Trigger warning 18+ scene ahead
Elizabeth's pov
Julian lead me to the bedroom, his face flushed heart beating fast. I was a bit nervous but excited. I knew we were intoxicated but still this would count as our first night.
"Strip" Julian said as we stood in the room. I was but embarrassed but knew keeping him waiting would cause more trouble. I slowly removed my dress straps, which made my dress pool down to my hips.
I was completely bare on my upper body which made me a bit shy.
He was seeing me naked for the first time. An instant blush spread through my upper body. Highlighting my features even more than it already was. He looked at me as if he was examining an item.
"Turn around" he said in a low voice his eyes still roaming over my body. I did as I was told. At the speed of light he was at my back. His hands wrapped around my waist and his head burried in my neck.
"Jul-ian" I said voice meek and low. "Say my name again" he said as he inhaled my scent. "Julian" I said again a bit more louder as I leaned into his touch.
He suddenly nibbled at my collar bone leaving a pinkish mark. "Mine" he growled as he bit into my lower neck. "Your mine say it" he said as his thumb brushed the little marks he left.
The marks were painful but also gave me a sense of enjoyment. I liked the fact he was touching me marking me. "Am yours only yours" I said leaning more into his touch.
"He suddenly turned my head towards him and captured my mouth in a kiss. It wasn't any ordinary kiss it was pure hunger. Our mouths moved in rhythm both hungry for the other." Mm "I managed to chock out.
He suddenly ended the kiss and looked at me with a smirk playing at his lips." Mm is that all you got "he asked." You can do better than that right " he added his eyes roaming over my features.
I nod at his question willingly wanting to please him." I will do better just don't stop"
I spit out taken aback by my needy words. He takes my chin into his hands and squeezes slightly, not enough to hurt but just enough for me to face him.
"Good girl" he says before kissing me again. He turns me fully to face him and lifts me up. His hand gripped my things enough ti to leave a mark, I suddenly felt my self on the bed landing with a soft tud and bounce.
He climbed over me losing his tie and unbuttoning his shirt as he gripped my thigh."You better not make a sound until asked" he said as his hand went deeper into my thigh. It was painful but I loved it, I nod as I lean into his touch. He kisses me softer as his thumb circles my nipple and the other inside my inner thigh.
The next morning the sheets were scattered. Bed messy clothes on the floor, he held my close by my waist still asleep. I knew if he woke up it would be a mess. I laid there quietly making sure I wouldn't wake him up.
Suddenly I felt him moving signaling he was waking up. He growled as his eyes fluttered open. He looked at me his deep red eyes staring at me with a mix of disgusting and confusing. "Get out" he said as he got up. He held his head a sign of a headache which might had being caused by the alcohol.
He looked around at the clothes triggering what happened last night. "This was a mistake I was drunk, don't think this meant anything understand" He said in an annoyed tone. I clutted the sheet tightly over myself, my heart aching. I knee Julian didn't love me neither did he care for me.
He got up and headed to the bathroom. Just before entering he looked back at him with disgust in his eyes. "Before I get back I expect you to be gone". His words were always cruel but it hurt more than anything today. The bathroom door clicked shut as his figure disappeared.
I got up and gathered my clothes my mind still replaying his words. I looked down at my body marked red bit marks krom him. I got to my room and went to the bathroom. I sunk myself deeper into the water mind still replaying yesterday incident. His touch, his words and better yet his kiss.
My face flushed red instantly, even though he didn't love me I did and I hoped he would get drunk again. Which was a bad thing to hope for but I didn't care. I looked down at my body covered in his marks, my thighs bruised along wuth my neck. My chest painted with little red marks along with my nipples red from being sucked.
"Julian your gonna love me one day" I say my face flushed and a hint of love in my eyes. I fully sunk into the water closing my eyes for a bit. After a few seconds I emerge from the water a new determination in my eyes.
Julian was mine and only mine. Since I laid eyes on him three years ago I knew I had to have him. And I made sure I did everyday I spent secretly tracing him. Watching him and memorizing his habits and hobbies.
Then that day came when we met at a gala.My father could see I loved him so he arranged our marriage. But for some reason Julian hated my father so he took it out on me. But I didn't care What had julian to myself, and I was gonna make sure it stayed that way. No one would ruin this no other woman.
I got out of the shower got dressed and headed downstairs. Julian was already at the table eating breakfast prepared by the maids. He seemed displeased as I entered but I was fine with his expression. I sat far rrom him he didn't like me close so I understood what to do.
Breakfast went on silence throughout, I watched him his mouth when he took in food. He was perfect and he was mine and I would sure he would be noone else's. He suddenly got up and headed to the door.
He was either heading to work or maybe to another woman. The thought of him going to another woman sent a sense of jealous through me. "Where are you going" I asked timidly. I knew he would be annoyed but would still answer. "Out which is none of your business got that" He responded before he walked out.
After a while I sat in the library reading I thought about where he was and what he was doing. I was anxious and needed to make sure he wasn't with any other woman. I took out my phone and looked to see his live location. I had special implanted gps on his cufflinks every single one of them. I looked through and saw he was at a hospital specifically the hospital she was in.
"Rosie"