The room was too small. Or perhaps, it was Sumeragi-san's presence that made it feel as though the oxygen around me was being sucked dry.
I sat on the edge of the bed, clutching the sheets until my knuckles turned white. The scent of jasmineforever, her signature perfume, filled my senses, sharper than usual. Before me, Sumeragi-san stood in a white button-down that was slightly tight, tracing the curves that always made my heart hammer erratically.
She hadn't said a word for the last five minutes. She simply stared at me with those purple eyes that radiated an intimidating aura. Eyes that always made me feel like a small insect pinned in a collection.
"Aqua," her voice broke the silence. Low, calm, but carrying an authority that could not be contested.
"Yes, Sumeragi-san?" I answered, my voice trembling slightly.
She took a step closer. Every scuff of her shoes on the wooden floor sounded like the tolling of a death bell. When she was right in front of me, she didn't stop. She kept moving until her knees brushed against mine. I could feel the heat of her body seeping through the fabric of my trousers.
Her cold hand reached for my chin, forcing me to look up. "You look terrified. Have you made a mistake I don't know about?"
"N-no... I just..."
My sentence was cut short as Sumeragi-san suddenly sat on my lap. The perfect weight of her body, the way her hips pressed against my thighs, made every nerve in my body scream. I reflexively gripped her waist to steady myself, but when my hands touched the skin beneath her slightly parted shirt, I flinched.
"Don't let go," she whispered directly against my lips. "Hold me tighter, Aqua."
I swallowed hard. My heart thrashed against my chest so violently it was painful. Sumeragi-san wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me closer until there was no gap left between our chests. I could feel every breath, every heartbeat of hers, which remained eerily calm, in stark contrast to my own chaotic pulse.
Then, she kissed me.
At first, it was just a soft touch, a tease that left me hungry for more. But in an instant, the kiss turned feral. She claimed my mouth as if it were her sovereign territory. Her tongue was demanding, savoring every inch of me with a terrifying hunger.
I gasped, trying to find air, but Sumeragi-san wouldn't let me loose. Instead, she pressed her body even harder against mine, providing a deliberate friction in my sensitive areas that made my head spin. It felt like drowning in a sea of hot honey; sweet, yet I couldn't breathe.
"Mmgh... Sumeragi-san..." I whimpered between our kisses.
She broke the connection of our lips only to descend to my neck. I felt her sharp teeth graze my skin, providing a sting of pleasure. Her free hand began to creep beneath my shirt, her manicured nails raking my back with just the right amount of pressure.
"You are mine, Aqua," she whispered, her voice now raspy and thick with obsession. "Your every heartbeat, every drop of your blood, even the passion you feel right now... it is all my property."
She ground her body against mine again, slower this time, deeper. I could feel my body reacting harshly to her every movement. Sumeragi-san smiled against the crook of my neck, a triumphant smile. She knew exactly what she was doing to me. She knew that even though I feared her, my body could not reject her.
"If I hear you mention another woman's name again..." Sumeragi-san bit my neck hard enough that I was certain it would leave a permanent mark. "I will make sure you never see the sunlight again, Aqua. You will only see me. Here. In this room. Forever."
I closed my eyes, letting myself drift into this madness. My grip on her waist tightened until it would likely bruise by tomorrow. I knew this was wrong. I knew she was a beautiful monster. But as she kissed me again with total passion, tearing down my last mental defenses, I could only surrender.
"I... I am only yours, Sumeragi-san," I whispered weakly, surrendering the last of my pride.
She chuckled softly, a sound that was both sweet and lethal. "Good boy. Now, let me show you just how much I... love you."
The kiss no longer felt like a kiss; it was a seizure of property.
Every time Sumeragi's tongue touched mine, it felt like an electric current jolting straight down my spine. I couldn't think. My brain felt as though it were melting, leaving only the primal instinct to return her touch. My hands, which had been hesitant on her waist, now moved wildly, bunching the fabric of her shirt, trying to pull her closer, as if even a millimeter of distance were an insult.
"Ngh... Sumeragi-san..." my whimpers were swallowed by her thirsty mouth.
She pulled back just a few centimeters, letting a thin thread of saliva connect our lips under the dim lamplight. Her breath was ragged, hitting my face with the intoxicating scent of mint and jasmine. Those purple eyes, eyes usually cold and calculating, now flickered with a dark fire. Pure obsession.
"Do you feel it, Aqua? Your heart... it beats only for me now," she rasped.
She began to move her hips over my lap again. This time it was rhythmic, a measured yet lethal friction. I could feel an immense heat gathering below. Every time her body pressed against my sensitive points, my vision went white. It felt like walking on the edge of a cliff; terrifying, yet I wanted to fall deeper.
Her smooth hand slid down from my neck, entering my t-shirt which was already damp with cold sweat. Her sharp nails scratched my chest, creating a stinging sensation that only fueled my passion further.
"Ah!" I gasped as she suddenly bit my shoulder. It wasn't a small nip, but a powerful bite, as if she wanted to leave a permanent brand that this flesh belonged to her.
"Does it hurt?" she asked, gently licking the bite mark. Her voice sounded like a hypnotic melody. "This pain is proof that you are alive, Aqua. And you are alive because I allow it."
She pressed her body against me again, harder this time. I reflexively arched my hips, seeking release from the suffocating pressure. The warmth of her body merging with mine made my entire nervous system vibrate violently. I felt like a dog being fed; greedy, shameless, and entirely dependent on the hand that fed me.
"More... please, Sumeragi-san..." I pleaded unconsciously. My pride was already shattered into pieces beneath the weight of her body.
Sumeragi-san let out a soft laugh, a sound that dripped with dominance. She grabbed both of my hands, locking them behind my back with one hand, forcing me to thrust my chest toward her. This position left me completely open, completely helpless.
"Ask properly, Aqua," she commanded. She ground herself against me in a slow, circular motion, making me nearly scream from the agonizingly pleasurable sensation. "Tell me what you want most in this world."
I squeezed my eyes shut. Tears fell from the corners of my eyes, not from sadness, but from an intensity too great to bear alone. "I want... I want to be yours. Please break me, Sumeragi-san... don't ever let me go."
Hearing that, Sumeragi-san brought her face to my neck again. I could feel the smirk on her face as she whispered the words that sealed my fate that night.
"Good boy. I will never let you go, even if you beg for death."
She kissed me again, this time with a force that seemed intent on sucking the very soul out of my body. Below, the friction of our bodies grew faster, hotter, racing toward a terrifying peak where fear and pleasure no longer had a clear boundary.
My mind kept spinning. Like a broken tape that refused to die. I remembered the moment we first met. About a master claiming ownership of her little dog.
And it was because of that meeting that my life would be changed forever.