck was for this one?"

"Five million."

Madeline's hand froze.

"...Dollars?"

"Dollars."

She resumed clipping the stems, her voice perfectly level. "Oh. Well, that's not bad."

Raphael watched the tips of her ears turn red and said nothing.

He knew exactly what was going to happen tonight. She was going to call his grandmother, put on that same casually indifferent tone, and say:

"Mom, Raph booked a role. It's nothing huge, just George Lucas's Star Wars... yes, Skywalker. The money? Oh, he's just a kid, he's happy with whatever they give him..." And then she'd hold the phone away from her ear while the other side screamed in excitement.

Raphael leaned back into the sofa, looking out the floor-to-ceiling windows at the tranquil sea.

He suddenly remembered something Master Yoda had told him that afternoon in the meditation chamber at the Jedi Temple.

The Force surrounds us, penetrates us, binds the galaxy together. But family... family is the anchor, my boy.

He hadn't fully understood it then.

He did now.

By evening, Raphael was back on the Pacific Coast Highway heading home, his passenger seat loaded with a cooler bag full of beef stew, a tin of Madeline's homemade lemon cookies, and strict orders that he "must come back next week."

The setting sun painted the ocean in shades of gold and crimson, seagulls skimming low over the glittering water.

Raphael drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting on the open window frame.

His phone screen lit up with a text from Ari.

[George's assistant just confirmed. Contract arrives Monday. Get ready for a makeover, Mr. Skywalker.]

Raphael didn't text back.

He tossed the phone onto the passenger seat and stepped on the gas.

The Mustang's engine growled low and mean, tearing east along the coastline toward the rising city lights.

In the rearview mirror, the silhouette of Malibu faded away, swallowed by the dusk.

But Raphael knew there was a window left open for him back there.

There would always be his favorite food in the fridge.

There was the most beautiful woman in the world waiting for him to come back with his next movie, so he could look her in the eye and say:

Mom, look. I made it.

That night, back in his apartment, Raphael sat in the dark for a long time.

He didn't turn on the lights. He didn't summon his system panel.

He just sat there in the quiet, feeling something warm and steady beating in his chest.

It wasn't just the Force.

He remembered a quote he'd read years ago. He couldn't remember who said it, but it had always stuck with him.

A hero can save the world, but only his family knows which side of the bed he leaves his slippers on.

Raphael looked down at his own shadow stretching across the floorboards in the moonlight.

Tomorrow, he would go back to paying off his cosmic debts. He would train. He would step back into the blood-soaked arena of Hollywood.

But tonight? Right now?

He was just Madeline's son.

And that was enough.

His phone screen flared to life again. A text from Philip.

[You home yet? Mom texted me, says you look too skinny. She's putting me on meal-monitor duty.]

A small smile tugged at Raphael's lips. He typed back.

[Tell her I'm gonna get fat.]

Send.

He typed another one.

[Also, for the next premiere, put her in the front row.]

Philip instantly replied with a crying emoji.

Then came a frantic string of all-caps excitement. Raphael didn't even bother reading it; he just dropped the phone onto his chest.

Moonlight spilled through the gap in the curtains, looking a bit like the never-ending city lights of Coruscant.

But Coruscant didn't smell like homemade beef stew.

Raphael closed his eyes, and in the real world—the world that actually belonged to him—he fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.

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