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Chapter 28 - CHAPTER 28. The Last Time I Said I Love You

The morning after our quiet wedding breakfast, Kieran found me on the balcony—wrapped in a thick blanket, oxygen concentrator humming beside the chair, staring at the city skyline like it might give me answers. He'd been watching me from the doorway for a while; I could feel his presence before I turned my head.

He came closer—slow, careful—and knelt beside me, resting one hand on the arm of my chair.

"I have a wedding gift for you," he said quietly. His voice was steady, but his eyes were already glistening.

I looked at him—confused, tired. "You already gave me so many gifts . The ring. The vows. The jewelleries. The dresses. The apartment. This weekend. You."

He shook his head—small, determined. "I still want to give you something ." He took a slow breath. "I want to take you to see your mom."

My heart stopped.

The cannula suddenly felt too tight. My fingers clenched the blanket.

"No," I whispered instantly. "I can't. She's in prison. She's… she's Dorthe Silverstone. The scammer. The woman who lied to everyone, who left me to clean up her mess. I haven't seen her in years. I don't even know if she remembers me."

Kieran didn't flinch. He just kept his hand on mine—warm, grounding.

"She remembers," he said softly. "I checked. She's been asking about you through the prison social worker for months. Every time they update her file, she asks if you're okay. If you're still… fighting."

Tears burned behind my eyes. I shook my head harder. "She doesn't get to see me like this. Fragile. Dying. She doesn't get to cry over me now, after everything."

He stayed silent for a long moment—thumb stroking slow circles over my knuckles.

"I know why you're angry," he said finally. "I know what she did. The scams. The lies. Leaving you with your grandparents while she chased money that never filled the hole your dad left. But she's still your mother. And you're still her daughter. And in a few weeks… maybe days… you won't get another chance to say anything to her. Good or bad. Forgiveness or goodbye."

I stared at him—tears slipping free now.

"You think she deserves to see me?" I whispered.

"I think *you* deserve to see her," he said gently. "Even if it's just to scream. Even if it's just to sit in silence. Even if it's to tell her you hate her. You deserve closure. And she deserves to see the woman you became—brave, kind, loved. Before it's too late."

I cried then—quiet, aching sobs. He pulled me carefully into his lap—mindful of the oxygen line—and held me against his chest until the tears slowed.

"Okay," I whispered at last, voice small. "Okay. But… only because you asked."

He kissed my forehead—long, lingering. "Thank you, baby."

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The prison was ten hours away—a gray, squat building surrounded by chain-link and razor wire. Kieran drove carefully—windows cracked for air, soft music playing low, one hand on the wheel, the other resting on my knee over the blanket.

I sat in the passenger seat—wheelchair folded in the trunk, portable oxygen concentrator humming between us. My hands shook the whole way. My chest felt tight—not just the tumor, but dread, grief, anger, longing—all knotted together.

The prison visitation room felt colder than the outside air—gray concrete walls, scratched metal table, thick glass partition smeared with years of fingerprints. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead. Two black phones rested on either side of the divide.

Mom—Dorthe Silverstone—was already seated when they wheeled me in. She looked smaller than I remembered: hair mostly gray now, pulled back harshly, face lined and gaunt, orange jumpsuit hanging loose on her thin frame. But her eyes—those same dark eyes I used to look for in mirrors—widened the second she saw me.

The guard placed the phone in my trembling hand. I lifted it slowly, pressing it to my ear.

"Blossom…" Her voice broke on the first syllable—cracked, raw, like glass underfoot. Tears welled instantly. She pressed both palms flat to the glass, fingers splayed, as if she could reach through and touch me. "My baby… oh God, my baby girl…"

I stared at her—tears blurring the edges of everything. My free hand rose—shaking—and pressed against the glass opposite hers. Our fingerprints met through the barrier.

"Mom," I whispered. My throat felt full of broken glass. "I… I came."

She sobbed—loud, ugly, shoulders shaking. "Look at you… look what's happened to you. The oxygen… the wheelchair… you're so thin. So pale. My beautiful girl… what did I do to you? This is my fault. All of it. I left you. I ruined everything—"

"No," I said quickly—voice trembling. "Not all of it. The tumor… it's not your fault. But you… you weren't there. When I needed you most. After Dad left. After everything. You went away. And I had to grow up without my mom."

Her sobs grew louder—body rocking forward, forehead pressing hard against the glass.

"I know," she cried. "I know, baby. I was so broken. Your father destroyed me. I thought money would fix it—power, control, safety. I was wrong. I was so wrong. Every day in here I've hated myself. Every letter I wrote you and never sent. Every time they told me you were sick and I couldn't come. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I failed you. You were the only good thing I ever made. And I broke you."

Tears poured down my face—hot, endless. My chest ached—not just the tumor, but something older, deeper.

"I needed you," I sobbed. "I needed my mom. And you weren't there."

"I know," she cried again. "I know. I'll carry that guilt forever. But I love you. I've always loved you. Even when I was too selfish to show it. You were brave. Kind. Everything I never was. And now… look at you. Still so brave. Still so beautiful."

I tried to smile through the tears—failed.

"I'm dying, Mom," I whispered. "It's close now. Really close."

She pressed her forehead harder to the glass—sobbing so violently her shoulders shook the table.

"No," she choked. "No, baby, no. You're too young. Too good. You should have decades. You should have love. A family. Children. Everything I took from you—"

"I have love," I said—voice cracking. I turned my head slightly toward Kieran, who stood just behind my wheelchair—silent, steady, hand resting protectively on my shoulder.

"Mom… this is Kieran. My husband. He's… he's my doctor. And he's the best man I've ever known. Look at him. Isn't he handsome?"

Mom's tear-filled eyes shifted—really looked at him for the first time. She took in his silk shirt , the exhaustion on his face, the way his hand never left me, the quiet devotion in his posture.

She sobbed harder—hand reaching uselessly toward the glass again.

"He's… he's beautiful," she whispered. "He looks at you like you're the sun. Like you're everything."

Kieran swallowed hard—cheeks flushing faintly. He cleared his throat—voice low, steady, but thick with emotion.

"Mrs. Silverstone," he said, leaning closer so she could hear him through the receiver I held. "I'm Kieran Voss. Blossom's husband. I… I love her more than anything in this world. I've watched her fight every single day. She's the strongest person I've ever known. And I promise you—I will take care of her. Every breath. Every moment she has left. I will hold her. I will love her. I will make sure she's never alone. Not for one second."

Mom's sobs grew louder—body shaking.

"Thank you," she choked out. "Thank you for loving my girl. For seeing her. For staying when I couldn't. I'm so sorry I wasn't there. I'm so sorry I left her. Tell her… tell her I love her. Tell her I'm proud of her. Tell her I'll be waiting—wherever we go next. I'll be waiting to hold her again."

Kieran's throat worked—tears slipping down his own cheeks now. He nodded—once, twice—unable to speak for a moment.

"I'll tell her," he managed. "Every day. I promise."

Mom looked back at me—eyes swimming, hand still pressed to the glass.

"My beautiful girl," she whispered. "My brave, beautiful Blossom. I love you. I'm so sorry. Forgive me. Please."

I pressed my forehead to the glass—sobbing so hard my chest seized.

"I forgive you," I cried. "I love you too. I always did. Even when it hurt. I love you, Mom."

We stayed like that—foreheads touching through the barrier, crying together—until the guard's voice cut through.

"Time."

Mom's hand slid down the glass—slow, reluctant.

"I'll see you again," she whispered. "I know I will. Somewhere better."

I nodded—tears falling faster.

The guard wheeled me back. Kieran walked beside me—hand never leaving my shoulder. In the corridor, he stopped—dropped to one knee in front of the chair, cupped my face.

"You were so brave," he said—voice thick. "So strong. I'm so proud of you."

I leaned into his palm—sobbing softly.

"I'm glad I saw her," I whispered. "Thank you… for making me go."

He kissed my forehead—long, lingering—then my lips—soft, reverent.

"Anything for you, wife," he said. "Always."

And in that cold, gray hallway—with tears still wet on my face, his ring on my finger, and the echo of my mother's voice in my ears—I believed him.

Even if the road ahead was short.

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